samantha

its really hard to try and explain yourself im a firm beliver in actions speak louder than words..most of the time. i could tell you just about everything i dont like about myself.but i would hate to sit there and listen to you tell me what i already know. i feel bad that i dont do anything around the house until i want something. i dont make promises anymore because 9 times out of 10 ill break it. not even on purpose. it takes me like 10 minutes to realize what i just did that made people so mad at me.i love the fact that ill be living on my own one day, it also scares the living shit out of me.penguins,johnny depp and chris carrabas voice put me in a better mood. that or listining to smashing pumpkins "today" that really is the best song in my opinion.i make mistakes daily and im trying hard to fix the things that i should but i refuse to say im sorry if im not and change when there is no need for me too. i am incredibly random and it either pisses people off or makes them laugh harder then ever. i prefer the laughing because its the greatest feeling ever making someone happy. i can tell you right now that you will absolutley hate me if you dont understand me or you heard about me or have some opinion about me before you even know my name. and for real i could care less because i know me. i know how i really am and life is entirely way to short to miss out on anything that would make a great story one day :]