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V a l e r i e

...and the promises broken, make believe they're ours.

About Me


Name: Valerie Frazier
Birthdate: July 25th 1983
Birthplace: Yuma Regional Medical Center/ Yuma, Arizona
Current Location: Gulfbank
Eye Color: Changes all the time
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: Five foot Five
Weight: 110 lbs.
Piercings: Two on each Earlobe
Tatoos: Seven
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Her name is Letty
Overused Phraze: 'Schweet deal' and I call everybody 'guy'.
FAVORITES
Food: Hot Cheetos, Steak/Porkchops/mashed potatoes/green beans and carne guisada
Candy: 100 grand/ Fiercegrape gatorade/ Rockstars/Redbulls and snickers and p/m&ms
Number: Positive numbers.
Color: Canary Yellow, Crimson Red, Celurean Blue and ugly-bruise purple
Animal: Rottweilers and Boxers ... uh.. anything else that isn't a useless animal.
Drink: Cold Coke out of 12oz. cans and COFFEE
Alcohol Drink: 7&7s' Fresh Frosty Budweiser drafts.
Bagel: Uh.. nah.. thats ok.. but if I'm drunk, I'll SCREAM: Steak and egg Bagel from McDs'
Letter: the one written to Annabelle Lee by Edgar Allan Poe
Body Part on Opposite sex: Her neck and shoulders.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi and then Coke.. they are my 2 faves
McDonalds or BurgerKing: Burger King
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate taste.. but I like Vanilla smells
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Iced Coffee if that is anywhere in the choice.
Kiss or Hug: The hug that comes with that movie-worthy make out kiss. Like you haven't seen eachother in 9 years; Its' been like.. 6 hours.
Dog or Cat: Dogs and cats.. co-existence
Rap or Punk: Classic rock then Screw, then rap AND THEN PUNK..
Summer or Winter: BOTH NOW. I hated winter then I learned to love it. Summer bacause of all the mems. that came with it.
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: FUNNY.. THEY GOTTA BE FUNNY AS FUCK.
Love or Money: Money doesn't buy you love. I would rather be LOVED TO DEATH than spoiled.
YOUR...
Bedtime: Whenever Letty falls asleep..
Most Missed Memory: Being younger In general
Best phyiscal feature: Lips, Hands, and Eyes and the little pot belly I'm working on.
First Thought Waking Up: Its' another day and I wonder how we're going to make things work out.
Goal for this year: Try to get everything right and stay safe and alive.
Best Friends: Dora, Shona and Adam
Weakness: Not having her skin agianst mine.
Fears: Regret.
Heritage: Taiwanese and Hispanic/American
Longest relationship: 3 years. First ever relationship with a girl. uh.. with a guy.. um.. maybe 5 months.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes
Ever Smoked: yep
Pot: YES SIR
Ever been Drunk: Too many times to count.
Ever been beaten up: Yes. Just because I was from a diffrent side of town.
Ever beaten someone up: Boys and Girls and so-called-MEN and so-called BITCHES.
Ever Shoplifted: Got busted and got the temporary nickname: 'Wal-mart' when I was alot younger.
Ever Skinny Dipped: Jumped in the pool in the middle of the night with my girl and then like, 4 teenagers came to the pool out of nowhere. Of course we had to try to play it off.. but it was hard because we didn't even bring towels. We had our clothes to put back on and OFCOURSE... I got out first to get my girl her clothes.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yeah.. I wasn't born gay!
Been Dumped Lately: nearly..
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Dark Brown
Favorite Hair Color: Redish, Dark brownish.. Black and Light brown. Diffrent shades at the same time. Thats how I met Letty.
Short or Long: Mid-Back
Height: Shorter than me.
Style: Crazy/Brave loud and funny.
Looks or Personality: Eyes,Smile,Breasts, and like all that shit I said about my fave. parts.
Hot or Cute Southern-sweetness
Drugs and Alcohol: Shes' gots to smoke and tolerate an idiot and Shes' gotta know how to party till' the cows come home.
Muscular or Really Skinny: Nice thick lips and thick thighs.
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: quite a few
What country do you want to Visit: Fiji, Amsterdam and Taiwan.
How do you want to Die: .
Been to the Mall Lately: Yeah but I feel funny around 'Mall People' Yeah, and people stare at me when I go to the bathroom. Its' really fuckin' annoying.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love em'
Get along with your Parents: Yes.
Health Freak: Nope.. skinny by default.
Do you think your Attractive: Fuck yeah!
Believe in Yourself: So much that I let myself down.
Want to go to College: Sometimes
Do you Smoke: ciggs and weed everyday~ back to back
Do you Drink: Yes and one day it will kill me, so i gotta chill out.b
Shower Daily: Already know....

