LIL BIGS

I was born in 77 in Chicago, Il. into a broken home like most families. Growing up in the struggle produced many emotions and tension. As a young child one of the ways I released the tension was by breaking on the street corners, side walks, basements and the famed 80's house partys of Chi-town along side my older brother (Delirious Danny). There was still a void for the emotinal expression. ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------After years of build up I finally found my outlet through music , poetry and art. Oringinally I had an admiration for R&B, thats when I discovered my vocals and began to serinate with R&B and Freestyle music to family members, the streets, bus stops anywhere there was a crowd. As an early teen having already overcome fear I always wanted to be the life of the party.------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------------------Known as an easy going cat it wasnt hard for me to get along whith anyone. Which proposes a challange in itself because living in Chicago most people have a preconcived notion of you just by the way you look... or your area of residency. ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------- ---Stepping out of the maddness and into art museums for self revivement thats when I was inspired to express myself on rooftops, buses, subways, train stations and many walls of the CHI... hooking up with persons of similar charecteristics (K.C.M.) ..(R.I.P.. EVER) led me into the underground scene of the early 90's. Being taught the tricks and trades of DeJaying by Delirious (My older brother) I began to dip into the hip hop section of his record collection (whith out his permission) and spin, hype up local events and record mixtapes to gain a small name for myself. Loving the vibe and true meaning of hip hop I began to grow in the culture.THE TESTIMONY: Just a few years ago I found myself slippin deep and deeper into darkness.. I'm talking greed, lust, self distruction, a life filled with sin! It didn't madder to me where my life would end up. I didn't care whether I was coming or going. I't was to the point where I was about to break! At this point anyone could have gotten hurt especially me.. I began to lose myself and every thing I stood for..... There comes a time when you know it's time to change the way you do things... You just have this feeling. Then one day I was at home whith the kids during summer vacation and there was a knock at the door. I use to be the type of person that never opened the door unless I was expecting someone..but this time was different. I opened the door and was pleasently greeted by a nice women smilling. She Imidiately invited my kids and I to the neighborhood park for childrens activities hosted be the Freedom Fellowship. I figured I'd check it out since the kids and I had no plans... We continued to go for the next few days.. The kids and I enjoyed this type of fellowship. On the last day of the summer activites in my neighborhood I was approached by an elder. He just outright asked me if I've gave my life to Christ... I said NOPE! He asked why not? I said I just never have.... I told him how I was raised catholic and was baptized as a baby and so forth... He then asked if I concidered myself a sinner.. being ignorant as I was I responded " HELL YEAH!! thats a dumb question" lol....but it wasn't He then asked if I ever felt like it was time to just to better in life.. I said "Defenitely" He asked if I'd like to give me life to Jesus Christ... I began to feel this over whelming feeling a sort of tingling sensation..I felt very light..almost as if I was being lifted. Then whithout hesitation I responded "Yes I would" He then led me to the Lord.. I cofessed Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior on that summer day in the park.... Since then I have been lifted from the addiction of nicotine,weed,cocaine, depression,self distruction and most of all an endless life of sin. I've learned to look at life in a whole new perspective. Just when I thought my life was about to end....It had only just begun. I wouldn't be who I am today if it wasn't for Jesus Christ who saved me.I still have a strong passion for Hip Hop but now It doesn't make sense for me to follow the fad. I'm trying to take it back to the essence, when it was about the music and the message. Dont get it Twisted! I could still Rock with the best of them. I just choose not to say the type of thing that are being played in the air waves...... So when It all boils down to it.. I'm still bringin the underground sound. I'm just uplifiting it... in Jesus name.So whith your encouragement and support! I'd like to give yall something you never heard before... Stay tuned for song updates and collaborations comin your way... music layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com /