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About Me

What do you want from me? Thomas the math major. I read. I watch. I look around. I sit. I write. I listen. I smoke. I drink. I think. I play. I smile. I wait. I forgive. I cuddle. I love. I eat. I breathe. I shit. Sex is for the emotionally unstable. Indulgence is sin. Wake up and save yourself from yourself. Spiral out, Keep going.

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Every soul, living and dead, is worth knowing.
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My Blog

Inner Dialogue in Ink

I should explain that I’d believe myself a great deal more sane if only I’d be aware of the inner-thoughts of others. What I mean is this; it seems to me that the larger portion of our spe...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 07:55:00 GMT

Pay me to be a brain in a bucket.

Thinking needs to be a full time job. Pay me $10 an hour to sit in a 5x5 white, windowless room not to fulfill some mindless task with a computer but to sit with a pen and pad of legal sheets to think...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:47:00 GMT

Interconnected web of consciousness viewed through subjective objectivity

We all exist. We all live subjectively. Something I've been fascinated with as long as I cam remember. The concept that what I experience through my life is only happening to me, and everything experi...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 13:59:00 GMT

Learn to swim. Make yourself. Hold on to that feelin'. Ride the spiral to the end.

Alright. I don't really know the best way to write this down, but I know it needs to be written... not that'll mean anything to anyone else.. Just a typical morning, as typical as I can get it lately ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:56:00 GMT

We'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go...

The sun rubs the sleep out of its eyes as it begins its ascent into the grey-blue sky. A sigh of relief creates a soft flowing wind across the land as the sun sees the light, hazey fog. He didn't feel...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:41:00 GMT

Despite all my rage...

Right. October. That was a bad month. The whole drinking myself stupid thing, it did it's job and then my liver was in pain. not much of that month was sober, thus I was kept from thinking much which ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 20:19:00 GMT

I'll fuck me in my own way.

I did a good job of drinking it up for 8 days. Then I ran out. Damn.This is possibly the worst blog I've ever written. I know how it's going to be and look but I really can't stop myself from doing it...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 23:43:00 GMT

Hey god, I really dont know who I am in this world of piss.

I'm burned out on thought. Most of all, I'm sick of being right. For the few who still read this, why am I so great? I really don't get it. So I'm a nice guy. I like to have fu. I'm not too judgementa...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 21:37:00 GMT

open wide to suck it in

It's about time I'd like to present to you the Electric Church.Tonight and the last have each taken completely by surprise. Each was different and the same. One night with The Polyphonic Spree was fil...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 23:52:00 GMT

Adjust the $1000 smile and behold the creation of man

This is WallBall.A group of 20 year old guys turning a childhood highschool game into a brutal, masochistic, form of meditation and and art.EDIT: This is Wall Ball Part 2.
Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:23:00 GMT