Been in Love: Yes. I'm still madly in love with her.
Do you Sing: I whistle.
Want to get Married: .
Do you want Children: Yeah.. once my career is established.
Have your future kids names planned out: Penelope Elaine and Christopher Daniel or Danny Christopher
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: If it weren't for alcohol....
Hate anyone: No need for shouts.. they KNOW who they are.
Pimpin' is the policyI love my brothers and only-sister. People think I'm funny and a cool person to be around. I love living life to its' fullest. I work hard, play hard, party hard and laugh hard. Yeah.. So I love smoking pot. Playing pool and listening to good music would be my ideal night. Crooning old love songs to my girl with my Bob Dylan voice are the things that make me smile the most. John Lennon, Elton John and one time I busted out with some Rod Stewart. I thrive off the idiocy. I like doing crazy/stupid shit. I'm playfully-mean to little kids. I can run, jump, swim and play all fucking day! I cuss too much too. I love Marlboro reds and I like making obscene gestures. I still hop fences and gates when I have to. Blue jeans and black shirts are my common casual dress around the house and when I step out... I DO IT BIG! (T-shirt and jeans) I'm a Leo and I am still trying to say: "I'm a mature adult." Without busting out laughing because my girlfriend and I both know its' BULLSHIT! Ha Ha. I'm often lost in thought because my A.D.D. always gets the better of me. Well.. enough now to the reader.. you have alot more crap to do with your day than read what I have to say.

My Interests

The YEAH YEAH YEAHS IN CONCERT Song: "Maps" Going to concerts and getting trashed with my girl on Wednesdays. SMOKING BUD. LOUD MUSIC. FAST CARS. I am an adrenaline junkie always looking for the next roof to jump off of. I love doing what people say that I shouldn't. I over indulge. I love making money and I love spending it. Oh yeah, and my guitar and amp would probably be one of my prized possesions. Um... I keep a journal and I try not to sleep through my off days. Talking on the phone and making people laugh are my favorite things to do. I love hats! Mostly like, Emerica, Adio, Element, Independent. I like t-shirts with bands on them. Led Zep shirts are the coolest..BELIEVE.

FEED THIS BASTARD

I'd like to meet:

I'd enjoy talking to or about my statesmen, THE MARINES. I would love to meet an actual UFC FIGHTER. As for the many women outhere there are no reservations for any meetings... I've found and fallen in love with the last angel on earth, Letty.
Valerie Loves Letty Est. 17Jan2006

Music:

Definately all types of music with the exception of Opera and Country. My fave is CLassic Rock. I.E. : Tom Petty, Led Zeppelin, Steve Miller Band, Stevie Ray Vaughn and Jimi Hendrix.. Oh yeah and Janis Joplin. I also like Elliot Smith, Joanna Newsom, DeathCabForCutie, Modest Mouse, Deftones, SlowReader, The yeah yeah yeahs, Bright Eyes and well like this crazy mix of shit that probably wouldn't surprise anyone. I am not much of a Celine Dion or Michelle Branch kind of a girl. (Gag!)

Movies:

Crash, Full Metal Jacket, Kids, Fight Club, BumFights, Saw and Saw2, Blow, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, Bully, L.I.E., Almost Famous and Goodfellas and some other independent films.

Television:

The L Word UFC BAAYBEEE! Gotta love that octogon bloodshed!

Books:

I like to read and write my own shit. My inspirations are: J.C., Edgar Allan Poe, Hawthorne, Thoreaux, James Dickinson and Robert Frost. Ernest Hemmingway.

Heroes:

My Dad, my brothers and my sister. My Mom is my hero too because I've never met anyone quite like her or anyone who could take her place.

My Blog

Ode to HER

This is the first day of my life. I swear I was born right in the doorway. I went out in the rain, Suddenly everything changed they're spreading, Blankets on the beach. Yours is the first face t...
Posted by Valerie on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 02:32:00 PST

_walking_the_line_

Who draws the line we walk, anyway? How do we know that its' the way you need to go? Where is that guarantee that it won't be all for nothing one day because we followed an idiot or a false instinct? ...
Posted by Valerie on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 04:12:00 PST

Two-headed Girl

Two-headed Girl, At the moment of waking, she happy to be; and when the tears come and shes breaking, she won't let anyone see. In her head shes' got everything she needs. but in the other, her f...
Posted by Valerie on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 04:04:00 PST

my shout to the wee ones

Bobby, Rosie and David Angel Frazier...  The same blood in my veins run in your arms too. Of all the things that I say and do in this life of mine, we all get a little selfish in this life of ou...
Posted by Valerie on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:44:00 PST

Nut found in a seashell

I have just re-read all of my blogs and have come to the assumption that I am a queer-do. Maybe even just a wierdo at times. There is alot about me that goes unwritten. There is a universe that goes u...
Posted by Valerie on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 12:02:00 PST

running away and finding yourself

Sometimes life makes you run and other times life makes you want to slow down and smell the roses. Its easy to lose yourself and its even easier to throw yourself away. FEAR will drive you to gre...
Posted by Valerie on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 06:52:00 PST

I LOVE MY ADHD

Its' like nearly 5am and here I am.. awake infront of the laptop. I know later on I'll be dragging ass out of bed and probably running late for work by the time I look at the clock. The odd thing is e...
Posted by Valerie on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 03:12:00 PST

What is this feeling?

Is it the screaming silence or is it the reprecussion of irresonsibility? It is C O N S E Q U E N C E. I can feel this in my chest more so than throughout my frame. Like jagged micro-shards of glass ...
Posted by Valerie on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:09:00 PST

full time preoccupation

Held away somewhere in her heart, I have become captivated with being her captive. With every whispered word I lose more and more touch with reality. When I work, when I tie my shoes and even when I a...
Posted by Valerie on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 04:36:00 PST

L o s t i n a g a z e

Shes' the sweetest compulsion. With speckles of humor and intrigue all around her. If I went by what Poe wrote, this one just might be my Annabelle Lee. Only death with not be the hand that takes her ...
Posted by Valerie on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 07:09:00 PST