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amanda

and in case you were wondering you're like sunset to me, you're all kinds of beautiful as you end my

About Me



"even if there's no one else,
you've got to love yourself"

"until you love yourself you'll never change"

My Interests



"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others"

It's one thing to belive in your Savior, it's another thing to know your Savior.

i know.

I'd like to meet:



"Jesus sought me when a stranger,
wandering from the fold of God;
he, to rescue me from danger,
interposed his precious blood.

Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
prone to leave the God I love;
here's my heart, O take and seal it,
seal it for thy courts above"

Music:


+3 doors down,
+ACCEPTANCE,
+the all-american rejects,
+anberlin,
+ben harper,
+blink 182,
+bradley hathaway,
+bright eyes,
+++COPELAND +coldplay,
+daddy yankee,
+daphny loves derby,
+dashboard confessionals,
+death cab for cutie,
+EISLEY,
+elizabeth good enough,
+fall out boy,
+five for fighting,
+goo goo dolls,
+ingram hill,
+jack johnson,
+jars of clay,
+jason mraz,
+JOHN MAYOR,
+kelly clarckson,
+the killers,
+LOVEDRUG,
+mae,
+magnetic fields,
+maroon 5,
+++MEG & DIA,
+melee,
+mercy me,
+nickleback,
+THE POSTAL SERVICE,
+rja,
+relient k,
+the starting line,
+SOMETHING CORPORATE,
++THE SPILL CANVAS,
+straylight run,
+story of the year,
+switchfoot,
+TAKING BACK SUNDAY,
+trapt,
+unwritten law,
+the used.

but yeah, pretty much up for anything though.

Movies:


+++the sisterhood of the traveling pants
+charley
+the notebook
+finding neverland
+pearl harbor
+the five people you meet in heaven
+just married
+a beautiful mind
+dodge ball
+mean girls

there is more...
i just don't remember them.

"

Television:


don't really like tv all that much.
actually i hate it.
but i do like ...

+america's next top model
+NEXT
+strip search
+laguna beach
+fuse
+life as we know it

Books:


i love to read.
but i rarely remember titles.

+++the perks of being a wall flower
+boy meets boy
+tuesdays with maury
+the five people you meet in heaven
+emily
++he's just not that into you
+charley
+++BOM

Heroes:


my dad.
my mom.
God.
my Savior.
abbie lynn mayley.

My Blog

new years resolutions (early i know)...

it's just that when i wait till new years... i can't ever think of anything. 1. get a better job. 2. work. 3. save money for... a. new york b. denver c. florida/abbie d. college 4. master myself by.....
Posted by amanda on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:38:00 PST

to the most amazing girl in the world: thank you.

I know there's alot of things that we don't see eye to eye on.  I mean, come on let's face it, we hardly share an opinion on anything moral, political... anything. With completely clashing stands...
Posted by amanda on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:29:00 PST

finals.

so i'm sitting here trying to write my english essay. and i just can't. why? it's not because i didn't read the book- i most certainly did. it's not because i don't know what i'm writting about- i got...
Posted by amanda on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 05:18:00 PST

the day i lost you, i lost it all.

There are few things in life more disappointing than looking in the mirror and realizing you've lost all the things you used to love about yourself. Maybe that's being a little vain, so let me rephras...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:57:00 PST

school... psh.

so, this school year i've laready learned alot. ironically, none of it has anything to do with academics... rather unfortunate, i know. lesson #1: you can't be happy if you're constantly comparing yo...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:21:00 PST

slow down girl, you're not going anywhere.

most important lesson ever taught by abbie: it's okay to cry if you don't have something to wear to the football game, but never, never, cry over a boy. the last weekend of summer is rapidly coming to...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 01:19:00 PST

Secondhand Serenades and Piero della something or another...

so i was sitting here reading about some Renaisance guy, Piero della Francesca, and out of nowhere this memory came dashing into my head. Seriously, out of nowhere and it wasn't just one of those idea...
Posted by amanda on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:14:00 PST

schedule 2006-07

tri-1 1- spanish III (t. giles)2- ap euro (b. burke)3- algebra II (l. bryson)4- acc english 11 (n. mccusker)5- newspaper (n. mccusker) tri- 2 1- ap euro (b. burke)2- acc english 11 (n. mccusker)3- ...
Posted by amanda on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:57:00 PST

"you can't fight life"

I've been thinking a lot about where my lifes come to these past couple of months and throughout all this Ive become rather disappointed. Not so much disappointed in circumstance or people, as one mi...
Posted by amanda on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 02:11:00 PST

words from a girl who is desperately addicted to the OC... that and over-analyzing.

so i think if i could learn to accept change, i would be able to handle it alot better. as opposed to not accepting it and letting it sit inside of me and eat me to pieces. my mom tells me not t...
Posted by amanda on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:48:00 PST