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Heidibear

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About Me

Hi my name is HEIDIBEAR Im a normal girl like anyone else. I love meeting new people and im here to do that and also keep in touch with old ones. I have a hansom boyfriend Mark Macdonald who I love dearly. I LOVE YOU MARK MACDONALD. Alittle about me well I love attention the more the better. Im stubburn as hell I wont lie to you. I have a big heart maybe alittle too big. I tend to care about other people more than myself. I dont like to be told im wrong unless I truely am. I dont like fighting nor do I like to argue. I tend to do that here and there but please try to avoid that with me. I am short tempered and can be very bossy. I can be a bitch but only when needed. I am a very open person not afraid to tell you what is on my mind and I dont hold anything back whether it hurts or not. I have more guy friends than girls. I hate veggies and refuse to eat them. I live with my bf with our beautiful dog Pepper. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I fall for men quickly, but takes me a while to actually fall IN LOVE. You can easily break my heart. I have been hurt in the past more than I could ever image. I have been through every relationship possible. Im addicted to cheese. I have three step sisters and a brother. Im spoiled. I hate liars, I hate smokers. I hate men that are full of themselves or think there better for anyone. I have NO PATIENCE what so ever. I love kids and want my own someday. I tend to come across as nothing is ever good enough. Its hard to show how I feel sometimes but im good at telling you. I love long drives, long walks. I love mustangs and want my own. Im very insecure of myself, i worry alot. I look down on myself. I LOVE THE REDSKINSI have a couple awesome friends I have to add Tina Lively and Victoria Durst. I love you girls without you I dont know what I would do You guys are my best friends and always will be.

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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet GOD cause man i have so many questions that need answered. As far as that it doesnt matter just anybody that wants a new friend and likes to have fun. As far as famous people there just any normal person like you and me so if I meet them I do if not I dont care.

Music:

i like just about anything you can think of as long as it speaks to my heart.

Movies:

Movies well Dirty Dancing its the bomb. Other than that anything that makes me laugh or cry im up for it. Horror well ok I like to be scared too as long as I have Mark to jump onto when I do lol. I love the movie Narnia, walk to remember, what dreams may come, enough, and so on.

Television:

I dont watch alot of tv unless its reality sorry boys i love it and lifetime HELL YEAH. LOL, my favorite new reality show is deal or no deal gotta love that show.

Books:


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Heroes:

God, he knows what is best for me and brings things in my life for a reason and takes them out when i dont need things. He is always there for me and he should be everyones hero. My mother after all she brought me in this world and as she says can also take me out lol. But I love her alot and hope she is in my life forever at least for many more years. I also want to add my best friend Tina without her I wouldnt be as sane as I am. I love her to death and she has been my friend almost my whole life and there is no one that could replace her. One day I will live close to her, on the beach, and living up life. Another thing I love is she is there day or night no matter when I call for the most part and has heard me cry over men more than anyone and even though she doesnt have to help me she is always there Thank you.
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My Blog

ok next appointments

Ok so I have one on monday coming up in cumberland for a cat scan. The 7th I go to Morgantown for some tests and we go from there. That doctor will figure out when we do surgery and what not.  I ...
Posted by Heidibear on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 11:58:00 PST

We got a new truck

OK so we got a new truck you have to check it out look under my pics. Its pretty much final and we can get it tuesday if all goes well. Heidi
Posted by Heidibear on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:36:00 PST

BAD NEWS gosh it just doesnt quit

OK, so I go in to see My HaDar my surgeon and he tells me the reason he didnt do the surgery the other day was because he was waiting on test results to come back. Well he finally got them back and th...
Posted by Heidibear on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:20:00 PST

More fucking news

Ok, well we get home last night to find a message on our machine that the surgergen wants to see us right away today THURSDAY by his request. NOW WHAT I swear he doesnt know what he is doing. Ok well ...
Posted by Heidibear on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:24:00 PST

update on me

Ok, so i went to Morgantown for a second opinon on my stomach and well they said its not a bad idea to wait two weeks just in case it were to shrink but they doubt it does and most likely I will have ...
Posted by Heidibear on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

update on whats going on

Ok, as most of you know i have had problems. Well I went to get it checked I have a cyst on my right ovary which is THE MONSTER as they call it ITS HUGE and another one on my left that is 4.8. The lar...
Posted by Heidibear on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:02:00 PST

MY BIRTHDAY

OK well my birthday is SUNDAY superbowl sunday. I want lots of love so show me the love. Not sure what Mark has planned for me or what im doing but anyone doing anything this weekend on Saturday let m...
Posted by Heidibear on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 02:40:00 PST

Rest in Piece Shane Jones 01-13-07

My dear friends life was taken and will always  be remembered. You will always be loved and remembered by all your friends and family. He was one of the most friendly guys I know and will forever...
Posted by Heidibear on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:02:00 PST

Cell Phone .

Hey friends, I just got a new cell phone so if your a close friend and are reading this and want my number ask me. BUT only if your gonna call me lol. Heidi
Posted by Heidibear on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 04:23:00 PST

True Love


Posted by Heidibear on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 06:12:00 PST