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About Me


About Meeh, Mah Life, Mah Heart...
So, In the past few days, there's been a lot going on. Ups, downs, good, and bad, but overall...change. I realize now something Ididn't notice before about myself and others. I've always been the fun girl who accepts, forgives and forgets, but eventually so much hurt harbored in one person can break them. I've trained myself in life and relationships to look past the bad and focus on the good, but what happens when the good is no longer enough to fog the reality of things? I am not any better or any worse than anyone...never would I seriously try and set myself on that kind of pedestal, but one thing I am...is stronger. I've learned to use the pain in my life as a kind of fuel. A drive to make me better. Truth be told, most times this smile you see is plastic, and it melts away as soon as there's no need for illusion or pretense. I won't say that I don't have friends...because I do. I just don't really have any that understand the complexities of being me. I'm the girl who gives the advice and who loves even when that love is not returned. I'm the one who gets mistreated, used, and lied to. People in my life see me as something that I'm not. A great many things, but mostly wrong. I'm no longer willing to fight or ignore or forgive. I'm at the point in my life where I'll live and let live....
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~That Chick...
Don't Hate Mah Swag; Imitate Mah Swag....Yup Yup...Cuz I'm WASSUP...lolz. Yeee!
UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY FEELIN MAHSELF IN 2009!!!
Leave Ya Gurl A Brief One...
~♥Can I Be As Beautifull As She?
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Yvette Monarrez

Certain things should STAY in the past...   For those who kno me personally...you should kno that this is way outta character for me, but somethings are better fixed than broken. A couple of day...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:02:00 GMT

My Life; Self reflection in the form of music...

Wow...song I just recorded. This is my life. Copywritten. "Her Story"   V.1She's a pretty girlLet's call her a tarnished Beauty...This is the Life StoryOf Beautifull; Yours truly She was one of ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 16:35:00 GMT

Questions?

Questions....   How many lies will it take to remove my trust? How much pain will it take for my heart to bust? How many lies will it take to find the truth? How many questions do I&nbs...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 17:20:00 GMT

Who is me?

So, In the past few days, there's been a lot going on. Ups, downs, good, and bad, but overall...change. I realize now something Ididn't notice before about myself and others. I've always been the fun ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 15:16:00 GMT

Beautifull's Struggle 4 The Meaning Of Beauty

The Beauty In Me...   They say Beauty's only skin deep; in the eye of the beholder As I struggle to find the truth; my heart's growing colder I'm not speaking of looks or of outter attr...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 02:41:00 GMT

Special Place

That Special Place...   There comes a time in your life, when you realize who you are When you're not the girl with those pretty eyes or some random niggahz whore,When you can look in the mirror ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:50:00 GMT

My Poem: This Is Her Story

My Poem:This Is Her Story She's the perfect girlIs what some people sayShe gorgeous with these pretty eyesAnd curves that last for daysShe has all that she wantsAnd everything she needsBut they don't ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 May 2006 13:18:00 GMT

Ask Me If I Care?

Ask Me If I care!! The Answer should be painfully clear... I don't care if your world is ending todayBecause I wasn't invited to it anywayYou said that you cared, so I drew you a heartBut now I'm not ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 23:41:00 GMT

Boyfriend APPLICATION!! DO you measure up?

HUBBY APPLICATION!!! You're a guy title it "wifey application" and if you're a girl title it "hubby application". Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun!Fill it out an...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 17:36:00 GMT