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*~Natasha~*

Look within and find your strength, without it..you are broken.

About Me


I'm what you can't stand for and the opinions you don't believe. I am the fighter you can't conquer and the woman unmoved by your games. I am me, and it is all I'll ever be.
I am not into that clubbing, bar hopping, making you look like a fool drunk attitude. I am not the girl you can play games with, because you'll get played right back :P I'm all for a little relaxing-time-for-you-and-me time, alone or together. (fuck that, I am more into the togetherness of it all these days!) I've been told I'm the kind of girl you could bring home to mom without the worry of boring pillow talk. I talk loud and say things like "this is how we roll" because I know it'll make you smile. I give 100% when I know the effort is worth the fight
I'm up at 5 for no other reason to watch the man I love leave for the day. I work at a company that most people regard as a stepping stone, but to me it is the beginning of a career. I am still working on my A.A. degree and will continue to strive until I succeed. My brother is finally a part of my life again, and we seem more inseperable than before. My family is still mending from the horrors of the summer, but we are working on it together. I went on my first flight last weekend and I loved every minute of it. I live in a house with the most handsome, sweet, grateful, respectful man I have ever met and can't wait for every minute that we spend together....
Ha, mainly, I'm doing pretty damn good for where I've come from and where I've been.
::I Believe::
In myself, In the people that I surround myself around. I believe that my boyfriend is not only the greatest man I have ever met, but also the best thing that has touched my life in years. I believe that growing up doesn't have to be tough, and sometimes taking a break from the world doesn't have to include drugs and alchohol, instead a comforting hug can do the trick. I believe that most people don't really understand the meaning of respect, nor do they fully grasp the significance of poise and how they are portrayed.I believe in being untouchable by those that don't deserve your time and moved by those that do.
::I LIKE::
Drama in the shape of television shows, M&M time, coming home to the most handsome man in all of my dreams, chocolate in any shape or form, margarita's and cheese fries from Outback. I like driving by Llamas at the end of the day, and pretending I know how to cook when sometimes I think Burgery King might taste better!
::I DISLIKE::
Growing up..don't we all? Ignorant people. Religious People. No, thats a lie. Just people who think EVERYONE should believe what they believe. In that case, Bush, damn, what two more years? Oh, no..one more baby, here we go. Annoying little dogs that should get peed on, shot at, or straight up put to sleep. Fighting, arguing, screaming, being sick and pineaples on my pizza.

My Interests


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My shell and I underwater in cancun!
NEXT MORNING: "Shell this isnt fucking real is it????" I'm an artist, in more ways than one; a problem solver in ways that most people will never understand; I'm a reader when my world seems too tough to be a part of, and sometimes when I just want a refresher course in the stories of sick psycho killers; My passions that I'll never pursue are sketching, run way and modeling :) I live that out through the television. Ha..

I'd like to meet:

I would have liked to meet Rosa Parks, Napolean Bonaparte and his chick Josephine lol, who do I wanna meet now?
Anyone who could make me laugh, if you can quote Pirates of the Carribbean, Aqua Teens, or Tenacious D you are automatically in.

Music:

"There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in."

"Fuckin-A Baby" Love this song...

love metal, alternative, punk, (revolver is my bible baby) (although my subscription ran out lol) uhm, gotta love my hip hop and pop, R&B, cant forget my country roots, well I guess you can call them roots lol...anything that has a good sound I will sit and vibe to.

Movies:

Of course my number one is Pirates of the Carribbean (never know how to spell that damn word), Pearl Harbor is up there too..still can make me cry... I liked the movie Crow that I got stuck watching two Christmas' ago, A league of their own is a pure classic in my family. Uhm, Harry Potters are okay the last one being the best. Liar Liar will always be a favorite too. Then there is King Arthur that was good, uhm the most recent Batman, and another favorite would be......ladder 49.

Television:

I have recently turned into a MTV addict. I don't know why I am conforming to communism but I need my dose of super sweet 16 parties, stupid people who wanna be "made" and those silly girls on The Hills. House, M.D. makes me chuckle and Friend's re-runs still rock. Oh, and AMNTM is a must as well.

Books:

School books recently. I like Dennis Lehane, Robert Partker, Jonathon Kellerman, Daniel Steel, Faye Kellerman, Stephen King (for the most part) and Nora Roberts when I am in the mood for something sappy.

Heroes:

My Nana. For always being the glue that held us together and for always reaching a hand out to those in need. There is no one else on this Earth like her, I only hope we will meet again. And I'd be silly to think that I could ever be half the woman she was, but I'd like to try.
The cutest little sister I could have asked for

My Blog

Some things people just don’t tell you about pregnancy

There are a gazillion and five books on pregnancy and all the "fun" little experiences that go along with it, but it seems to me that the most important ones aren't really listed, or they are complete...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 06:19:00 PST

Letting it Go

Hang your head low, darling, and let it go. Lower your heart and allow every emotion to submerge itself below a river of pain, heartache and desperation. Only then will you allow yourself to let it go...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 06:18:00 PST

Reminder

I was just reminded how cut throat and two faced women can be. That's fine. I can play this game. In the meantime, just know I am frustrated to all hell and I really feel like getting up and going of...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 11:02:00 PST

Thoughts hit the internet...

For months now I have avoided the shape of her heart, the color of her voice, and the touch of her skin. It's been months and yet the contours of her face reach out to me deep within my dreams. In my ...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 09:46:00 PST

My Amusement

(This is my outlet, this is my page, my heart and my thoughts, take them or leave them, but by no means assume that these words are being written for any other reason. I write, it is what writers do.)...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 08:54:00 PST

Over you - My Goodbye Of Sorts....

In the dark, is where I used to find you. Your hands warm to the touch, heart worth reaching out for. In the dark, I used to find your face, some comfort, mixed with some excitement. In the dark, I am...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:53:00 PST

New Outlook on life or just a phase?

In the past few days, maybe beginning in the past two weeks. Somewhere, in those harsh words spoken last Saturday I found faith, comfort, and roots to a new beginning. I can honestly say for the first...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 02:00:00 PST

Procedure of a bad day/ My neurosis

A good bad day in the making starts digging it's roots in the night before. Just a little twinge, maybe a little pinch of something gone wrong. It doesn't need to be explosive or even noticeable until...
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 10:06:00 PST

I retract

The fuck men statement. They aren't so bad. Just confusing.
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:04:00 PST

Fuck

men. Shitty that I have been gone and having the time of my life and come home to this bullshit, fuck you.
Posted by *~Natasha~* on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:56:00 PST