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Controlled Chaos

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About Me

Well I guess you can describe me as a different person. Most of my life was spent trying to fit in, but now I give up trying to be someone I am not. I like to have fun, but here that is pretty hard to do. A lot of my friends think of me as crazy, but I am not crazy in a crazy way. Just my way. Do you understand? No? Neither do I, oh well. I finally made up my mind. I need to escape from this rock. I really want to see what else the world has to offer. You could say I am sick of Hilo. Sometimes yes, but sometimes no. I mean the Big Island is a beautiful place to live, but there really is nothing exciting to do here. Most places close by 10 pm here. The only things to do after that is go to the movies, go to the bars, or cause trouble. I guess I'm getting a late start on life, but I think it will be worth it.

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You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes


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My Interests

Airsoft nothing beats shooting someone with a bb in the ass. Its a good stress relief. Going out, but where to go out in Hilo? Hanging out with friends. Listening to music. Listening to poetry. Trying new things, food (so many bad choices, like heart of palm sorbet, but many good ones too ), anything too have some fun. I do want to go skydiving one day, and bungee jumping. Nothing like being attached to a big rubber band and jumping off something tall. I guess I could be called a thrill seeker. Learning new things, as boring as that sounds, its actually quite fun.

I'd like to meet:

Volitare, Socrates, Peewee Herman, and other people out there.

Music:

Regina Spektor so evil yet such a pretty voice, Linkin Park, Hoobastank, Lost Prophets, Krs-1, Nas, Mountain Brothers, System of a Down, Distrubed, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Rage Against the Machine, Lacuna Coils, P.O.D., Switchblade Symphony, The Rasmus, Boac, Orgy, Within Temptation, Leaves Eyes, there are just too many to list.

Movies:

Not Another Teen Movie, Saving Private Ryan. The Crow, Hackers, Donnie Darko, Euro Trip, Suicide Circle, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, 300

Television:

I dont watch much tv, but if I am probably Def Poetry, Food Network, History Channel, Discovery Channel.

Books:

Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Wheel of Time series, Rogue Warrior, and any Dirk Pitt novels, Vampire the Masqurade, The Harry Potter series

Heroes:

My Grandpa

My Blog

Everything and Nothing

Look can you believe it?  I'm blogging again.  Wow, I really must not have anything to do.  lol   I love smilieys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Well what can I say?  I really haven'...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:48:00 PST

Finally, a new Blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you believe it.  Its been over a year since I last posted.  Wow!  Well what can I post.  I now have 2 jobs.  I still work at HPM and I work for GSS Maintenance.  I'm ...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 01:00:00 PST

All by myself

Well I don't know if anyone has heard yet, but Keri and I broke up.  So that means party!!!!!!!!!!!  Nah I still gotta work.  Anyways see everyone around.
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 11:17:00 PST

just one of those days

I am just sitting around on my ass like usual.  Keri is sleeping already.  She must be tired.  School just started.  Well anyways I just need to get out and do something.  Eve...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 12:44:00 PST

hi

wasup people.  hows everyone doing?  well i just thought that i should write something because i havent writen in awhile.  does anyone even read my blogs?  i wonder if anyone even ...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

space for rent

wasup. so the fair was boring as usual wasn't it? hope everyone had a good weekend. I'm not ready for another monday. ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! dam gotta go back to work. work sucks. well sometimes. i...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

nothing up here

Wasup people. Howz everybody? Well its raining tonight. Cool. I love the rain. Its so cold. Maybe I shouldn't be outside without a shirt. Well my life is great. I can't wait till I get to star...
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wasup

look who is online now. i can post anything i want to la la lala la
Posted by Controlled Chaos on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST