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Just Jamie

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About Me


Don't tell me you'll be here for me always, I know it's a lie.
Don't tell me you care when you really don't.
Don't tell me you'll listen to what I have to say if you won't.
Don't tell me lies.
Don't tell me what I want to hear because you know I want to hear it, tell me what you truly feel because that's what I want to know.
I'm not perfect and I don't ever try to be.
I'm just a girl with a million ideas, thoughts, and opinions.
I am a good person and I love to listen to people.
I'm done fighting for people's friendships, if you don't want to be my friend, then it's not worth me wasting my time fighting for.
I do have feelings, I just don't like pity parties.
You can think I'm a shitty person, I don't care anymore.
I know me and that is all that matters.
'The Lord does not look at the things man looks at.
Man looks at outward appearance,
but the Lord looks at the heart.'
I Samuel 16:7
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for. I have a husband who is completely amazing. I have the most functional disfunctional family you will probably ever meet. And no matter what, I love my life.
I love my family.
I love my parentals, even through the faked smiles, the hard times, and the false accusations.
&&of course I love the sisters, though they make my life difficult, I know and they know, we can always count on each other.
Uncle Neil is pretty much my favorite. And his two kids are completely amazing as well.
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My Interests

Butt face.

Jessica and Johnny.

Jeremo.

Superman.

Jared.

I love Luke.((my favorite))

Kody.

Rachel.

My Ass.

Lyssa. She's so much fun, we've never judged each other.

Nessa.Lyssa.

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Music:


Heroes:

Jessi. . . She always knew how to cheer people up and she was always there for me. She's the greatest. . .
I call her my best friend because I could tell her everything and anything with out the fear of being judged, I could talk to her knowing she would never think less of me, and I never had one bad memory of her or with her. If that's not a best friend, tell me what is.

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sometimes i really hate you for being so selfish. and sometimes i really want you to come back so i can smack you in the face for hurting me.
sometimes i wish you'd come back so i can give you the biggest last hug ever.
and sometimes i wish you'd come back so i could have another chance at helping you.
sometimes i wish you'd come back so i could tell you how much I love you.
and sometimes i hope youre listening to every word i say to you now that you're in heaven, cause i miss you baby girl.
I miss the inside jokes, the laughs, the cries, the secrets, the great big hug in the morning.
I miss having someone hear to listen to me and every word i have to say without interrupting me, pretending to listen, or judging me.
I love you.
and that's all that matters.
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George Ly

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To Jessi and George:
I Will Be Missing You
You were so full of life,
Always smiling and carefree.
Life loved you being a part of it,
And I loved you being a part of me.
You could make anyone laugh,
If they were having a bad day.
No matter how sad I was,
You could take the hurt away.

Nothing could ever stop you,
Or even make you fall.
You were ready to take on the world,
Ready to do it all.
But God decided he needed you,
So from this world you left.
But you took a piece of all of us,
Our hearts are what you kept.

Your seat is now empty,
And it's hard not to see your face.
But please always know this,
No one will ever take your place.
You left without a warning,
Not even saying good-bye.
And I can't seem to stop,
Asking the question why.
Nothing will ever be the same,
The halls are empty without your laughter.
But I know you're up in heaven,
Watching over us and looking after.

I didn't see this coming,
It hit me by surprise.
And when you left this world,
A small part of us died.

I remember you swingingfrom the hayloft ropes,
When you were just a boy.
And the last time I ever saw you,
You were driving your pride and joy.
Your smile could brighten anyone's day,
No matter what they were going through.
And I know every day for the rest of my life,
I will be missing you.
R.I.P. Jessi and George I love you both so much. Watch over all of us.<3

My Blog

This is me...in icons, you can say I was bored.

 boredome=boredom. All the time...I even admitted it to Jessica. +=Taylor and I. =]  ...
Posted by Just Jamie on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 03:21:00 PST

This one is to you.

It's so funny to think how easily someone can just be deleted out of another person's life. Think of it this way, you have myspace and you just get mad at a best friend and delete all their pictures...
Posted by Just Jamie on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 02:26:00 PST

I miss the days we used to spend together...

I always wonder why people cut me out of their lives, why they just quit talking to me.I always wonder what I do wrong. Every best friend I've ever had is just gone, what am I doing wrong and why won'...
Posted by Just Jamie on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 03:15:00 PST

It's even simpler.

The only person that can truly make themselves happy is themselves. I will get through everything. I'm an extremely strong person. No matter how many threats I make against myself, I'll get ...
Posted by Just Jamie on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 01:34:00 PST

E v e r y o n e has o n e

I hate that you know exactly how to make me feel like shit. I hate how it seems like everything I do isn't enough. I hate how you keep breaking all your promises. I hate how you fooled me again. I ha...
Posted by Just Jamie on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:20:00 PST