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I've been struggling with some weight issues for a couple years now...im not ashamed of what the number on the scale says anymore. people need to relize that everyone holds that number in a diff way. i know what size my clothes are now and thats what truley matters. since may ive gone down 5 pant sizes, and im now a size 10 :) as i get closer to my goal it def gets harder!! but i will win this battle i have with my body!!! go me!!
in a nutshell im
self revealing, neat, craves attention, prefers organized to unpredictable, needs things to be extremely clean, worrying, perfectionist, emotionally sensitive, respects authority, social, vain, does not like to be alone, likes large parties, controlling, social chameleon, not a thrill seeker, enjoys leadership, takes precautions, puts the needs of others ahead of their own, assertive, rule conscious, makes friends easily, always busy, heart over mind, phobic, aggressive, clingy, compassionate, dominant, outgoing, suspicious, hard working, strong
some facts about me :)
ive been married to a wonderful man for over 4 years. he is my knight in shining armor
i've lived in springfield illinois since august of 2001.
i have a step-daughter named madison, she is 5 years old. i've been w/her since she was 6 months old. she has my sense of style and likes to dress like me. i love her to death and im blessed to have grown all these years with her.
my favorite color is kelly green
im irish, indian, english, and italian. but looking at me you see mostly the irish.
i was born w/strawberry blonde hair, but it eventually turned blonde.
i've been coloring my hair since i was 13 years old.
my first real kiss, french kiss lol, was when i was 13 lol.
i lost my virginity at 19
i have a bad body image, and constantly complain that im fat.
i will give you the shirt off my back if you really want it.
i like to give to people, take care of people, and will put myself last, just to make sure everyone is happy
i have a makeup addiction
my shoe size is a 6 1/2, but because my foot is so wide i have to wear a size 8
my left hand thumb looks like your big toe
i have 3 cats, Ozzy, Emmy, and Gracey
I have a bearded dragon named Zoey, he is 16 inches long
im funny... lol
is the glass half full or half empty? well that depends... if you put liquid in it and its only to the middle of the glass, then its half full. but if the glass is full and you drank half of it, then its half empty... so what does that make me? a pessoptimist? :)

Style~~ you really can't put a label on my style. it changes every day. i wear whatever im in the mood for. i like to wear tshirts and jeans during the day. but my style changes for nights out. depending what mood im in, thats why i cant put a label on my style. i just never know what im going to look like from day to day. :) i constanty change my hair color/style, and my makeup always looks different. i guess i like change and i get bored by one certain style. its very boring to me, to look the same everyday.
Likes~~ Thunderstorms with lots of thunder and lighting. finding the highest point in the city and watching the storm roll in. Dark clouds, and big white fluffy clouds. I love all animals. and wish i could adopt every homeless animal out there. Pizza with only cheese on it. French fries are the devil to me. and prob pasta is too. i like anything with color, and bright colors always grab my attention.
Dislikes~~ onions! i hate the smell and taste. they smell like bad body odor and the smell sticks to your clothing! yuk! i don't like people who talk to much and that makes me in the worst mood. i have a "friend" who doesnt know how to shut up and never knows when its her time to leave. errr hyper people get on my nerves most of the time. i like to chill and go with the flow. i dislike faimly functions and avoid them all the time. i hate being treated like a child by other adults. not looking my age has huge disadvantages in the real world.
Bad Habits~~ Im very very moody. My mood will change at the drop of a dime. i have no patience for anything, standing in line, waiting for a slow server to come to our table, stupid people with no common sense, and traffic! people prob laugh at me when i drive cause im always cussing people out in my car. im lazy 50% of the time, and procrastinate on cleaning and driving somewhere to tan or grocery shop.
im addicted to diet coke
2 for sales. you know where u can get 2 for the price of 20$.*** i spend way to much money on stuff like that. shopping, im seriously addicted to it. and i want to shop all the time. i have to get at least one new thing a week, which ends up being 5 to 10 new things.
i cant stand disorganization, did i spell that right? i hate clutter, and am always organizing my clothes, makeup, hair products, can foods, food in the fridge.. very ocd about it.
Gettin fit in 2006!! lol.. i've recently lost alot of weight and have never felt better about myself!! its also been good for zach, as you can see he's lost some weight too :) i still have to pinch myself to believe it!!
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Makeup, Fashion, and Hair are my passion. Music of all kinds. Shopping and spending money. Lover of all animals and nature. Taking photographs of people and nature.

