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Angela

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I have literally been through hell and back. I write poems to help with the pain I have been dealt. Some of my poems I post in blogs and I plan to include them in an autiobiography. I have big goals and am focussing on working and writing. I am awesome to be around as long as I am treated right but I am shy when I don't know people. My dream is to one day be married and start a family with the right man. I loved being a mom to my son but his father took him away from me and I thought I was going to break and it takes everything in me to keep my head up and be strong. I enjoy kids. I am a truck driver for now over the road and that is my main focus until I have the experience for a good local job in Shreveport, LA. I used to be in the Louisiana Army National Guard and my MOS was military police. For a vacation I enjoy spending it at the beach, preferrably Florida but one day I hope to vacation to beaches overseas. And one day I hope to own a house on the beach.

My Interests

I love my son and enjoy spending time with him when I am off.

I'd like to meet:

The right man who will treat me right. A man who will meet me halfway cuz I can't pull all the weight by myself in the relationship. And most importantly he has to treat me with respect. I truly believe for a relationship to work both people have to treat one another the way they would want to be treated. Therefore, I couldn't respect a man who would cheat on me or hurt me in anyway, I know he wouldn't want that done to him and I don't believe in playing games. I'd like to meet my father too to have some closure but all the good memories of him remains with me. He was a family man and I have good memories of him: fishing, hiking, flying kites, playing baseball, and he taught me how to ride a bike. I have not seen him since I was 9 years old. I was able to speak to him when I was about 12-14 years old. He was an outlet for me and let me talk on and on for hours. Any problems I was having he never judged me for. For example, I spoke of a guy I liked at the time whom was not my race and he never judged me for that or anything else other people may have judged me for. I'll always remember his apology and regret for what happened. I'll always remember the shaking in his voice that he was trying to hide from me he was crying when he answered my phone call after not hearing from me for years.

Music:

I like country, hip hop, and r&b. Here's a few that come to mind: Aaliyah, Akon, Ashanti, Beyonce, Blake Shelton, Britney Spears, Ciara, Carrie Underwood, Eve, Fifty Cent, Fergie, Gretchen Wilson, Justin Timberlake, Keyshia Cole, Lady Antebellum, LeAnn Rimes, Lil Kim, Lil Wayne, Ludacris, Mariah Carey, Miranda Lambert, Sara Evans, Selena, She Daisy, Taylor Swift, and T.I.

Movies:

I don't watch too many but I enjoy true stories and comedy.

Television:

I watch the Trinity Broadcasting Network, the news, and various reality shows.

Books:

My favorite book is the Bible. A Child Called It is a really good book too.

Heroes:

Jesus, cuz he died on the cross 4 our sins.

My Blog

I Look Forward To The Day I Meet That Man (Poem I Wrote)

I Look Forward To The Day I Meet That Man He Will Treat Me Right We Will Never Fight If I Tell Him No At Night He Will Still Respect Me Never Will He Hold Me Down And Rape Me I Look Forward To The Day...
Posted by Angela on Mon, 26 May 2008 01:34:00 PST

Looking Back

I can see now that I have run to all the wrong men for either excitement, being bored with my life, or wanting to find love but I see now I was rushing for something that was not meant to be.  I ...
Posted by Angela on Sun, 25 May 2008 08:17:00 PST

Songs Can Say It Best (Part 3)

Toni Braxton "Why Should I Care"Back in the day When I was youngerI wasn't afraid Of giving my heart to youTime and againI get sentimentalBut I know it's just a phase I'm going throughAnd everytime I ...
Posted by Angela on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:58:00 PST

Songs Can Say It Best (Part 2)

Mariah Carey You Had Your Chance Well it's been a while Since I looked into your eyes Never dreamed I'd see you tonight And it's interesting that I Just don't feel a thing For the so called love of my...
Posted by Angela on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:30:00 PST

Songs Can Say It Best

Beyonce Resentment I wish I could believe you then I'll be alrightBut now everything you told me really don't applyTo the way I feel insideLoving you was easy once upon a timeBut now my suspicions of ...
Posted by Angela on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:00:00 PST

Racism

What is the deal with racism? We can not help what race we are born as. What makes racists people feel good about thinking they are better than another race? Why don't peope realize God only wants ...
Posted by Angela on Tue, 20 May 2008 05:24:00 PST

My Time Off

So I got a few days off, I got plenty of sleep, 8 hours a night is alot more than I get on the road.  I bought a laptop, my old one was fried but I had gotten good use out of it.  Anyone hea...
Posted by Angela on Sun, 18 May 2008 01:49:00 PST

Poem 4

I Was Robbed Of A Good MotherAll The Times You Cussed At MeAll The Times You Used Your Belt On MeThrough All The Pain We Were Dealt From YouI Can't Understand Why We Were Left With YouYou Dropped My O...
Posted by Angela on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 10:06:00 PST

Poem 3

How Did The Love We Had Turn So Bad?You Cheated On Me And It Hurt Me BadJust Out Of Truck Driving School I Was Your StudentWhen We First Met I Knew We Shouldn'tI Knew You Were Much Too Old For MeSomeh...
Posted by Angela on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 05:52:00 PST

What The Hell (Part 2)!

So I had my son living with me then I let his father take him for what was supposed to be thru the Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays so he could spend time with him and his family.  So he pulled thi...
Posted by Angela on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:32:00 PST