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Cailin

The virus grows inside my head now!

About Me

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I have no idea what I'm writing this for but I will say that I really dont have much to say.
I hate explaining my actions, because sometimes i don't know why I did it. I often take things the wrong way,
mostly because I always think the worst. If you want to know more, just ask me.

"The sky is listening the stars all sing along"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've meet most of them already, but new people are nice

-------------------"Like The Angel"
They turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold

The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold

Like the angel you are left creating
A lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
That's when I got up and left

A beating heart and a microphone,
A ticking clock in an empty home
Still tells of these times so long ago,

And even though I've come so far,
I know I've got so far to go and
Any day now I'll explode

Like the angel you are left creating
A lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
That's when I got up and left

And each and everyday will lead into tomorrow
And tomorrow brings one less day without you
But don't wait up just leave the light on
'Cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you

And like the angel you are left creating
A lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(never cease to amaze me)
That's when I got up and left


Music:

The Killing Tree, Rise Against, The Vandals, Bad Religion, the White Stripes, the Living End, NOFX, Goldfinger,Dead Kennedys, Sic Waiting, OK Go,Powerman 5000, Rage Against the Machine,the Cranberries, Green Day, the Suicide Machines, Ramones, Gorrillaz, Misfits, Red Hot Chili Peppers, the Soviettes, Bare Naked Ladies, Black Flag, the Commies, various local bands

------------------------"Everchanging"

In the face of change
thats when she turned to me and said
"im not sure anymore"
and there, amidst the waves
and the cloudless skys that
blanket the year before
I watch my life wash ashore
Have you ever been a part of something
that you thought would never end
and then of course it did
have you felt the weight inside you
pulling away inside your skin?
and then something had to give..

Now the lines are drawn, is this feeling gone
the best parts of this have come and gone
and you know that its all this is
and with the reasons clear we'll spend another year
without direction full of fear and you know
things will be different

Theres nothing simple when it comes to you and I
always something in this everchanging life,
and it probably always will..
and now the time is getting harder to come by
the same arguements are always on our minds,
we killed this slowly fading light

Now the lines are drawn, is this feeling gone
the best parts of this have come and gone
and you know that its all this is
and with the reasons clear we'll spend another year
without direction full of fear
but you you know things will be different

and now something... has kept here too long
and you cant leave me, if Im already gone
well
now something has kept me here too long
and you cant leave me if Im already gone
no, its just that something has kept me here to long
and you cant leave me if Im already gone..
Now since we make the same mistakes we're always
hanging on break the promises we're always leaning on
all this time spent waking up
I keep this line open to get this call from you
speak the words that keep me coming back to you
now this time its all diferent..

Now something has kept me here too long and now Im gone

Movies:

28 Days/Weeks Later, Hot Fuzz, Shaun Of The Dead, Man On Fire, Anchor Man, Land of The Dead, Dawn Of The Dead,etc. , Silent Hill, Water Boy, The Ring 1&2,Cello,
---------------------------"Obstructed View"
To all you people standing proud, thinking you know what I’m about:
I think you can fuck yourself
From your safe distance in this crowd
That’s when your voice becomes so loud
Still trying to keep us down
Walk one mile in shoes I never asked to fill
But still I press on….
I slipped, I fell, then I lost everything
My hope, my faith, in what the future brings
In hopes of pushing past the ties that bring us down
We sing together now.
Give me one reason to look you in the eye. Just one
Tell me exactly why it is that you think you are worth my time
To all the ones that shake my hand
Then talk your shit behind my back
To those who claim they understand
But never heard a word I said
In spite of you I am still here
This vision has never been more clear
As we sing together now.

Television:

Spaced,Lost,24

Books:

To Kill A Mocking Bird, The Catcher In The Rye, Comminist Manifesto, some others

Heroes:

certain people. ask

My Blog

up in flames

I really need to get all of this out of my head.. I'm starting to really believe that its all I have inside of me now. I can't do this anymore. By the time those meds kick in, I'll be so far gone that...
Posted by Cailin on Wed, 30 May 2007 05:07:00 PST

All those promises they never work out right

I feel the shit coming back. Why am I not able to keep it away? when I woke this morning, no, before I went to sleep friday night, I felt this dull weight inside of me. That facility only put it away ...
Posted by Cailin on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:17:00 PST

to everyone else

I bet most of you never had an idea that I'm like this. I don't want to have to wear that mask again, it wore itself out like a light bulb. The reality has burned almost all the way through it, it's f...
Posted by Cailin on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:34:00 PST

counting from infinity

I've waited forever for you to finally give up.Have I finally convinced you to quit?You spent way too much time trying to change my mind, time that you've lost,time you'll never get back.All the time ...
Posted by Cailin on Mon, 07 May 2007 07:55:00 PST

how long will this continue?

i feel so tired.. my head is pounding, ears ringing, the rest of my body is starting to be affected as well.. when i "go to sleep", i can hear everything thats going on,its that im just paralyzed ther...
Posted by Cailin on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:54:00 PST

my day... R kelly style..

It's 12:10 in the mornin' typin something stupid on myspacewas gonna say something else but my toe started to itchthen i forgot what i was gonna say,why's it gotta be that way?oh-yeah- now i remember ...
Posted by Cailin on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:20:00 PST

i just loooove this

when i have an opinion, its wrong, or its not what i "should" belive in. what the fuck happened to freedom of thought?what if i dont like your choices? does that make be bad? does it put me against "e...
Posted by Cailin on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 05:42:00 PST

hazzah

grr.. i should take some more cold medicine...anywayim hella bored right now...so im typing..just like all the other times i feel like typing.noooo idea how im gonna be able to sleep tonight. and that...
Posted by Cailin on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:46:00 PST

so, the movie is like dirty harry(if youve never seen it, its like a detective movie)

ok, so im gonna need to scrounge cash for props and to feed you assholes, so its most probably gonna have to be filmed over winter break.i need at least 14 people, and more for a scene that takes plac...
Posted by Cailin on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 03:06:00 PST

if he's like that in the morning..

i swear if he starts talking his shit when hw wakes up...i just know im gonna get in his face, and if he strikes me, it gives me better reason to break his nose. i wouldnt care if he doesnt ever even ...
Posted by Cailin on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:36:00 PST