I've been trying to fill out this About me section for a long time now. Somehow i have not been able to put down something that best describes me. People tend to write the things they would like to be, rather than what they really are. I guess i'm at a crossroads in my life and i'm thinking that from here on out i will only be completely real, just like the kind of people i like to be around. Real. Real are the friends i'd like to keep. Real are the men i'd like to love. Real are the people who aren't afraid of being human. Let's be honest and leave our hardass attitudes at the door. It's cool and everything, but i'm pretty tired of it. I'm exhausted actually. Here's what it comes down to. I am a very confident person. I know i can walk into a room and make you look, but only because it glows from my being and i believe i can. I love being a woman. I love feeling sexy. I will wear outrageous outfits sometimes so if you disapprove just remember that gravity takes its course, and one day you might wake up 60 and wish you had shown those legs off more. I don't bitch about beautiful women, but give them credit. It's hard to look splendid. Speaking of looks, i also have fat days where nothing fits, looks, or feels right. I hate them just as much as you do, so i usually empty out the fridge and feel even worse in the end. I love to read. There's something about a book, the smell of coffee, and the outdoors that will always be a part of me. I love to cook for other people. I find it an art. I can't wait till the day i can safely throw away the pizza delivery number and just cook! I love making people laugh. I can't say that has been an enormous success, but it is a lovable characteristic i assure you. I do believe in love, but i also believe in being mature. I have strong morals, but at the same time i am the most open minded person. The truth is,I find myself doing the exact things i wish others wouldn't do. I long to change that. It is the acceptance of difference that makes us really open minded. I believe in personal choice. Divorce and abortion really do happen. Get over it. When it comes to all things religious, i believe in having the drive to believe in something, rather than that something itself. That drive is the most important factor in our lives, because it makes us feel alive. Whether there is a master plan or not it doesn't really matter. Those questions have been asked for ages and no one has answered them yet. My life really is taking a new direction and i can't help but to just be excited and nervous and absolutely engulfed by all the possibilities. I hope you take some of this to heart, because i do think you can find so much about yourself that you didn't know was there, just by mere curiosity."You need not leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. You need not listen, simply wait. You need not even wait, just learn to become quiet, and still, and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked. It has no choice; it will roll in ecstasy at your feet."-- Franz Kafka
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