I GUESS SHE HERE TO STAY

YA I GUESS I REALLY MESSED UP DIS TIME WIT U. FRAN YOU WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENDED TO DA KID AND I LET OTHAS GET IN THE WAY OF US. KNOWN YOU SINCE FRESHMEN YEAR AND THOUGHT WE WAS GOING TO TAKE IT TILL THE END TOGETHER. YA I CAN TAKE THE BLAME FOR THIS ONE BECAUSE IT WAS MA FAULT IN A WAY. BUT FRAN ALWAZ KNOW I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX NO MATTER WHAT YOU KNOW ME I JUST MAKE DUMB MISTAKES AND FORGET WHO ARE THE ONES THATS REALLY THERE FOR ME!! AND YOU WAS ONE OF THE FEW THAT REALLY CARED ABOUT THE BOY EVEN THOUGH YOU TLKED JUNK ABOUT ME BUT STILL HAD LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER. FRAN I HOPE OVER TIME WE CAN STRT OVA AS FRIENDS AGAIN AND WRK FROM THERE.. THIS WAS A BIG LIFE LESSON AND LOOK WHAT HAPPEN AT THE END IM ALONE NOT TALKING TO EITHER ONE OF YALL!!! WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS MY APOLOGIZES AND LET TIME TAKE ITS TOLL ON YOUR HALF FORGIVING ME. WE BEEN THROUGH SO MANY GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES AND THROUGH EM ALL WE WORKED IT OUT WHATEVA THE SITUATION WAS AND WE HAD SO MANY LAUGHS AND ARGUMENTS AND I MISS ALL THAT BECAUSE WIT OUT THE BAD TIMES THE RELATIONSIP WONT GROW. FRANNY FRAN FRANCHESKA I LOVE YOU AND ALWAZ GOTTA A PLACE FOR YOU IN THE INSIDE!!!THIS GOES OUT TO UNEXPECTED A.K.A. ~U.N.X...IT WAS A LONG JOURNEY AND LEARNIN EXPERIENCE!!!!' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' 'WHATS GOOD DIS YA BOY CHAZ!!!! ITS 08 DAM CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR THROUGH. DEG IM A SENIOR I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT!!! ILL BE PAYING SCHOOL TUTION THIS TIME NEXT YEAR. THE WHOLE WORLD THING IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES AND SCARYING ME. BUT ITS STRAIGHT ILL MAKE IT THROUGH. MAKING MAJOR CHANGES THIS YEAR. I GOT TO MAKE MYSELF BETTER EACH YEAR. I CAME IN BY MYSELF AND IM GOING TO KEEP IT PUSHING BY MYSELF. THIS SUMMER DID MAD STUFF TOOK CRAZY VACATIONS. ALSO ALOT OF THINKING AND MAKING ALOT OF CHANGES. I DROPPED MANY HATERS AND FAKE FRIENDS. I STILL GOTTA COUPLE DAT I THINK ARE FAKE BUT WELL SEE. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN CRAZY I HAD ALOT STUFF THROWN ON MY SHOULDERS BUT I MADE IT THROUGH DA FIRE STRONGER. ITS 08 GOT NO TIME FOR DA KID GAMES AND HATERS. ITS MY SENIOR YEAR AND ALL IM TRYING TO DO IS ENJOY IT WIT TRU PEPS BUT SOMETIMES I THINK EVERYONE FAKE SO WE SHALL SEE. IM WHIPIN DIS YR I NOE ALL DA FAKES WANNA RIDES NOT HAPPENIN. ALL IM TRYIN TO BE HAPPY FOR ONCE AND NOT HAVE TO STRESS. IM JUST FOCUSING ON COLLEGE AND GETTING OUT OF NBHS. AT THIS POINT I DNT CARE IF I GRADUATE WIT NO TRU FRIENDS CUZ EVERYDAY SOMEBODY GOT SUNTIN TO FUSS ABOUT AND NOT HAPPY. SO WHERE ARE MA TRU PEPS AT GUESS MAYB NOT IN NB BUT WHO NOES. WIT OR WIT OUT TRU PEPS IM STILL GNNA BE ME REGARDLESS CUZ I HAVE A BALL ALL BY MYSELF. BUT ITS W.E. DIS YA BOY CHAZ SO GET AT ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' ' ' ' ' ' ' '' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' 'TO MAY BIG SIS NITIA!!! YOU MY BLOOD SISTER AND I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE. NITIA RITE HERE IS THE BEST AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS REALLY STRANGE FOR BROTHER AND SIS BUT I STILL LOVE YOU AND ENJOY THE TIME THAT WE DO TALK AND CHILL. NITIA YOU ARE SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL (WEN YOU ANSWER YA PHONE) AND TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING I KNOW YOULL TELL ME THE RIGHT THING. AND IN THE END TELL ME IM STILL SPOILED. SIS I KNOW WE AINT GROW UP TOGETHER OR EVER LIVE TOGETHER AND ARE IN TWO SEPREATE GENERATIONS, BUT NON OF THAT EVER AFFECTS ME HALF SIS, QUATER SIS, YOUR MY FULL BLOODED SIS. WE HAVE SO MUCH AND COMMON AND ME AND YOU SHOULDA BEEN TWINS CUZ WE BOTH GOT THE SENSITIVE SIDE AND THE READY TO FIGHT IF PUSHED TO THE LIMIT SIDE. BUT YA NITIA I LOVE YOUR SON AND YA COOL HUSBAND MA BRO NOW. SIS NO MATTTER HOW MUCH WE TALK OR CHILL. ITS THAT LOVE AND JOY WEN WE DO TALK OR CHILL THAT MAKES UP FOR ALL THE MISSED CONVOS SIS NEPHEW AND BIG BRO LOVE YALLthis right here is ma otha blood sis and niece. Love yall both to the max!!!! Redd you literally hated me growing up and called me spoiled still do till this day. UM sis i love you so much we all have our diffrences and suich but when we all get together we have a ball and its like we be together 24/7. Sis over the years we really got much closer and started hanging out more often and coming through wen mr. officer aint home. Sis miss seeing you and the babby growing up to fast that i cant see. Um you might be the older one but dnt forget im alwayz here for you no matter what half sis quarter sis na we say full blood brotha and sis. so ya im writing this before i go to skool but um i gotta finsh getting frshed out cuz its friday so hit ya bro up!!! LOVE YA ~3-hugs 2 kisses 1 LOVE.. Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz Chaz