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Paul

A White Dove and Angel in Disguise

About Me

*I wish I'm taller and can carry a tune. *I hate it when something beautiful ends. I hate goodbyes. I hate sadness and sorrow. And I hate it if I don't look presentable. *I miss being a child, when everything seems simple and I can actually care less. I miss the happy-go-lucky days and the carefree moments. *I fear death and failure. *I feel happy when I'm surrounded by people I care. I feel sad when it's time to part ways. *I hear my heart screaming, telling me to put my act together and do something about my passions and dreams. *I regret the times when I have let opportunities pass. *I love to party and live life without care even for a couple of hours. I love guys and what they have to offer. I love life, but only if it's good to me. I love my family (I should!) and my friends (my Doables!) and I love my enemies (too bad I don't have any). *I ache when I fail other people's expectations of me. More so if I failed myself. *I long for serenity and peace of mind. I long for more time for myself and less responsibilities. *I care for those who love me and accepts me for who I am and what I am. *I don't always get what I want. So I bitch around. *I am not weird; I am eccentric. I am not crazy; only dellusional. *I dance when I am sober. I dance when I am drunk. I dance when I am happy. Or sad. I even dance when I am naked. *I sing even though my voice is comparable to a frog singing. So what? *I cry only when my emotions are too overwhelming. I seldom cry. I make it a point that I don't cry. *I am scared of swimming in the open sea. I have this feeling that some unknown creature will suddenly grab my feet and suck me into the abysmal sea. *I need to focus my time and energy to more important things. I need to rethink my priorities. *I expect a lot of things. Then I get disappointed.*

My Interests

Dance, Bed, Chill, Doables, Guys, Queerness, Fag Hags, Menthol Lights, Cocktails, Partyy, Coolness, Fashion, Photography, Vanity, Fiction, Clothes, Intillectual Stimulation, Novels, Witchcraft, Laughter, Ties, Friendster Friends

I'd like to meet:

*I'm everybody's servant and nobody's possession *My heart is reserved for the one who'll rescue me from such sweet sorrow *Invoking images of roses in bed, an angel in heat, and a devil chilled by such affection *Of two worlds colliding, shaking, moving in one single motion *Killing me softly should be his style *Using words that warm the heart, hugs that chill the spine, and kisses that will set my lips on fire*

Music:

17 Again, ABBA, Absolutely Not, Acrobats, Believe, Chase the Sun, Chicane, Dark Beat, DB Boulevard, Dove, Eurythmics, Flying Away, Kylie, Love on the Run, Madonna, Me Against the Music, Moony, Nothing Really Matters, Point of View, Ray of Light, Toxic

Movies:

KILL BILL!!!, Scream, Ever After, Never Been Kissed, The Wedding Singer, Riding in Cars with Boys, Charlie's Angels 1 & 2, X-Men 1 & 2, Moulin Rouge, Almost Famous, Gattaca, With Honors, Interview with the Vampire

Television:

Queer As Folk, Queer Eye For The Straight Guy, The Amazing Race, Charmed

Books:

The Vampire Chronicles, Lives of the Mayfair Witches, Harry Potter series. I recently read The Bad Beginning (Book 1 of A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snickett) and it was one weird book. And I love it!