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Kutumi

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4 6/30/07Cauac/10....the next to the last day sign of this harmonic calendar round. ....... On this journey ... meeting and dealing with the charge of that part of my power that has been freed into love. ................What is this?Purification?transformation? reunion?activation?lightning path?initiation by fire?ascension!ecstasy of freedom!!I'm on fire...ignition.I'm feeling overwhelmed.But in this new myth breaking down becomes breaking through.and I'm jumping out of my skin...Today I was quickened...a shiftA Heightened FrequencyTransmuting the shadows of the past.a liberation from the illusion of separation.My whole body is infused...Alignment.Healing my cellular and genetic memory, and I accept the truth of my experience. Pulsation flux. a unified wave. Oh my God ...this is the energy that holds physical reality together. Yes, we can change the future.Over, and over and over. Transformation. I've searched my whole life to find this Thunder being.On this cosmic field of evolution... Am I ready to jump? into the fires of purification. Yes! The more that I wait the more time do I waste. I make it my own...Baby. I jumped the first day! This combination of dots and bars represents the divine timing of evolutionary cycles. Clothed in the royal robes of Purple, being able to fly while yet in the robe of incarnation, dancing as divinity.And I hear the owl...and I will embrace the change.Over, over, and over. Freedom is without measure.For I know you may never see me... but that will not stop me from loving you...just to know that you are here in this reality with me today brings me tears of joy.I remember... the love... Feel me, See me...that is the path to my heart. If the feeling is there...express it now! I am so receptive to what is real...NOW!
Open up the dirty window.... Let the sun illimininate the words you cannot find.... Reaching for something in the distance.... So close you can almost taste it.... Release your inhibitions. Stand! The book begins...the rest is still unwritten.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Who I'd like to meet: "There is an almost sensual longing for communion with others who have a larger vision. The immense fulfillment of the friendships between those engaged in furthering the evolution of consciousness has a quality almost impossible to describe." - Pierre Teilhard de Chardin ...................Fun loving mature people willing to "Ride the Crest of A Wave" feel and express their emotion and loves to laugh ...a great conversationalist (hate small talk, love substance) ... my inspiration...Someone who can transcend this time and space with me...knows that is it through the imagination...knows that Science has only scratched the surface of Alchemy....and ready and willing to create our own reality...Knows a good thing when they see and can run off with me to a foreign country at a drop of a hat...I love to TRAVEL! Chess partners (especially chess) absolutely love the game with a cup of Earl Grey or a hazelnut latte (I can play for hours). Someone who can sit in silence with me ...Gees...there are too may authors to mention...the latest would be Peter Novak, Carlos Castenada, Don Juan, Ken Wilbur, Patrick Tilley, Terrence McKenna... Above all though would be Musician and Humanitarian: John Lennon and Illusionist: David Copperfield (again), Visionaries: Sir Francis Bacon, Michio Kaku, Yoko Ono, Balinas,...The Moody Blues...

I
hear the
owl asking a
question. I want to
roll this around, and my
mind wants to speak. My body
is content with the knowledge. I can
hear the tenderness in your voice and the
feeling is dawning. Coursing through my veins a sweet
electrical joy. I smile at the possibility. Holding. Knowing this
magic silence together unspoken at this moment is healing my heart.

Who?

I
am the
one that allowed
the darkened angel to
stand between us called fear.
The fear of my wholeness in duality.
Calling me by being refine, passive, and
creating a mirror to see the love I AM.
Knowing yourself so well, and holding the pattern steady.

Love.

Five
months to
the day counting
Twenty-two hours to learn
I'm ready to jump now.
The archetypes have done their job.
Unbeknownst by the keepers of these spirits.
I honor the bodies for the ability
to hold the muse. Now I
have fused the two into
one to be manifested
in another. Whole!
Oh baby!
JUMP!