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Benny Benassi, Junkie XL, Deep Dish are now my obesession! All Generes of Electronica music. Chicago Dj's being my favorite. Chicago House, Bangin Hard House, Funky Disco House, Progressive House. All types of trance from hard trance to cheesy vocal trance that i love singing along to in my car! house mixed with electro, which i call bouncy lol, cuz when i dance to it i get this bouncy feeling and can't help but bouncing!! im a dork!!!
to name a few that stand out with me:
Nadia Ali
Dj Colette
Dj Irene
Lasgo
other music i love
Depeche Mode, The Cure, Morrissey, Erasure, STP, Candlebox, the list goes on...

Movies:

The Goonies, Sixteen Candles, Breakfast Club, Ferris Buller, Wierd Science, National Lampoon Vacation Movies, The Great Outdoors. All the classic 80's movies. Party Monster, Night at the Roxbury, Stir of Echos, Alice in Wonderland, The Craft, XXX, Fast and the Furious 1, and a few others i can't think of right now

Television:

What Not To Wear ( when im shopping i think "would stacey and clinton approve" lol )
How I Met Your Mother, Ugly Betty, Two and a half Men, New Christine, Americas Next Top Model, Ghost Hunters, King of Queens, Mad Tv, House Hunters....

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Heroes:

this is my hero baby. my one and only love. the one who saved me from all the bad. my knight in shinning armor. my prince charming.. the love of my life.. ha ok i will quit it now.. my husband is my true hero. i love him to death and couldnt live with out him!!

i like these little sayings :)

My Blog

proud

this is lame, but i love how my profile turned out. i only worked on all of it for about 2 days. making the banner and contact table match and what i wanted it to say. the website thats listed on it i...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:22:00 PST

so this is it!!! (the motivation bikini )

so this is the suit i bought last nite. to bad my body will prob never look like that w/out plastic surgery!!! wish me luck and skinny vibes so i can wear this come may!!!!...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:50:00 PST

im (not) sorry

im not sorry that i cant be happy and write happy blogs all the time.... :) heaven forbid i have a bad day because im bloated, consti pated, and justfeel plain crappy. thank god my fuckin girl ami was ...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 04:16:00 PST

im just sayin...

thats my new phrase "im just sayin" lol, i've been saying it alot lately!! :) i bought my bikini tonite. it is sooooooooo cute!!! i tryed it on, and it looked pretty good. i need to do some serious wo...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:22:00 PST

my goal

ok so march 3rd we are going to st louis. it will also mark a year to date at which i was at my fattest. 220lbs. were going to see acosta again for B&W 1yr anniversary. acosta was freekin awesome!...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 04:43:00 PST

where were you at midnite NYE??

i was passed out on a bathroom floor . i didnt even make it. and i honestly have no idea what time it was when i felt sick and went to the bathroom. i dont remember anything past 9pm, cuz thats the la...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:57:00 PST

my new neice is so pretty!!

ok so i want one, just so i can have a cute baby lol. i am ready tho! :) well in the year 2008 i will be. i got alot of plans for the year 2007 :) so yah anyways here she is. shes so pretty. its cell ...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:29:00 PST

thanks :)

thanks for the feel better soon wishes. i think its all gone now. that was some nasty shit!!! ah, friday... lol.. nothing going on thats for sure. we have madi this weekend and thats bout it. finally ...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 04:09:00 PST

still sick :(

well thought i'd wake up and feel better, but was wrong. i feel just as bad as yesterday, maybe worse. work is going to be rough, i can't miss another day, that would be 3 days of no pay. :( why cant ...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 04:32:00 PST

up to take some flu med

ok so i couldnt even go. im throwin up, freezing to death and have a 100 degree temp. i hate calling in, but i can hardly get out of bed to go pee. :( i dug up some flu meds and now its time to go bac...
Posted by ©H®i§§Y on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 09:20:00 PST