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EMINEM - DEJA VUAs i fall deeper into a manic state, i'm a prime canidate for gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate. i seem to grab a take to a bottle of nyquil then i salivate. Start off with a nyquil like, "I think i'll just have a taste." Couple sips of that then i gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called voulume like, "Yea that's great." I go to take just 1 and I end up like having 8. Now i need something in my stomach cause i havn't ate. Maybe i'll grab a plate of nachoes and i'll have a steak, and u think with all that i have at stake. look at my daughters face, "Mommys somethings wrong with dad I think, he's acting weird again he's really begining to scare me, wont shave his beard again and he pretends he dosn't hear me And all he does is eat doritos and cheetos and he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 musketeers in the rear seat. DAM!Sometimes i feel so alone... i just don't know It feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold it's like somethings take over me as soon as i go home and close the door. Kinda feels like deja vu... i wanna get away from this place i do. But i can't, and i won't, see i try but i know that's a lie cuz i don't. AND WHY I JUS DON'T KNOW.