i like how i look emo as hell in my profile picture. i love how i will never know what in the fuckin hell "emo" really means. i know where it came from, but how is it a subculture? i need to finish that book....i like that i'm indecisive, but i can decide where i don't want to live or don't want to work. I can never decide who i want to be or who i want to be with. I only ever want what i don't or can't have. I like being messed with, and i like beating you at your own game. I will own you. one day. I don't give up on anyone, because i can read people. if i know you aren't a real person, then i don't give a fuck about you in the first place. It's hard to upset me, and if you do-i will turn your world upside down. sometimes i love who i am, but mostly i hate it. I like to be loved, i like to feel safe, i like to be trusted, but i also like being betrayed. it gives me a reason to change the way i think. I like change. I like the human brain. I love to imagine. i love to talk about dreams. I believe in evolution. i love to be out of control. I like to always be in control of my insanity. I lie...a whole lot. for no reason at all. I don't know why i do it. I love to snowboard. I don't have a best friend. I don't know what i want to be. I don't know where i want to live. I don't know IF i want to live sometimes. I feel scared of what i may never aspire to. or if i will "succeed" at anything at all. I hate the word "success". i hate society's perception of who i am. I hate that my job means that i failed out of college. I like to read. But i like to take LSD more. I can't control my urges. I will find a way to manipulate you.
Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
