I remember the day that i surrendered. The sky came down on my head. Gone forever, were the days that i would never, wish that i were dead. Tied myself down, let it all out, demons kept inside. Let myself drown, in my own doubt, nowhere left to hide. These diseases, swept up with the breezes, choked up in my throat. I believed it, though i couldnt see it, crushing all my hope. Scared and confused, feeling abused, demons kept inside. Blew my own fuse, none left to lose. Laughing at my cries.