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My Top friends are:
1) Michael Stiles
2) Zachary Morris
There are things you will never know or want to know about me. I don't easily open my heart up to anyone, and I don't trust easily. I'm a complete sweetheart, I set my mind to something and I accomplish what I set out to do. I can be one of the most complex people you’ll ever meet, but I’m easy to please. My life isn’t perfect, but it’s not a train wreck either. I’ve had love troubles, and I’ve had my ups and downs. I won’t complain much or ask for help unless I am on the verge of crying because I can’t handle it anymore. I’m basically a teenage girl with teenage problems. I won’t win the Nobel Prize, discover the cure for cancer, or save an entire species of animals; but I will, however, make something of myself and make my life worth living. Life is too short to take for granted, every second I am alive, I am grateful, whether I am having the worst day or the best. It’s unimaginable how many times I’ve said to myself or someone else that I just want to go off and die, in reality I love my life, I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. There are so many aspects to my life. Love, friendship, and family.
I won't conform to your sense of reality or intelligence. No one can influence my choices one way or the other, my choices are made by myself of my own accord. I do my best to make the right decision, I make mistakes like anyone else in the world, that doesn't give you the right to point out my flaws, I'm aware of them, you only see them when you talk to me but I live with them everyday. Recently I've been becoming aware of different aspects about myself and I feel I've grown up a lot in the past year, and I've grown more patient. I'm more determined than I used to be, I know what I want and I won't stop until I get it. It could take days, weeks, months, or years.
I enjoy Photography, HTML, Photoshop, Reading, Video Games, and designing of all sorts. I have glasses, and I had braces from April 2004-June 2006. My parents are divorced I have three sisters, and a deceased brother. One of my sisters lives in a town annexed from Charleston and the other two in Florida. I broke my leg in late May, I was playing on the Monkey Bars -- yes, I'm being serious.
I'm a smart kid, I make a 4.0 in school. My Sophomore year I took and 11th and 12th grade science classes on top of my 10th grade science class. I'm currently a Junior, this year I'm taking an AP college class, I will acquire a college credit for AP Writing. I'm in Honors Geometry, Honors Algebra II, and I could have been in Honors English 11 but it wouldnt fit into my delicate schedule.
I've had my heart broken like any other teenage girl, but I get past it with a hershey bar, a roll of cookie dough, and a sappy love movie. I'm currently deeply and madly in love, I think about him 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year, and 365 days on a good year. I'm so in love with him that I wouldn't be able to find my way out even if I wanted to. I just recently turned 16 on June 25th, 2007. Yes I'm jailbait.
I may be 16, but wisdom isn't acquired by age, but by experience.
I'm an over-achiever, and my room is a complete mess, but it's my mess and I know where everthing is. I clean when I'm having a bad day. I'm usually the one behind the camera in pictures. Zachary Alan Morris is mine and Michael's nugget, he's 15 and we're 16 =].
My best friends are: Michael Stiles, Zach Morris, Courtney Persinger, Amanda Gould, Alyssa Scott, Heather Griffith, Michelle Hunley, Adam Lepkowski, Mara Lewis, Kayla Church, Megan Begley, Paige Harmon, Ethan Clay, Timmy Prather, and Damian Elswick.
They are the best friends ever
I eat cold pizza f or breakfast, I hate the taste of sprite, and I love Coca Cola. I love to play with Photoshop. I love driving. I have an amazing boyfriend. I have my whole life mapped out before me. I eat baked potatoes weird. I sing to my cat. I listen to techno music when I'm photoshopping.I love poetry. I love romance movies. My entire family is insane, but I love them. I can't swim. I'm terrified of heights. I love Roller Coasters & Amusement Parks. I love big groups of friends. I love road trips and driving in the car for hours with a friend. I love concerts. I love roses. I love black nailpolish. I love late night phone calls. I love to sit up all night on the computer for hours. I love Michael Bailey Stiles.
Happiness is free in the sense that you dont have to pay your "hard-earned" paycheck for it. Happiness is not free from responsibility, it comes with hardwork. You may not pay your debt to happiness with regular money we use in an everyday economy, but you pay with suffering or hardwork. Once you get a glimpse of happiness, you're amazed but you have to work really hard and really want it for it to work. Nothing comes easy, life isn't easy, and you have to work for everything you want and need. Money won't make me happy, small gifts won't make me happy. Sure when something is bought for you, it is a sweet sentiment, or even when you recieve a dozen roses because they've done something bad or upset you terribly. It does lessen the pain but it would never truely make me happy. I'm not a stuck up teenage girl that wants everything money can buy, it is a plus, and gifts and cards and presents are nice, but the most important thing is Love. Love makes me happy, true affection, the feeling of being loved by another, the feeling of being needed or wanted. That is true happiness.
I can honestly say that if you were to ask me the question "A miserable life with money or a wonderful life without money?" I'd say a wonderful life without money. There's not a price you can put on happiness. Being the age of sixteen, I do enjoy the finer things in life, but that doesn't mean I dont love our neat technology, and I'm not going to go hippie. For instance, I like being outside on a cool fall day, just enjoying the breeze or watching the river flow. Or I like just simply holding hands, simple kisses. [ but that doesnt mean the big ones arent fun ;) ]Just a small walk to talk and get out of the house. Tickle fights and flirting. I love, love, love, LOVE hugs. If I could have a hug at any time of the day I wanted, I'd be the happiest girl alive. Give me bubbles and I could entertain myself. Hand me a slinky and some books and I'll show you a good time. Having my childhood at the break in technology as kids know it made me miss out on many of the things that every one wants as a kid. I had battery opperated cars that I would drive around in, I had a computer at the age of seven or eight. I had little video games you plug into your TV and play for the fun of it. Remote control dolls, cars, planes, name it and I probably had it. But where was the Play-Doh? The Bubbles? The Jump-Ropes? How about the Silly putty? or Markers and BIG sheets of paper? I'm sixteen and I act like a kid. I'm an extremely intelligent young girl, but I still know how to have a good time like a five-year old. I'm not trying to grow up too fast, but I can't wait until I do. I'm an oxymoron in itself. I am the definition to oxymoron.
