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About Me

My name is Emily. If you think you know me...you're most likely wrong, completely wrong. I can be a bitch....I'm sorry (most of the time) but I can't control it. I don't really feel like putting up with assholes, so don't piss me off. I spend most of my time alone, and I've completely given up on teenage boys, they're so immature and idiotic. My only hope is that one day I'll find one teen boy that has enough of a brain to get that I'm not an object, I'm a person. I'm bi, and if you can't deal with that...oh well, you and I probably won't be friends. There's a hole where my heart should be, and I seriously doubt that love even exists anymore.I Like:People like me,Weird shit,My friends,My boyfriend/girlfriend,Doing nothing,Annoying people,Scaring the people in Hollister,Scaring people in general,Confusing people,Frustrating people,Playing PS-2/X-BOX/Wii,Pissing off my bro/rents,Hitting things,and PARTIES!!!I Hate:HOMOPHOBES (like Jimmy),Assholes,My life,My parents,My brother,My job,People who can't accept me,Preps,People who try to change me,People who don't take risks,and People who don't make sense (in the bad way).

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From Go-Quiz.comI'm Not Okay (I Promise)The Ghost of YouHow To Save A LifeMiss MurderAnimal I have BecomePainI Hate Everything About YouNever Too Late Her Portrait in Black

My Interests

Tae Kwon Do (TKD), reading, writing, doodling, hanging out with my friends, going to movies/concerts, playing pool, TKD, swimming, dancing, just chilling, NOT SCHOOL (but I have to go), listening to music, doing stuff my parents don't really want me to, TKD, pissing off my parents/teachers/brother, kissing (HEHE) and did I meantion TKD?

I'd like to meet:

My Guy/Girl: Someone who, even if they don't say they love me I know they do. Someone who will kiss me in the rain. Someone who understands my weirdness. Someone who stands up for what they believes in. Someone who will let me be me. Someone who can be as weird as me.Layout made by xxxcaitiexxx

Music:

Anything except rap, country, and other really shitty bands like slipknot and hawthorne heights. BTW my friends have this awesome band (B.J. (Blaine & Josh) check my friends list)add them. Blue OCtober and Avenged Sevenfold currently top my list.

Movies:

Everything and anything.

Television:

CSI, Simpsons, King of the Hill, The War at Home, Family Guy, American Dad, Friends, cartoons (the good stuff like Loony Toons), MythBusters, etc....

Books:

Everything but non-fiction.

Heroes:

HANNIBAL LECTOR (not the eating ppl part though) mainly b/c how cunning and heartless he is. Any writer who ever got anything published, the guy that invented Pull'n'Peel Twizzlers (i luv em), jack skellington, capt' jack sparrow, and whoever takes it upon themselves to kill alex kean.

My Blog

existing on the gray plain called normal

do you have any idea what it's like slipping down the horrible slope into the dark, cold, navy blue of the small depressing world that encompasses my life do you have any idea how it feels to bounce u...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:12:00 PST

only child

i hate you sometimes you know that right how can you not see it when my disdain for you is layered on every word you show nothing or break at the simplist word you were weak from the beginning but now...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 11:11:00 PST

New Schedule

1st Semester 1: Spanish 2 (Uzeta)2: Honors Bio (Robertson)3: Honors Civ&Ec (Dickerson)/Symphonic Band (Jackson)4: Honors English 2 (Macmillan)/Creative Writing (Hambacher) 2nd Semester 1: nothing ...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:48:00 PST

Bend, Break, or Die

Black and whiteLines clear and sharpEverything definedBy simple rulesBut rules are questionedAnd bent and brokenBlack and whiteNo longer clearFades into muted shadesOf suffocating grayStifled in the u...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:11:00 PST

Prison of Oblivion

Waves of nothingnessCrash in the mindStaring into oblivionUtter blanknessThe black ever presentColors vanish into the darkA pinpoint of lightEmerges in the distanceTwinkling and teasingIt taunts the w...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:01:00 PST

Broken Heart of Flesh and Blood

Oh yeah, you trained me not to love After you showed me what it was Well we were just two friends in lust And Baby, that just don't mean much   After you taught me what it was Don't see why you'd...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:53:00 PST

Dark Circles Under Darker Eyes

Staring into the hollowed voidDarkness slowly filling my veinsIt's a strange feeling sleeplessnessAnd it comes coupled with painEyes rimmed with circles of blackEvery inch of your body achesYou're sur...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 10:55:00 PST

Haunted Memories

From my mind my dreams do freeAll my fearful memoriesAll the things that I should hateAll the things that changed my fate Towers falling sucicideTimes for death my body criedFriends I've los...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 12:32:00 PST

Angel of Beauty

I saw in him an angel of beautyWhat I found was a demon of hateMy love for him he cast asideTrue loneliness must be my fate Still his eyes so deep and brownContinue to haunt my memorySee him in my eve...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:20:00 PST

Adderol (poem)

Adderol (yes i wrote a poem about a drug. DEAL WITH IT) Adderol makes me: Want to fly, By jumping out of a three story window.   Adderol makes me: Light up a room, By sticking a paperclip...
Posted by e Emily [lost in the music] e on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:41:00 PST