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LeBryce

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About Me

I don't believe life has intrinsic meaning of value. i don't believe there is a plan. i believe that there are gods out there, and that they are nearly as lost and confused as us, and that some of them probably resent our expectation to be lead through and around the brambles and jutting roots of life. i think that life, like any object or action, can be given some transient meaning by individuals, and that the quest to do so strengthens those who pursue it, and so i am a bit of a humanist. well, insofar as i think humans have great potential. i used to be an optimist. part of me still is, i guess, but that voice is fairly soft spoken now. It generally takes the pain of those i care for to get me to listen to the old me. (the little bryce, for all you stephen king fans out there) i don't know where i'm going with this. or really with much of anything. i've never been much of one to plan. im more of a leaf on the wind kinda guy. i have action movie hero luck, and some small bit of charm and wit, and that's how i go through life, repeatedly escaping the edge of disaster by strange luck and an abillity to make people like me, and understand that i really would do the same for them. I will, and have, given more than i can afford to give for the people i care about. I believe that your relationships are the greatest defining quality of your life, and who you are. I believe that having something or someone in your life worth dying for, worth sacrificing anything and everything for, is what makes life beautiful.

My Interests

we cannot learn to interpret – the mouse screams, and the spider howls as the blades of grass cry out, the wind sobs into the drenched earth and only in the early dawn (before the lark has learnt to sing) can a compensation be dreamed of by fictitious characters walking the drafty corridors of adolescent minds.

My score on The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test :

Modern, Cool Nerd
(82 % Nerd, 56% Geek, 30% Dork)

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For The Record:A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)!Congratulations!Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:Buffy the Vampire SlayerProfessional WrestlingLove & SexualityAmerica/PoliticsThanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST

Link: The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test

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For such bound people the great separation comes suddenly, like the shock of an earthquake: all at once the young soul is devastated, torn loose, torn out--it itself does not know what is happening. An urge, a pressure governs it, mastering the soul like a command: the will and wish awaken to go away, anywhere, at any cost: a violent, dangerous curiosity for an undiscovered world flames up and flickers in all the senses... A sudden horror and suspicion of that which it loved; a lightning flash of contempt toward that which was its "obligation"; a rebellious, despotic, volcanically jolting desire to roam abroad, to become alienated, cool, sober, icy: a hatred of love, perhaps a desecratory reaching and glancing backward, to where it had until then worshiped and loved; perhaps a blush of shame at its most recent act, and at the same time, jubilation that it was done; a drunken, inner, jubilant shudder, which betrays a victory-a victory? over what? over whom? a puzzling, questioning, questionable victory, but the first victory nevertheless... It is also a disease that can destroy man, this first outburst of strength and will to self-determination, self-valorization, this will to free will: ... He wanders about savagely with an unsatisfied lust; his booty must atone for the dangerous tension of his pride; he rips apart what attracts him. There is some arbitrariness and pleasure in arbitrariness to it, if he then perhaps directs his favor to that which previously stood in disrepute--if he creeps curiously and enticingly around what is most forbidden. Behind his ranging activity ... stands the question mark of an ever more dangerous curiosity. "Cannot all values be overturned? And is Good perhaps Evil? And God only an invention, a nicety of the devil? Is everything perhaps ultimately false? And if we are deceived, are we not for that very reason also deceivers? Must we not be deceivers, too?" Such thoughts lead and mislead him, always further onward, always further away. Loneliness surrounds him, curls round him, ever more threatening, strangling, heart-constricting, that fearful goddess and mater saeva cupidinum--but who today knows what loneliness is?

Music:

We have art in order not to die of the truth.

Movies:

-Thus, whilst against false reasoning I inveigh. I own right reason, which I would obey: That reason which distinguishes by sense, And gives us rules of good and ill from thence; That bounds desires. with a reforming will To keep 'em more in vigour, not to kill. - Your reason hinders, mine helps to enjoy, Renewing appetites yours would destroy. My reason is my friend, yours is a cheat, Hunger calls out, my reason bids me eat; Perversely. yours your appetite does mock: This asks for food, that answers, 'what's o'clock' This plain distinction, sir, your doubt secures, 'Tis not true reason I despise, but yours. Thus I think reason righted, but for man, I'll ne'er recant, defend him if you can: For all his pride, and his philosophy, 'Tis evident: beasts are in their own degree As wise at least, and better far than he.

Television:

all i know is, i don't love tv, but i love tivo.

Heroes:

On Liberty "The fact is that the average man's love of liberty is nine-tenths imaginary, exactly like his love of sense, justice and truth. He is not actually happy when free; he is uncomfortable, a bit alarmed, and intolerably lonely. Liberty is not a thing for the great masses of men. It is the exclusive possession of a small and disreputable minority, like knowledge, courage and honor. It takes a special sort of man to understand and enjoy liberty - and he is usually an outlaw in democratic societies."H.L. Mencken, February 12, 1923, Baltimore Evening SunTruths are illusions which we have forgotten are illusions- they are metaphors that have become worn out and have been drained of sensuous force, coins which have lost their embossing and are now considered as metal and no longer as coins. -Friedrich Nietzsche

My Blog

2007 is gone, but not forgotten. like captain planet.

As a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together.It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!Don't send a message, leave a comment... Next, re-post t...
Posted by LeBryce on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:03:00 PST

much delayed update.

OK, so. hmm.where to start.im single again. shit, some of you may not even know i wasn't, even though i was with Christine for 7 months. i haven't been around and talking to people much. she was an aw...
Posted by LeBryce on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:26:00 PST

the story continues

i included the begining part that i blogged before so you won't have to go look for it. enjoy.Chad looked through her window calmly. He refused to let his mind wander to thoughts of blood. The thought...
Posted by LeBryce on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:34:00 PST

i may be white...

That's right bitch I'm on a rampage I just exhausted the 12 gauge But I still got grenades,  And two full clips An A-K on my hip Got a dead cops radio in my left bitch-slapper And in my ri...
Posted by LeBryce on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:33:00 PST

erm, yeah, word. bitch. no reason for this, just bored.

It's fucking coldjust thought you should knowit's unseasonal cuz some unreasonablespirit's makin the wind blowand the rains flowinlike some kids snow conelayin in the suncuz he had it in one hand, and...
Posted by LeBryce on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 09:55:00 PST

update on "the story thus far"

well, i can't post it yet, because upon rereading the first part of the story, i'm going to have to do some setting change and rethink a couple small plot points. should be ready by the end of the wee...
Posted by LeBryce on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:01:00 PST

j00r /\/\0/\/\

    bryce: civ 4 is like a +2 to happy, you're like a +6.christine:aww. you quantified it, and it's only a six?Bryce: yeah, i should have just said 9 and said it as a ten scale.Christin...
Posted by LeBryce on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:46:00 PST

"May your life always be interesting." -Old Chinese Curse

what a week. yep. life has definately been interesting, though not all of it in the old chinese curse context. i need a vacation.
Posted by LeBryce on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:14:00 PST

the story thus far

Chad looked through her window calmly. He refused to let his mind wander to thoughts of blood. The thoughts were there, however, like the buzzing of flies that you can't find to destroy. Just like the...
Posted by LeBryce on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 04:12:00 PST

right, so, what does a chap do when he's got a headache, is bored, and not even a bit sleepy?

he blogs of course. about what you ask? you'll see. ever missed someone you've never met in person? if not, trust me its a strange feeling. -love, hun. you rock- ever forced your mind to concentrate...
Posted by LeBryce on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:42:00 PST