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Don't Confront Me With My Failures, I Have Not Forgotten Them - Jackson Brown

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorThere's always a certain feeling of 'Mailorder Husbandry' for me when it comes to filling this stuff out, y'know telling the world about me, as if I could ever truly explain myself, as if people out there think I analyse my life closely enough to work out what makes me...well... me. Here's the few far flung nuggets of truth and divulgence I've managed to conjure together in the bloody cauldron of my bizzare bazzar of a mind filled with knowledge but without the confidence to apply most of it.I'm 23yrs old now and I feel every second of it. Sometimes I can't find the words to say what I'm really feeling, sometimes I can't find the words for anything, but other times you can't shut me up, I can be quite pedantic at times, and I'm a classically trained bitch (Most of my exes have passed down sections of "The Bitchin' Bible" as we've been together and ceased to be) that's not to say I think all women are bitches, but lets face it guys with the exception of a few, women have the edge in such matters. At times I'm very unsure of where life's heading and I often struggle to find a way but I'm still here, never suicidal, sometimes feel like I could kill a lot of people who've really hurt me over time. But me being me, I also believe that those hurtful people in life suffer the most, because they have to live with themselves.I like being irresponsible, but when i comes down to it, many people who've taken the time (well that's actually not that many) to delve inside and find out about me, have said that I have an old head on young shoulders. I hope this is true although I'll be pissed if by the time I'm 30 I have a body of a 30yr old and a face like Tony Bennet, that guys looks he's wearing a mask!!Back to me I guess, what's left to tell, over time I've tried just about everything drugwise, nothing to be proud of except that I'm safe in the knowledge that I won't be going back to most of them, infact I only really smoke d 'erb and drink these days, which is how I like it, well, I'm not perfect though often a perfectionist, I like to play this card at work. Being somewhat of a free spirit I don't believe in commiting myself to a work place and it's ideals if I don't agree with them, I don't believe that there should be any formality in the workplace, we're all humans, I bet everyone has a boss who thinks they're something more than human, sorry but that doesn't wash with me, I won't be talked down to, I hate condecention, and this doesn't sit well with employers who believe they are the b all and end all of everything, I run my life not some twat in a suit.U could say I hold some strong views but if I tell all here you won't need to check my profile ever again and that'd make me sad :(*** lol! Seriously though I'm neither pacifistic nor hate fuelled but am consantly torn between the two.Music has saved me from a fate worse than death many a time, and for that I owe it my life, some lyrics strike such prominent cords in my personality and some songs melt my heart, but in all, music is the most powerful thing I have ever encountered and I'm happy for it to stay that way.Friends... Something I hold dearest to my heart (yeah I'm a guy and I mentioned the heart more than once....scary huh?) Without them I am nothing, I have nothing, my friends are the people (and u kno who u are) that'll always listen to me, people I feel safe to talk with when I feel my worst, people I'd die to help if it meant it, the people I always have time for unless I myself have lost the momentum that keeps us all spinning through life.uh.. anything else u wanna know that u can't find on here (probably missed a whole ton of stuff knowing me) u'll have to ask. Peace

My Interests

SuperJoint Ritual - Waiting for the Turning Point

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I'd like to meet:

People. I'd Like To. Meet. People. I'd Like To Meet. People. Like People kind of People. Yeah. People People, People. Y'know what I mean? :) Seriously I don't like meeting people, I'm always glad when I have but the whole process, I don't do well, I mean how hard is it to tell people ur a finger-lickin' chicken kickin' Monkey-Rabbi-Rabbit-Mouse. I can tell u they look at me kinda funny. Probably cuz it's all bullshit! nevertheless if you're still reading this far then chances are you're the kinda person I wanna meet, either your as bored as me in which case we'll get along fine, or maybe just as random as me in which case we're fine, u have a problem, ok?k. :)I dunno maybe what I'm trying to say is I don't know who I wanna meet until I've met them so I guess everyone, and no-one? who knows? so I s'pose the real question should be as your looking at my profile, do you wanna meet me? Weird eh?CHECK THIS PLACE OUT FOR SOME AMAZING ARTWORK!!

Music:

Cypress Hill, Stone Sour, Down, Slipknot, Superjoint Ritual, Strick9, Velvet Revolver, Insane Clown Posse, Blur, Iggy Pop, G'n'R, Faith No More, Alice In Chains, Korn, Silverchair, Ugly Kid Joe, Nirvana, Spineshank, Linkin Park's older stuff, Arlo Guthrie, Weird Al Yankovich, Green Day, Eminem, DMX, Limp Bizshit's better tracks, Andrew W.K, Metallica, Ozzy Osbourne, Lenny Kravitz, The Who, Steppenwolf, Led Zeppelin, Lynrd Skynard, Black Sabbath, Kid Rock, 2Pac, WAR, My Pet Junkie, Redman, Method Man, Notorious B.I.G, Nickelback, Aerosmith, Bob Marley, Foo Fighters, Less Than Jake, Devildriver, Goldie Lookin' Chain, Jimi Hendrix, White Zombie (R.I.P), Rob Zombie (R.O.C.K. O.N), Sean Paul, Damian 'Jr Gong' Marley, System Of A Down, Bloodhound Gang.Pantera, probably more but my fingers ache.

