life is a highway and i am done with driving on it... |
life is back on track well kinda i feel better i went to sydney for my brothers wedding and i think it was something i needed...it was hard seeing him get married and knowing my mother was not there.....
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:14:00 PST |
fuck that |
this was written in september i did not share it but i feel like if i dont i will explode...BUT before this is read please understand this is how i was feeling then, things have changed i still ...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:09:00 PST |
circles |
going in circle and dizziness has set intry to scream and shout but no sound escapes mefeel so torn insidefake that smile for the world to seedying inside empitness remains can not stand the silence ...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:16:00 PST |
breaking point |
today i lost iti started to cry and i just can not seem to stop...i miss her so much...it has been 4 weeks and 4 days and it is still so damn hard...i am trying so hard to be strong like they all thin...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 04:33:00 PST |
it’s the little things |
sometimes i wonder why i bother???but then i remember it is the little things...sometimes life just spits in your face and kicks you in the ballsbut then you remember the little things...sometimes you...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:42:00 PST |
feel like i am on CRAZY pills |
the title explains it all¿
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:03:00 PST |
today we say our final goodbye |
Today at 11:30 am my mother will make her final curtain call one last encore for the star that she was so if u are sitting at your desk at work or where ever you are say a prayer or even better still ...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 04:38:00 PST |
her |
Helen Ann Haimonajuly 5th 1959 to july 12th 2007my heart is full of sorrow and pain but I will be strong for my family.thank you to everyone who has sent kind words and wishes.my mother had an amazin...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 05:06:00 PST |
The End... |
that is it the end is here they have given my mother 2 months topsthere is nothing more they can do for her i now have to tell my sisteri have no idea how i am going to do iti can barely hold it toge...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 01:43:00 PST |
one of those days |
have you ever had one of those days where just just wish you could start over....lately my whole life has been that way...i am over it i am sick of being a doormat, i am tired of working my ass off&n...
Posted by Spanky Transmission "I ♥ Lamp on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:00:00 PST |