This guy pretty much makes everything a whole lot better. He understands me more than I do. I love him more than anything in existence! I'd give my life for this boy, he's everything and more. I've never cared more about anyone or anything, purely because he is the best person I know, and the only one worth knowing -- that is if I had to decide between people. I couldn't be more sure about anything as I am about him. I trust him more than I trust anyone else, including myself. It's obvious how much I love him. Nothing could ever take or change how I feel for him away from me. He's truely amazing, I couldn't have asked for anyone better to come into my life. He's the love of my life, he posseses every quality I want, and so much more. He always knows just what to say to make my day better, even if he didn't mean to, he always makes my day fantastic. He always understands how I'm feeling and always makes it better, within seconds I'm smiling like nothing ever happened. He's been there for me through it all, and he's seen me at my worst. I've never been upset with him, nor angry, nor frustrated, it always seems as though his personality fits perfectly with mine, I feel he's the perfect match to myself as a person and as a partner. Every one of you should be jealous because he is the best there is, nothing or no one is better than him. He tops all others, exceeds expectations, and shines even in the dark. I could lie to you and say its puppy love or teenage love or just kid stuff, but then I'd be a liar.
You'll never know how much I honestly care for him, he's too wonderful to put into words. I get butterflies talking to him, and they're even worse when I'm with him. I'd do anything for him, and I mean anything. I would have gone over a train bridge - over a river - and you could see through the ties to the water - fear of heights and downing - had he not decided to turn around. I tell him everything, there is nothing about me he doesn't know. I love the feeling of being completely open with one person, having that person know all the flaws in your design and still love everything about you. It feels great to tell everything to someone who loves you as much as you love them, someone to be completely honest with, and love everything about. Someone you've never been mad at. Someone who only makes you cry happy tears. Someone you would share you life with, someone you'd give your life for. I've never been able to reach complete honesty with someone before, generally I'd hate something about them, but I love everything about him. He's perfect and a dream come true. I've had plenty of boyfriends, each bringing me closer to the one that would make everything magical, fantastic, perfect, and be the one you dedicate your life to. I believe I've reached the end of the line and the end of my search. I can honestly say, he's my first real love. First Boyfriends, and first crushes don' count. This is the first time I've ever been in love. For once, I'm not scared to lose my boyfriend, I can't imagine a situation where I would end up losing him, all my life I've been terrified of losing everyone, thats why I never get close to people. I wasn't just scared to lose boyfriends, but I was scared to lose my loved ones, like my family and friends, etc. I've never opened up to anyone so much, he's excellent -- There isn't anyone out there better than him, he's what all great guys are modeled after. I'd do anything for him, he completes me in every way. If I could go back and change anything I'd go back and replace all my mistakes with him instead, then I would haven't had all that wasted time. But It's alright, I have him now and I love him, and I'm never letting him go. I love him with all my being, and I always will. I think about this amazing boy night and day, he's all I need to be happy. I truely love this person with all my being, Michael Bailey Stiles means everything to me and always will. I love you so much, Michael, you're the center to my universe.
Anuptaphobia - The Fear of being single forever.
this guy, zachary alan morris, is my best friend. He has always been there for me, through ups and downs, he brings me back into my senses when nothing seems right. He's always respected me, he has intelligence beyond most of his age, he is determined, and he won't lie to your face, he'll tell you like it is. There is no stopping this guy, he's like my brother; sure we may have disagreements but it's because we're our own person and we dont try to influence the other one. He thrives on knowledge and friends like me, he also is pretty stupid at times. What would Zach be without small moments of stupidity? He's also a lot of fun to be around, he is always looking for something fun to do, he's up for any crazy adventure one of us can come up with.
There are so many memories with this guy, he's like my brother, we do nearly everything together, we have so many inside jokes and he understands so many things. He absolutely makes me laugh like there's no tomorrow, he even gives me laughing pains.
"Those poor kids!" or any one of the 100+ questions he's asked me.
Or My Mom: "Who the hell is Zach Morris ?!"
Zach: "ME?!?!"
*A Goose Flies by, and makes a sound*
Zach:" OH MY GOD! WAS THAT A PEACOCK?!?!"
This guy is a walking oxymoron, and an intelligent dumbass. But he's the best one out thereYou might catch him on a bad day but it doesn't show because he always has a smile on his face. this boy is strong, I admire him, he's been through a lot, and he has much more to go through. he is my hero through thick and thin. he's my best friend.I doubt I'd have survived many things without him by my side to point out corrections, he's a life saver.
I change my profile rapidly, I add and take things off. I don't have one of the fanciest or most scene like layouts, I used to, but now I just prefer the simplicity in my layout. If a Layout overpowers someone's profile or pictures, it shows insecurities. I'm not insecure about myself or my appearance.
aim - michixlynnxo
Isn't he just the sweetest guy alive? I love him so much :]
I love my boyfriend :]
He just keeps getting sweeter and sweeter :] He's my everything
[p.s. no offense to the last name, but it's pointless to graduate then get married a few years later, then your diploma isn't as meaningful.]