When I read my last "about me entry" only one thought came to mind: "wow, I can't believe I just didn't shut up."So about me: Round II... Crazy is overrated. I may look and seem crazy but the truth is that I am completely normal. When people read this, then look at me, then look at this one more time to make sure if they've got the right person right, they think that me stating that I'm normal just proves my insanity. No really, I swear. It's not that I don't hold what people truly hold back, which I do--but that's because I got tired and, like a fat person trying to fit into a leotard (and I mean no offense to overweight Americans), I let it all hang out. But enough about me, I'm curious what you know.... Oh yeah, would it be contradictory of me if I mention that I'm a stern believer in "intellectual conservation?"
I am.....
I am...: normal, despite what everyone thinks.
I am not...: going to conquering the world, just my own.
I will...: be something one day.
I love...: that we are all shiny insignificant people.
I like...: bok choy.
I hate...: living life through a funnel. Give me freedom! Give me volume!
I envy...: those who have what I do not have.
I fear...: the day my loved ones and I permanently depart.
I need...: constant reminder that I am loved despite the surplus of support.
I deserve...: basic human rights.
I crave...: mobility.
I miss...: that blank pleasure when I was ignorant.
I adore...: the uncontrolable laughter of my loved ones.
I listen...: to stranger's conversations and my self-criticism
I do...: what is practical, despite the temporary sacrifice of my happiness.
I do not...: want to die alone... even though we all do.
I admire...: each of my loved one's talents and faults.
I feel...: insane and I am comfortable with that.
I will talk to you if...: I do not think I can handle my problem on my own.
I will not talk to you if...: if you are mad and you need to cool off (but I will be thinking of you)
I read...: books on just about anything that has my temporary interest.
I study...: my lover's mannerisms, tone, and thoughts... but get "inconclusive" results. But frustratingly, I am okay with that.
I am most excited about...: finding things when I am not looking for them.
I use...: my stuffed red dinosaur Rover, to protect me when I sleep.
I never ...: result to breaking the law, although I am seeing that I have to one day.
I depend on...: everyone regardless of how strong and self-sufficient I seem.
I hope for...: the better outlook should the unfortunate occur.
I want...: to live and not just exist.
I drink...: raspberry ice tea and rootbeer, sometimes both.
I am OCD about...: my actions toward my lover, friends, and family.
I have a passion for...: nature and its inhabitants.
I don't understand...: why people do not care for their environment.
I watch...: too many things happening but don't make notes of them.
I care about...: you.
I do not care about...: what others think, so long as I do not break the law.
I dance...: around my house in my underwear, but never in public fully clothed.
I want...: to hug you.
I wish...: that I have all the time in the world.
I would change...: nothing about you.
I daydream about...: the silliest things.
I forgive...: all in due time.
I will never forgive...: myself and my misconduct.
I remember...: the times we cried I laughed; and the times we laughed, I cried.
I cry...: because I realized what I truly had when it's gone.
I forget...: the most important things, including my own name.
I find...: that if you evesdrop, you can learn just about anything.
I regret...: for saying hurtful things without knowing it.
I try...: to say I love you out loud but I oftend choke.
I write...: letters to people but never mail them.
I express....: myself through my humor.
I hope...: that we all experience a short period of suffering and a long period of pleasantness.
I refuse...: to service hypocrites!
I promise...: to be a better me.
I admit...: defeat when only when my enemies have.
I enjoy...: the sensation of waking up naturally.
I learn...: that those around me have something wonderful to teach.
I appreciate...: art and science and those who are going in this field.
My name is...: one of my valuable possessions.
and I am...: human first.
