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I play music. some of it can be found here www.myspace.com/bloodstainedcourage

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I've spent so many nights wonderin' when will it end When will the day come when happiness begins I'm running the race but it seems too hard to win I'm sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning I'm calling for help and watching it melt away My heart's been put on display and put away In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok And anger was the price that was paid While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them homeThe burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne I can't take it any longer I can taste my spirit hunger God please help me get homeLord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I'm not scared cause You're holding my breath I only fear that I don't have enough time left To tell the world that there's no time leftI've come to terms that I'm burning both sides of the rope And I'm hoping that self-control would kick in before I'm choking off The sin that be destroying every fiber I got I need the Lord in every way I'll never make it I'm not Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life I couldn't do it I would lose it there's no point to the fight And I'm writing this song, for the people who don't belong I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong Inside a life that's filled with anger and disappointment Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids It's annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up You feel stuck I feel the same way Lord help us stay up You couldn't pay me to abandon the idea of true hope That I could make it through this life into a place where there's no crying I'm dying to find You with open arms when I go Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soulLord I don't know what I'm struggling for There's got to be more Than this life I know But still I'm here fighting to never give up I find strength in Your love And You will see me through

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FINALLY LET'S DISTINGUISH WHEN CONNECTION FALLS AWAY... KEEPS US FROM PRETENDING EVERY OTHER STEP WE TAKE

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SIT ON A TRAIN READING A BOOK, SAME DAMN PLANET EVERY TIME I LOOK. TRY TO RELAX, SLOW MY HEART BEAT.. ONLY WORKS WHEN I'M DEAD ASLEEP.. BEEN THINKIN AND DRINKIN ALL OVER THE TOWN, MUST BE GEARING UP FOR SOME KIND OF MELTDOWN.

ALL I AM IS A BODY FLOATING DOWN WIND

WHAT'S WRONG?? NOTHIN. ARE YOU SURE NOTHINGS WRONG?? YEAH... BUT YOU'RE SAD ABOUT SOMETHING?? YEAH.... SO TELL ME WHAT?! I DON'T KNOW... I CAN'T TELL YOU... I CAN'T TELL YOU. I CAN'T TELL YOU

AS THE EXPRESS TRAIN PASSES THE LOCAL, MOVES BY JUST LIKE A PAPER BOAT. ALTHOUGH IT WEIGHS A MILLION POUNDS, I SWEAR IT ALMOST SEEMS TO FLOAT. AND AS WE PASS BY EACHOTHER, OUR HEADS ALL FULL OF BOTHER... WE CAN'T LOOK, WE CAN'T STOP, WE CAN'T THINK, WE CAN'T STOP. CUZ WE'RE STUCK IN OUR OWN PATHS AND IT'S THE WAY IT ALWAYS LASTS, AND I NEED SOMETHING MORE... FROM YOU.

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I'm Cory and if you thought you knew me think again.l


Which Dead Rock Star Are You?

Jeff Buckley

You are Jeff Buckley! You're influential to many young and old, and very talented. You have charisma and grace that sets you a part from many. You are beautiful! Oh, he died in 1997 from a drug-induced drowning in the Mississippi River.

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Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 15:30:00 GMT

infinite silence

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Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 07:55:00 GMT

UNTOUCHABLE

between fireworks in NYC, drinking i think like 7 ketel+cranberries, 4 shots, and 3 lemonades, being surrounded by ALL your friends , chillin with half of Jet Lag Gemini all my brothers and my little...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:18:00 GMT

when i hear some things, it stings

haha being human and having emotions can be decidedly inconvenient sometimes. the end
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 18:48:00 GMT

weak week

this week is rough as hell already and it's only tuesday morning... guh........
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 07:52:00 GMT

My Dreams Won't Let Me Sleep

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Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:34:00 GMT

pitiful... just pitiful

i just feel sorry for some people haha i'll leave it at that. now that i'm where i am nobody brings me down and i mean not anyone. i AM in fact on top of the world... i'm happier than i have ever been...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 22:53:00 GMT

overdue thankyous that i need to make

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Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:25:00 GMT

IT'S TRUE ROMANCE IS DEAD

i shot it in the chest then in the head. here's to never having a relationship again as long as i live.i'm done with that miserable bullshit.
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:18:00 GMT

...burning the bridge from both ends...

well, someone died to me forever last night, and to be honest it feels like a burden has been lifted from me, it really is time for total renewal. and if you're reading this, you really are dead to me...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 21:57:00 GMT