Jessica

♥My name is Jess. I need my family, friends and waffles to survive. I can't function correctly without my cell phone. My greatest fear is dying in a car wreck. My most recent addiction is a blended white chocolate mocha from Lasaters or those crazy little korean drinks. I prefer to wear dresses and skinny jeans. I have too many slip ons. I love wearing heels. I change my hair color 6463496349384 times a year. I'm deathly scared of spiders, mosquitos and having my feet hang over the bed. I can't watch people cry... it'll make me cry. I almost always avoid the possibility of a crazy argument. I'm a pushover and hate myself for it. I have trouble taking my own advice.Drama is unnecessary... but believe me, I have some gnarly punches. I love/miss talking on the phone all night. I feel comfortable farting in your face... that's how you know i like you. I eat whenever I want. I love strawberry cheesecake Ben and Jerry's and mint chocolate chip. Casiopeia. Everytime I watch Lion King I cry. When I grow my hair I want to chop it off but when I chop it off I want to grow it. By the way, right now it's chopped off. I hate losing touch with close friends but I love how when we reunite it's like we never lost eachother. I have few friends but many acquaintances July 4th, 2007 flipped my world upside down and I realized I fell. Don't settle for less. It gets you nowhere. I love the city. I know what I want and eventually I'll get it. I'm currently on a quest to find myself. It doesn't take a lot to please me. I laugh 20 million times a day and every time it sounds different. Laughter seriously has to be the best medicine. When I get delirious I make up songs mostly about poop or remixes to pop songs or whatever I hear. IE:it's done. check the qua-qua-quality. I have two personalities lol. I WILL learn how to play the guitar. Chris is going to teach me. I want to learn to play drums too. Chris is buying me a kit. HEY TONY!I like the things you do. I hate it when people try to act hard but don't have the balls to do anything. I don't like being around people who are depressed all the time over little things. It's a tad bit pathetic. Ice cream sandwiches are the best. Dane Cook is awesome. You don't even know. I like Gianel's laugh. I don't like it when people try hard to get into my life without really being in my life. I hate when people have issues with me but can tell everyone else but me. I hate when people tell me to go my own way and do my own thing but hate when I do so. I find it unfortunate that it's to those people I often fall weakest to. I hate the sentence "You can trust me," because chances are...I can't. I love people who believe in me. I want to be ambitious and crazy but I get scared sometimes. I love the sound of rain hitting my window. A rainy day movie in big pj's eating ice cream out of the carton is what I consider awesome. I like the way lightning looks. I love the feeling of being with someone, not saying anything but having the best conversation of my life. I love just sitting down and talking to my boyfriend. I'm a sucker for musicians. I can't really dance so I cover it by dancing weird. Make up was the greatest thing invented. I have a rediculous obsession with the fresh laundry scent. Chris bought me a fresh linen candle. It makes my room smell like the most amazing place on earth. I have a food heart and potatoes and ice cream take up half of it. I hate it when I'm at work and a customer asks me if I can speak Spanish and I kindly say no and they continue to speak to me in Spanish like I understand. When I'm scared my eyes water. My eyes have been watering a lot lately. I've been having issues with acceptance and it sucks. I recently learned a little about life and growing up. I realized the significance of a relationship and got slapped in the face when I found out that some things you think are there really aren't. Stepping out of the box brings out amazing discoveries. Baby yoga yes. I'm trying really hard to do what makes me happy. Listen to Wake Up Sleep. The lead singer sings the sweetest songs. It's totally rad that I know him personally too. Listen to AHHHgetready. They are swell. I love meeting new people who make me feel like life got better just because I met them. Grilled cheese sandwiches are fabulous... but not just any...Nation's grilled cheese sandwiches are a must...throw in a banana creme pie too.