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About Me


i'm 0n3 s1qqq l1ttl3 k1ddd!
i’m pretentious. get over it.
i'm a shallow betccchhh
Hello, one and all, let me welcome you to...
A New Kind Of Freak Show
So this is the story of a girl. Same tale everyone has heard. Girl meets boy. Girls heart is broken. Boy gets new girl. Girl moves on. Both learn a valuable lesson about life. ...Well maybe we aren't to that part yet. Take a seat, it can get rough, buts its worth it. You've just stepped through the looking glass, watch your step.
.Shelby.Boyle.
Realist
Please Ignore the man Behind the Curtian
I have Loved, Lost and Learned. Grown and regressed. I'm a 16 year old child.
Art has saved me in the past, i hpe it will continue to do so now. Writing is expression for me, its a passion and a release. Without these outlets, I'd be a hollowed shell.
I lack the common since to stop me from getting in trouble, but have the talent to weasel from it.
Call me a bitch, conniving, maniplulative, a slut, a homwrecker, a whore. You'll be hard-up to find something I havent heard before. I'll thank you with a smile. I know who I am. You don't, even if I let you think you do. I'm a cameleon of sorts, I dont even know what I will be from day to day.
Considering me a habital liar, what you see isn't usually whats there.
I anticiapt the day I find the Dracula to my Lucy, the day I find someone, something, a monster or man to drain my pain away.
My Disease? Life
My Medication? A Razor
Diagnous? Terminal
I laugh at everything, cry at nothing, and obsess over to much. 
I adore words, and because of this have a annoyingly extensive vocabulary. If I throw some at you, don't worry, I probably have a dictionary right next to me. Stumble upon an interesting word? Hit me with it. I'll love you forever.
I'm a medical head case. Chronic Depression. Self-Harm. Paranoia. Substance-Abuse. Alcoholism. Mild Schizofrenia. Possible Bipolarity, Split Personality Disorder. I refuse to be medicated.
 
MySpace tweaks and layouts at MusicTweak.

My Interests

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This Is a Drama-Free Space
If you have a problem with me, please discuss it in an IM. I would prefer it that way, if you don't have my IM address, ask. I will give it to you willingly. If you really want to discuss it here, do so in a message. Any drama-generating antics on my comment space will be deleted and ignored. I have no desire to get in a ridiculous myspace-war with anyone.
Regarding My Top Eight
My top friends means little to me. If I am on your top friends, comment me and I will return the favor. Traditionally my top spaces are reserved for IRL friends or people I talk to often, or I often visit their profiles. The few other spaces are reserved for people I enjoy, EmJ, Chantelle, Jordan, and the like, and think others should check out. Please don't take it personally if you are removed from that space. It's merely the way things work.

My Blog

hey loves just...

hey loves just a quick mobile update. Lifes finally leveling out. But work will suck tomorrow! :( give me an update about your lives! <3 i could use it
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:35:00 GMT

Warning: Emoism Ahead

Meh not really. I just got back from DC. And left to my own devices, I wrote alot. Sadly I wrote most of it one my phone with text messages to myself, thanks to a lack of paper or pencil. And I would ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 01:53:00 GMT

Fixated byt eh Moonlight

..in the middle of the day? I dunno. SHaddup.   It's been that kinda week. I am grounded, lets see how long this last. Seems to be somehting in the water Katie. i have been informed I am wor...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 05:21:00 GMT

A Fit in the hollow morn, turns to flight

..Yeah I know. WTF? I really have no reason to write tonight, except boredom and a racing mind that I need to filter somehow. And no, I don't know why I am not just harrassing xanga like I should...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 23:29:00 GMT

High on Life

For the first time in a long time i feel happy. Truly deeply happy. The happiness i have only been able to get form mind-altering substances and great sex cannot top this. I found something better. Co...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 21:02:00 GMT

RunningKillsXanga

So my xanga is not working totally right, so once agian you guys are getting the shit end of my emo stick.   Fuckit. I loathe that label, It's something I never thought worked for me.   &nb...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:20:00 GMT

In regards to my upcoming nupitals

Can we giggle inside joke and move on? no? Damn. You’re a real jerk. So as he can tell, he proposed, he proposed marriage, he proposed both him and I get married. Just not to each other.   ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 09:47:00 GMT

I wasn’t Aware

Apparently I have been promoting self-harm. This really does sadden me. My brother informed me today that a little girl told him in band, ’Look im like Shelby see? I cut myself five times." I re...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:56:00 GMT

Actually probably one of my better writen rants

Please bear with me on this one. It will more then likely be very haphazard and confusing.   A good while back I made a grievous mistake. I would rather not go to deep into it, beings this i...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:54:00 GMT

meh

I have been in a wierd mood lately. I just cant seem to make myself care about anything. And everything I say is usually followed by a careful retraction to protect the easily damages feelings of the ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:31:00 GMT