I must love the way that pain feels......
I sometimes believe that I like being that tortured soul
Getting caught up with unnecessary drama that never grows old.
But for me to conform means that I have to die yet to live is to adapt
but why should I adapt to a world thats not ready for me... it's a trap!
The world I yearn for is the one that I make love to in my dreams every night,
And she belongs to someone else although she's committed to me and that's not right.
Does falling in love occur in this existence or are we left searching unrelenting and persistant,
Reaching for a life preserver trying not to drown in an abyss of liars, cheaters, hustlers, and con-artist.
The tree that gave me life told me to never fall in love with the idea of being in love so fuck what you heard I'm never going to settle for whatever comes in my life,
I'm waiting for an unconditional lover, a strong personailty, a driven soul, and a wife.
Damn the consequences of love forced in a world full of infidelity, adultery, disease, and divorce,
At least what I settle with will be MY choice.Get your layout on
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Name: LaSilke West
Birthday: March 16th
Birthplace: South Memphis
Current Location: Bartlett 10
Eye Color: Lite brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 6'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Black , white , indian , creole
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Airmax
Your Weakness: good credit
Your Fears: dumb ass people
Your Perfect Pizza: exlines meat muncher no polish sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: gettin dumb ass clueless people out of my life
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: i dont wanna get up
Your Best Physical Feature: guess
Your Bedtime: whenever .. usually around 3
Your Most Missed Memory: my brother terry
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: homemade
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: homemade
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.. lite skinned girls are the devil
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee and cocoa mixed together
Do you Smoke: smoke what?
Do you Swear: fuck yea
Do you Sing: yea....
Do you Shower Daily: at least twice
Have you Been in Love: i dont believe in it
Do you want to go to College: been there done that
Do you want to get Married: I dont think its possible
Do you belive in yourself: If I dont who will
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: kinda... needs work though
Are you a Health Freak: yea right
Do you get along with your Parents: Im my moms personal goon
Do you like Thunderstorms: w/ a slo jam cd and a sexy woman
Do you play an Instrument: alto and soprano sax , bass clarinet, viola
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: for the past few DAYS
In the past month have you Smoked: like i said before... SMOKED WHAT?!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: REFER TO PREVIOUS QUESTION
In the past month have you gone on a Date: if u wanna call it that.. the bitch was boring
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: 5
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hell no
In the past month have you been on Stage: nah
In the past month have you been Dumped: if i have it didnt register
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: why should i
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been called a Tease: nope i follow thru
Ever been Beaten up: if i have i dont remember... or that niggas dead
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: been there done that ...3 times already... next
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: grown now
What country would you most like to Visit: greece
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter but no colored contacts
Favourite Hair Color: your own
Short or Long Hair: just make sure its your own
Height: 5'0 - 5'7
Weight: below 165
Best Clothing Style: sexy jazzy casual
Number of Drugs I have taken: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Number of CDs I own: mp3s potna ... thousands
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I fear nothing ( but God) and regret less
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From Go-Quiz.comHi, my name is LaSilke West. I reside in Memphis, the one and only M-town. Although I'm from the hood, I now live in Bartlett, but don't let the suit or the residence fool ya. I still have thug tendencies. As for personal info... I'm single, a Pisces, about 280 (solid), 6'2, dark as hellll, own crib(no roomates), a gentleman, a writer, a majestic mason( read for full explanation below), an intelligent thug or thuggish prettyboy (whichever you prefer),an extreme lover, no kids, no drama, no bullshyt, and no games (but I do know how to play them). You might wonder why no woman. Well women around here are afraid of anything that they can't figure out or control. I am a new breed of man that doesn't need a woman but I want a woman and to be honest, I know what a woman wants. Sexually, spritually & emotionally. But a lot of women can't deal with not being needed because they lose a sort of control over the relationship. In other words their puzzy power is neutralized therefore they are expendable. And most women can..t deal with this. A lot of women need to be needed and not wanted. But if you think about it ... Isn't it better to be wanted and not needed because that means your mate depends on you and not their own abilities. So what are they bringing into the relationship? Or are they just taking from it? And that's all I've been running into. Women who believe that a relationship is not a partnership. 50/50 So I guess I don't have a woman because I haven't found one secure enough in her own abilities to handle a loyal, down to earth and powerful relationship. I need a woman that brings it in the bedroom and the boardroom and can handle being committed as to where there is no worry if she'll or I will do the right thing when we're not together. I WANT A BEST FRIEND AND A LOVER!! But I want the best friend first.So if you're brave enough or secure enough, hit me up. I won't bite unless you ask me to. :O)
