Quiet, silences? Not my style and type.. Active.. Super Active when time to be active.. Currently brain dead.. Stuck in a lousy camp.. with no rooms for improvements.. am I really stuck? Can I get more optismistic? Life's currently good for me.. with plenty of friends.. around.. and one gal who Im motivated to do well... Well..well.. Camp life really pissing me off.. NS is a waste of my talent.. Im luckless in NS.. unlike many others.. I believe I do possess the qualities but yet I wasnt @ the top...Noisy.. really noisy.. Can someone quieten me down? Im blasting my life through.. often I created something big and worth celebrating.. Can I change my NS life with my blasting attitude?? Or will I juz be another toad.. hiding in the lonely, cold well..?God bless all.. Im not a Christian..Im a Buddhism..Improvements.. seeking for rooms of improvements.. but affected by my NS life.. from the start of the weekday.. till the end of Sat.. I was trapped in a no-mans land.. No rooms for improvements in the end..!!Love and being love.. heehee.. Well.. I had found someone.. worth.. doing my best.. heehee.. hope I will be well-loved by the someone.. who's she.. many might wonder.. u will nv know.. :PTonnes and tonnes of craps.. from me.. I hope I can maintain.. like that.. really.. my mood silences me.. as days pass after days.. NS.. Sux.. really sux.. if only Im in OCS now.. Im condemned.. now.. in Khatib Camp.. !!! someone please rescuse me.. Boheng? Samuel? Elvin? Khairi? Anyone of u.. who have the ability.. i need a life buoy now..! I'm drowning into a pool of shit.. (fatigue work who translated to be "Sai Kang" - Shit work).. guard duties.. (not lifeguard duties.. but RP guard duties).. please sack those irresponsible bastards away (the manpower personnels).. get more RPs in.. Im a lifeguard.. not RP.. please release me!!! Sai Kang.. not for me.. my role? Pool lifeguard.. I only deals with the pools n that's it.. can someone fulfill my wish?Thank U..
