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For what its worth: its never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. Theres no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life youre proud of. If you find that youre not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
I've done a lot in my short 28 years of existance but not nearly enough.
I grew up in a small subdivision in the suburbs of Louisville, Ky. I was a shy kid and didn't start talking until I was three. I spent a lot of time playing and exploring the country side. I became very fond of nature and was amazed by its immense beauty, diversity and its intricate relationship. This prompted my love for plants and animals. I had a love for gardening. I could often be found tending to my own garden or working on a farm.
Nine days after my 18th birthday I joined the Marines. I'm still not entirely sure why I decided to join the military, especially the Marines. At the time it was somewhat out of character, and very much today. I'm guessing it was because I had something to prove to myself or that it was my self determination to break away from home and become independent. I did have a love for firearms and I was very physically fit, plus I guess the patriot in me felt as though I was doing a service for my country.
My enlistment opened my eyes to the world, something I'd never look at again in the same light. I've traveled many countries, mostly third world.(SE Asia and the South Pacific) I've shot a gun. I've blown things up. I've experienced other cultures. I've scubbadived the waters of Japan and Australia. I've jumped out of a plane. (I strongly advise against scubadiving and skydiving within 24hrs of eachother.) I've flown accross the globe. I've slept in a jungle. I've huged a tiger. I've been gay and I've been straight (or just confused). I've lived as a boy and I've lived as a girl and I've been somewhere inbetween.
I like the warm rays of the sun and the cool breeze of the night. I like to be around water, particularly in it. I like to explore and I like to learn new things.
I find myself to be very independent. I hate having to depend on others. I spend a lot of my time alone in deep thought. I love to cook and I cook for myself on a daily basis. I'm not one who typically eats fast food. I'm mostly nocternal, I typically stay awake all night and sleep all day. The fact that I'm self-employed and that I make my own hours has given me the freedom to live such a lifestyle.
I have a strong addiction to freedom. I've tried seeking treatment for it but I can't find anyone who really believes in it anymore. Perhaps that's why my addiction is spiraling out of control. I often satisfy my addiction by blogging and posting bulletins here on myspace. Some people describe it as "political opinion" but I'd rather describe it as freedom. After all, political systems are usually born as a result of people voicing their desire to live as free individuals. Those who chose to remain silent most likely have no desire to be free. Therefore, I refuse to conform to the Collective Socialist State of America.
I'm in the adult entertainment industry. I've done a few professional video/photo shoots and a short news interview, all of which I've never personally watched myself. (I have a phobia seeing myself on film except on webcam because that's more like looking in the mirror.) However, my primary work is entertaining people on my webcam. You can chat with me live most evenings here: (copy and paste into browser)
http://imlive.com/vippath.asp?hnumber=267611