Movies:

Joe Dirt, Cheech & Chong, How High, Adam Sandler movies, The Crow, Beavis & Butt-head do America, Devil's Rejects, Road Trip, Clerks, Mallrats, Dogma, Chasing Amy, Jay n Silent Bob Strike Back, Scary Movie 1 & 2, El Mariachi, Desperado, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, My Name Is Nobody, Kill Bill vol 1 & 2, Pulp Fiction, Matrix Trilogy, Star Wars 4-6, Fist Of The North Star (anime), Akira, Vampire Hunter D, Crying Freeman, Urotsukidoji, Ninja Scroll, Cyber City, AD Police, Ghost In The Shell, Ichi The Killer (live action), Appleseed, Guyver (anime), Mutronics: The Movie, Guyver: Dark Hero (live action), Crying Freeman (live action), Mission Impossible 2, Welcome To The Jungle, Spiderman 1 & 2, X-Men 1 & 2, Blade Trilogy, Fight Club, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original), Psycho (original b/w), The Birds, Dead Man's Shoes, Orgasmo, more to come

Television:

Big Black Box in my room. Portal to enlightenment, box of dysfunction, source of light. Yes that is my television! I look after it, it looks after me. Thanks to it's static screen it attracts all that dust to save my little lungs. course they wouldn't be so little if I wasn't smoking grass everyday, but at least I won't die of dust inhalation, it's all stuck to my TV screen. Imagine that a TV screen, why not? we gotta UV screen we plaster ourselves with that each year. Imagine that, sat in ur garden, putting on sunblock, BooiiiNNNGGG, Transvestite Bounces of ur noggin', you'll say to yourself "Damn this TV screen's good" I bet ya.The fact that I'm writing shit like this probably gives away I used to watch far, far too much TV as a kid, conversley that means I generally watch fuck all these days, as most of it's just repeats, and I work midnight til 8 so daytime TV's kind've a myth in my history k. But if ur that hung up of it, you could always ask y'know "Hey did u see that show...." typical generic tag line but I'm sure I'll catch on. :)

Books:

Currently reading "The Vampire Chronicles" by Anne Rice

Fire Crotch
People Iced: Seven
Car Bombs Planted: Nineteen
Favorite Weapon A Cleaver
Arms Broken: Thirty Four
Eyes Gouged: Thirty One
Tongues Cut Off: Six
Biggest Enemy: Cross-Eyed Chris
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Heroes:


You Belong in 1965
1965 If you scored...1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?
Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. What's Your Hidden Talent?
My life has been rated:
See what your rating is!
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Your Pimp Name Is...
Dr. Trickz What's Your Pimp Name?
You Are 50% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You?
Your Brain's Pattern
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three.

Captain Jack Sparrow


83%

Batman, the Dark Knight


71%

Lara Croft


71%

Indiana Jones


71%

Maximus


67%

El Zorro


67%

Neo, the "One"


67%

The Terminator


63%

William Wallace


58%

James Bond, Agent 007


58%

The Amazing Spider-Man


42%
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You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. What's Your Personality Type?
Greed: Medium
Gluttony: Medium
Wrath: High
Sloth: Medium
Envy: Medium
Lust: Very High
Pride: High
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You scored as White Lighter, You are a White Lighter! You seek the dawning of the New Age and the raising of the consciousness of mankind (which of course happens in 2012, and all in one day). You seek only to do good, and are determined to cut out that pesky dark side once and for all. You know your own role in the coming Earth Changes is important, and you must let all know so they know whom to turn to at that crucial moment!

White Lighter


75%

True Alternative


70%

Magician


65%

Otherkin


60%

Discordian


50%

Spiritualist


50%

Mystic


50%

Aimless Eclectic


40%
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You don't know what it's like, To be a victim of your own actions, to suffer from your own thoughts,So eager to get what I want, yet somewhat incapable of reaching out, striking chords.Just because t...
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Sweating, Nauseous, Perplexed by everything,Some games, still being played, barriers wearing thin,I know where it starts, but don't know how to begin,I know that this must end, torn between myself an...
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I tried, I did, but yet again I've fallen,I'm tired, feel dead, once again sleep's calling',Can't though, I feel low, I yearn for intoxication,Seeds sown, mind's grown, seeking some relation.One look...
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Never fitted in, I couldn't be like them,Bandwagons fly by but, I've no need to ride them,Hide I do for sure, from much more than you see,The key to understanding, will never open me.To him, to her, t...
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I don't know and I guess I never did,The feeling that I hold inside,This is why I talk in circles, keep my intentions hid,At least I know it hasn't died, the feeling never dies.Feel Alive! Pulse Fille...
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Pull The Plug By B. Masters 02/05/07

Lifelong shortage, pleasure depleted,Misery misguided, in my head I've been residing,No management presiding, in control of myself,I think this is why I stay on the shelf.Be the judge, I Dare You, Pul...
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They dragged the waters of the river Yeo,They pulled me out near 2 nights ago,I did not shout, I did not scream,I had no shock, there was no dream.There was no fall, no jump, no accident,I don't know...
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Back On Track! Got my bottle of Jack,My hair tied back, dressed in black,Got some grass to kick back with,That's right roll a phat spliff,I'm gonna be chillin', findin' my rhythm,This life is a garde...
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What do you call 'sane'?In this world of democratic hypocrisy,DICTATORSHIP!Fascism, Scare-mongering, War-mongering,BLOOD MONEY!! It's not for me,I Don't Conform,Does that make me crazy? I'm really no...
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