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~Nicki~

Dance and let it all out, with no inhabitions, no judgements, and no fears...Music is freedom..

About Me

I'm a happy, fun, honest, and easy going yet difficult woman all in one. I've started a new chapter in my life, one that will last me till the end of my days. I've become a new mother, I'm the PROUD mamma of the coolest 7 month old son ever born. I met the love of my life, and plan on raising a family and doing the whole happily ever after thing with him. I love life, I love my son, I love my man, I love my friends, and I love my family. I try to live life with no regrets and always to the fullest.~God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference~

My Interests

I love to dance, watch movies, listen to music, dance, party, dance, play in the sun on a warm day, dance, have sex, dance, spend time with my man and my son, hang with my friends and family, dance...notice a pattern here? I found myself on a rave dance floor. It's just part of my soul.

I'd like to meet:

People with depth to them. People who have enough sense to look beyond the exterior. People who live responsibility yet party like a fuckin rockstar. I have already met my soulmate so don't get at me for that.

Music:

MUSIC IS FREEDOM!! Music is not a sound to me, its a feeling and an emotion, and I experience it body, heart and soul. My first love is electronica with sick, dark, phatty ass beats. I'm a hardstyle, trance, hard trance, breakbeats kind of bitch. Anything that gets my body moving.

Movies:

Lord of the Rings Baby! Harry Potter! Anything with Johnny Depp. He's the shit.

Television:

I love CSI, Law & Order, Cold Case Files, MSNBC Investigates, anything forensics and documentary related.

Books:

Anything Anne Rice. Her Interview with the Vampire and Witching Hour series I have read at least 3 times through each.

Heroes:

My son. The love of my life and the coolest thing I have ever seen. Chris, the love of my life. He is my soulmate, and has more heart and integrity than any man I have ever met. My mother. My mother died when I was 6, at age 26, as old as I am now, and she is the strongest person I have ever known. Every decision I make is to make her proud of me.My Mamma Lhotka, my mothers sister, who has raised me and treated me as her own since the day I was born, she's my rock and my heart.

My Blog

Reliving the experience....

So this morning I looked at all the pictures taken when I was in labor and relived the whole experience. I had forgotten slightly how badly it hurt and how hard it was. Experience noted once again int...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 11:20:00 PST

Deep Shit....

So I'm sitting here thinking about my life, and everything I have to show for the 26 years I've been on this earth. I now have the responsibility of raising this brand new human being, and taking ever...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:04:00 PST

Updates.....

Soooooo too much has been going on. My son is 6 weeks old. And daaaaamn he's cute. My son is the cutest little shit you ever did see! And I'm a sucker for his little quivering lip, good grief it just ...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:38:00 PST

Aidyn Lyle Tracy

So the last 5 weeks of pregnancy pretty much go like this: Pure hell. I have never been so damn uncomfortable and hot in my frickin life. Alas, it all ended on September 2nd, 2007 at 11:55pm. I woke u...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 03:57:00 PST

In the Hospital in Portland....

Wow. So I am in Portland still.  Four days ago I ended up taking myself to the emergency room, with a broken rib (or so I thought). I was having a hard time breathing, and it hurt like hell ...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:03:00 PST

Naughty Scorpio...

SCORPIO (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21)HOLEY SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCKingSorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Leos are in second place, so don't worry that mu...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:50:00 PST

Music is my religion....

   Music is my religion, the dance floor is my church.
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 01:00:00 PST

Question thingy thing thing...

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: Anyone who wants to talk to me or makes me happy. Usually Chris.     2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?:...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 02:14:00 PST

More about me me me !

 What you wanna know foo? So here are some more totally random things about me... -I can't see shit in the dark. I have such bad night vision. Take the lights away and I squeal like a fricki...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:23:00 PST

Do you know Nicki?

Did you know this about me? -My favorite color is purple. Dark plum purple. -I have a purple butterfly tattood on my back. -My favorite food is pickles. Actually, any pickled vegetable. I love the ...
Posted by ~Nicki~ on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 08:20:00 PST