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[ALO^]

I am here for Friends

About Me


may we ever notice
our important existence
our point in living
trying to find that love
that place in someone else's heart
on someone else's mind
wondering if they wonder too
misunderstanding the gestures of our emotions
never quite sure if we are doing the right thing
just jumping in head first
but is there enough water to catch you??
maybe not for me either...
i'm alo (yes i wrote the above paragraph). i'm eighteen, five'ten", couragious to some, but mostly just outspoken. i'm not very good at always sharing what i feel, but i do say what i want. i love music and art especially, they've been a really big part of my life, and they're always going to be. i like walking, cheese, some sports, word beginnings that refer to the number of that thing (i.e. biracial, trinomial), getting out and living so i'm not thinking about if i'm living okay, and certain friends, the few people i would probly call my family. i don't like my stepdad, the dark, lasagna, people hurting me, spiders (i'll scream even if you show me a picture, then hit the floor crying...and later beat your posterior), and macs, the one at home sucks especcially. i'm also a big supporter of the idea that if bruce wayne had no money or no gadgets, that batman would not be, and therefore he's no superhero because he has no superpowers, he's just a hero i guess, though a big black bat is a creepy figure to come save me in the night =/. and if you manage to read this and plan to send me a message saying "hey sexy," don't bother, i'll just say no, nothing against you, it's just myspace =)so if you still wanna know me, then go ahead and add me, and ask what it is you wish to, cuz i'm no good at filling these out. danke.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

[My Grandpa.Howell] [&people...]

My Blog

so i decided to blog, oh joy, oh joy...can you hear me sing...??

well life has been livingand growingas it always doesi can’t say i’m going along wellbut i can’t say i’m falling offbut overall, i have good friendsand in the end that’s ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 19:24:00 GMT

So the balance is coming back...

I can't say i was happy the past three months.not with life or myself...things in life had hit a low,and recovery seemed impossible,but now there seems to be order.candace,che,tia and tim,thank you,an...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 00:57:00 GMT

i'm moving on...

so this has been funa low down dirty fightbut fun...so i've been different high school works it's magicsor possibly it's curses...and now i'm thinkingchange is in orderi'm tired of the way i actor the...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 19:25:00 GMT

one more night that provokes thoughts that drive people to alcoholism

i live false happinessi cry ofteni go home wishing i wasn'tsometimes i'd rather be deadi feel as if the people at home couldn't even love me,then no one ever truely willi'm more than ready to settlei ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 19:26:00 GMT

so it comes to now

still heredoing betterfor nowi'm finding happinessin myself for oncei've come to peace with thisfor timei know we'll be at war againand i know i'll be unsure againbut i know i'm getting therewhere eve...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 20:48:00 GMT

what in the world am i??what do i do??where am i??&most of all...you have no clue either...

i'm not sure of muchnot anymore my mind hasn't been the sameit disturbs meand i'm not sure what to donot sure of a few thingsand that worries mei know in this state of mindi WILL do harmand possibly l...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:08:00 GMT

misery

miseryit enjoys itselfit must find someonesomeone to cling oni'm that someone[me]it sucksand i'm definately tiredtired of all of iti live for  the weekendsand he knows why...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 17:41:00 GMT

thanksgiving...the royal rumble of the bitches

yes thanksgiving was interstingmy step gram was going to get hitmy aunt and i shoulda jumped hershe wants to kill christmasshe wants to kill my grandma againshe wants anything her goneshe can't stand ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:24:00 GMT

PMS!!

well yes if you didn't knowi will be on my period next week& i have PMS right nowmy boyfriend hates ithe hates the wordwith a passionso i yell it to himhe's pretty in shockabout this blogand he th...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 17:00:00 GMT

the cemetary

i layed therenext to her graveand i felt strangely happyi'd like to go back thereand i'd never get upshe's therenot just what's leftbut her spiriti could feel herand that mad me happyi hadn't been the...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 14:55:00 GMT