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Rachel

I am here for Friends

About Me

Im 20 and live in beautiful sunny Santa Barbara.

What else is there to say about me other than if you want to know more .... messesge me!

School picture!

My Interests



*apples*
*art*
*bonfires*
*birthdays (July 15th)*
*cows*
*cuddling*
*dr pepper*
*driving*
*excitement*
*extras*
*flowers*
*fighting (games)*
*games*
*going out*
*honda*
*humor*
*ice creame*
*insects*
*jewelry*
*jokes*
*kisses*
*keys*
*love*
*loitering*
*makeup*
*movies*
*noodles*
*nonsense*
*openness*
*ocean (to look at)*
*penguins*
*piercings*
*quarters*
*questions*
*rootbeer*
*rings*
*singing*
*stargazing*
*tattoos*
*talking*
*undies*
*uselessness*
*vehicles*
*victims (to love)*
*water (when I'm inside)*
*Xenoglossophobia*
*xena*
*yeses*
*yelling*
*zoos*
*zelophobia*

I'd like to meet:

you, perhaps

Books:

Anything by Stephen King and Dean Koontz! :drools:

Heroes:

My greatest hero would have to be my mother. She was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma in 1998. She battled with that for about a year and a half untill the cancer sadly won. Through out the horrible process she always held her head up high and every smile she wore you could see the love she had for everyone. I love her and always will.

My Blog

7 years "...there will be no more death..."

If I could relive the 1st quarter of 2000 over and over again, i would. I would make it end in the begining of March. There needs to be no pain relived. Only good times and laughter and love and memor...
Posted by Rachel on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 11:56:00 PST

San Fran!!

I went with my dad to San Fran the first weekend of November. The whole time were only walking throughout the city. We went to the Civic Center, China Town, Crookedest St in the world, Pier 39, Aquari...
Posted by Rachel on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 02:26:00 PST

Saying goodbye is never easy.

October 23rd: I recieved a call tonight around 715 from my grandpa (my deceased mom's dad), asking me to come to the hospital tomorrow morning to say goodbye to my grandma. My grandma has been in the ...
Posted by Rachel on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:44:00 PST

My *Wonderful* trip to the Hospital

     So, last Monday night I kept waking up with pain on my right side. I'd take some pain pills and went back to sleep. Same thing happened on Tuesday night. On Wed morning I star...
Posted by Rachel on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:16:00 PST

My *Wonderful* trip to the Hospital

     So, last Monday night I kept waking up with pain on my right side. I'd take some pain pills and went back to sleep. Same thing happened on Tuesday night. On Wed morning I star...
Posted by Rachel on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:38:00 PST

up, out, hate, price. Deep Breaths

For 19 years, I have been tied down by the ropes that my parents wrapped around me. Im cutting loose. My wrists may hurt and my ankles are tired, but I am almost able to be free and spread my wings. E...
Posted by Rachel on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 01:00:00 PST

It is called my pain

Tears running down my face. Breaking, shattering as they hit the ground. Its all inside. Searching through the house, Picking up the razor. I never knew any other way. The pain thats held withi...
Posted by Rachel on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 09:21:00 PST

Friends ...

Seems to me that the more friends you have, the more chance there is to having some leave you for foolish reasons ...     Angela, Holly, Taisa, Tracey: 16 years old. I was at camp ...
Posted by Rachel on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:03:00 PST

I dreamt about YOU!

So I had another dream this morning. I know it was this morning because I woke up at 8:30 and fell back to sleep and woke up at 10. And in between these times I had a crazy ass dream (another one!). A...
Posted by Rachel on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 10:44:00 PST

Im tired of hiding my feelings, thoughts, and desires.

  For those of you that know what Im talking about & thanks for understanding, which only two or three of you know. (Oh and you know who you are ... I am not talking about you)     ...
Posted by Rachel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST