Just think how is one exactly supposed to sum themselves up in words?
Who I think I am and who you believe I am are completely different and yet so
...similar...
I have known myself for 19 years or so I had convinced myself so,
when in all factuality I have no clue which of my many selfs I truly am.
Maybe I am only one or several different faces....
The times I find myself surprised and questioning my antics I understand I have developed a new self portrait to rest in a fellow homo sapiens brain.
Now rather the portrait is ever painted over,
or takes a new shape I am not to guess only time will reveal what I the painter and you the portrait will work out.
I am constantly sucked into the vacuous depths of grey in the fall sky.....
Something so consistent and yet changing much like humans,
true we follow a standard of living that really in general does not break away from socially normal,
even what was considered weird has pushed into the boundaries of acceptable.....
I am a vessel one that is holding a soul,
a beating heart and a mind full of ideas,
frustration,
& compassion....
compassion for my fellow man,
fellow friends,
& compassion for the ones I love...
the one I Loved.
One day I will map out my escape,
& then it will be hard to keep my head up high when all I will want to do is stay on the ground....
now lovers rethink your day to day life,
think of who you see me as and who I am,
who you are,
who we as humans are and when we join,
join to understand,
to connect,
to make love....
then I will dare you to forget the marks I left across your neck on those nights when we were both found at our best.....
I am Anthony and this is me.
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