~Maurice~

..Testimony
MyPLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO READ EVERY WORD! wHAtZ Up mYSpAcE! Ya boi Has been goin through a difficult situation and is willing to share it with yall...I'm at the time in my life of making a big decision...but first i would like to make clear That as u can see I took down the pics of my body. I don't wanna be looked at as a sex symbol and I'm showing a bad example for the people who look up to me. I want to use myspace for my fashion, music, networking and friends. (Not for dating so stop giving me ur number, address etc...im not here to hook up if thats the case i might as well go to the club. 0 and I dont mind compliments about my looks just dont go to far cause i dont care what you want to do with me keep that to urself...) Now back to what i was saying, I'm goin to try and explain step by step so hopefully there is no confusion. I dont know if you believe in God but, what I'm going to talk about is how i feel and is not to offend anyone's belifs... Now I'm sure everyone has gone through similar things like i have. So was there ever a point of asking yourself, Why are we here ? What is the purpose of life ? Or are you afraid of Death ? Questions like these filled my head. I realize there has to be someone who created this experiance called "life" and this place called "Earth". Okay basically I'm just gonna skip all this and say there is a God. Now I also believe there is the Devil who wants to keep us away from God. So this is where we have choices we make each and everyday. Good or Bad . Have you ever had a feelin something isn't right? or What your doing is wrong? Well I'm sure everone has seen a cartoon character trying to make a decision and the devil is on one shoulder and God is on the other.. The character choses the devil tricking them into pleasure, then somethin always goes wrong. Well I believe that is the same thing in reality . You have those second thoughts in your head. I believe everyone has demons trying to trick and confuse people into doin somethin making you believe it feels good. Demons can't force or make you do anything, it's your choice . Maybe I should ask you this first, If the world was to end right now where do you think you would go? I dont think people pay much attention what is goin on in the world today. We're too money hunger and too much into our selves and wat we want...(i have a strange feelin the end of the world is near watch the news) So why do we wait for a crisis to happend before we do somethin about it? why dont we do somethin now. Okay let me get to my point, What I'm goin to say has been a big Controversy among gays... Can someone be born gay ? Do gay people go to hell ? I'm goin to answer that. I dont believe you are born that way, you think that cause you cant remember if you chose to be gay or straight. Well maybe somethin happnd when you was little is that your fault, no. But once u get older u decide if its right or wrong. You make choices. I'm at that point right now! Yes, I have messed with guys and for some reason I felt dirty, discusted and it didn't seem right. i thought to myself why did i do it? I dont feel any better. Somethin in my mind was tellin me from the begin dont do it somethin isnt right but i ignore those feelings becuz of desires. I wanted the attention, feeling of being protected, and takin care of. I'm thinkin to myself now, God can do that for me so why lay with another man sexually. All i need to do is trust in him, have faith in him. That's why i have been afraid, that's why I've felt so alone lookin for love that wasnt there...I wasnt that close to God. i doubted him. All I'm asking is for every boi and every gurl to please ask God to help show you and mean it from your heart. I promise he will give u some kind of sign. Think deeply if what you are doin is right. (its not somethin that will happnd over nite, it will take step by step as u allow God to Help You. I ACCEPTED GOD AS MY LORD AND PERSONAL SAVIOR AND I REFUSE TO GO BACK! WATCH THIS VIDEO...SHOWS U HOW MUCH POWER THE GOVERNMENT REALLY HAS...YOUNG PEOPLE NEED TO SPEAK OUT! IT MAKES U WONDER WHAT REALLY HAPPND DURING KATRINA. WHAT'S BUSH PLAN NEXT?!?