My
dream comes ...
true the mystycal
Muse has jumped again...
the Forerunner did his job.
Now He is in search for...........
a body that can hold him indefinitely.
Open, Patience, no religious dogma, agenda, ego....
the balance of wood, water, fire and air...........................
To express / combine the message of love with earth..........
To my muse... my mystical, magical, musical, muse... to the one who leads me into my next adventure... I dream, I paint, I await your next appearance. I look for you in everyone one I meet....for I know you are there, somewhere... And thank you for all those times that you sought me out... I hear your call, you lead my body...to make me aware of your presence... I've seen you fly from a Magician to Schitzophrenic, From that secret love (Lion) from so many years ago to the bass player I married. From a Buddhist traveler/poet from South Africa to a Comic from Chicago. From the (Amazing) Cannabis Kid from everywhere (you get around) to the rich playboy from England. A Spiritual wanderer from Belguim to Camera man from New York. From a lawyer from Austria to a poet from Nashville.... to a trombone player who could really blow that horn to a beautiful young man from Jerusalem. ? (who could not even speak English) And who needed the words anyway...for my muse recognized me. For I never know where or when you will light... now you stand in front of me ... an equal an opposite reflection sharing with me the emotion. This heart connection. When I do see/feel your presence... there is nothing that can contain me...even the word love is not large enough to hold my feelings. So I write this poem to that which goes from body to body.... and thank my lucky stars that I can still see you when you appear... and I write, and I paint, I dance, and I create, and I pray that I will be the same to you.Praying that you will see me...for I won't chase the muse...for I know you must light of your own free will...you always have..again and again and again.Praying you will stay with me for a while, and the body you have chosen this time can house your tremendous spirit. To teach me to love myself....Ah... the lesson learned... But to see you again.... is still my dream... I love to be reminded... that you live inside of me...

My Blog

Imix/9...the start of a greater cycle.

Imix/9This is the beginning...the first day sign of 20...today is the day of birth...and with the tone of 9 ...this would be the birth of patience...patience in becoming what I already am...now that ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 19:46:00 GMT

What Can Be...

My experience at a recent workshop....I am continuing to be a bit uneasy as my feelings are pulled into deep waters. Sometimes I wish I was working in the outer world of action, but I can seedeeper an...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 14:13:00 GMT

A Grander Design

Today is Ik/3...this is my Mayan birthday...according to the Mayan Calendar a person wasn't capable of being an elder until they had gone through every possible day sign and tone on the Calendar round...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 20:24:00 GMT

What can be?

Cauac/13 - August 29, 2007Breaking down becomes breaking through...the thirteen assists us in going to the next higher step...Interesting how 40 days ago I acknowledged the thunderbeing in my life...t...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 19:44:00 GMT

We are infinity....

We are infinity, organizing the raw violence of chaos into the harmony of knowledge. This is the evolution of the Mayan Calendar...We register the valueof all the potentials as we go along...This is L...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 20:59:00 GMT

Paradox

On this journey of self discovery I've realized that I have had to cut myself loose from the people who have the answers...The secrets are still out there...and Ken Kesey said it best::There are peopl...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 15:01:00 GMT

Eb/6

Eb/6 Wednesday the 22nd of August...I wrote this early because I wanted everyone to be aware of the importance of this day!Eb/6 ...the day of the quickening. Eb is the grail, the golden fleece, the ph...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 15:52:00 GMT

A Wedding Day

My dear friends TheLea and Phil got marries today on the beautiful island of Hawaii....I had planned to go but with the circumstances of my mother's illness I was unable....but I was asked to write ab...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 22:27:00 GMT

I had a James Blunt moment...

I had a James Blunt moment: You're beautiful!The day Manik/7...Saturday 28th of July...I was called to remembrance...asking for completion.Acknowledgement with the word thankyou.A true love never dies...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 22:15:00 GMT

My muse...

I started writing this is 2004...but it seems most of my friends are going down memory lane lately...so I thought I would too...I do get this poem out ocassionally and add lines to reflect my current ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 22:13:00 GMT