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Kourtni ™

Women who seek to be equal to men lack ambition.

About Me


DO NOT POST YOUR BAND CONCERT DATES, ETC ON MY PAGE. I DO SUPPORT BANDS AND SUCH BUT DON'T FILL MY PAGE WITH THAT NONSENSE. MY PAGE WILL NOT BE GROUNDS FOR YOUR ADVERTISMENT.
"If I would've known you were just going to leave, I would of never wasted my time." - Me
Don't step on my toes and I won't step on yours. I'm the kind of girl you'll either love or you won't like at all. I'm the kind of girl that goes by a one strike rule. Do something crappy and you're out. I want nothing to do with you. It seems to be a trend that older guys date little girls. I find that quite amusing. I don't understand it. Why does a 20 something year old guy need a 16 year old girl? *shrug* I'll never know. Actually, I guess I really don't care THAT much. I believe firmly in God. You don't? That's fine. But don't try to preach to me. I can't stand that. I won't push my beliefs on you - don't do it to me.
I'm that girl who always gets hurt. I have a BIG heart. It seems that people take advantage of that. I always get the guy who's hung up on an ex or something. Like they're intrigued by me but are scared of change. I really don't get it. It's become the cool thing to do to me though. It's happened a few times. I'm personally sick of it - thats why I refuse to pursue things with anyone. If they want my attention, get it. Don't expect me to run to you. I've been single for two years. I'm kind of sick of it but after some recent mishaps it makes me happy that I am. I don't have the drama to deal with anymore. Although, if I found a great guy, I wouldn't mind being all about him.
I'm sarcastic. Lively. Hyper. Real. Honest. Trust-worthy. Goal-oriented. Strong-willed. Proud. Strong. Loud. Loving. Happy. I could go on, but yeah.
If you're wanting to play games, I no longer have a desire to to get to know you. Games are for little kids. Games are not for adults. Grow up. Don't use me as guiney pig to figure your life out. Thats not fair.
You make me feel bad - I'll do it in return. I didn't say thats right though. Its just how I seem to be. I've been treated like crap for some time now and its just the way I react. Being super sweet and just letting someone get away with things doesn't cut it for me anymore.
I'm a great friend, just don't take advantage of me in any way. I do forgive but I never forget. It'll be in the back of my head for a while and chances are, our friendship will never be what it once was. Betray me and watch your step. I can be vicious.
Take it or leave it. That's me.
"No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change." - Barbara De Angelis Words to live by. Think about it.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... erotic
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... encouraging
Your love is... one of a kind
Quiz created with MemeGen !How true.

My Interests

Photography. Learning new things. (Yes, I just said that - I love to learn). Dancing. Basketball. Writing. I'm really fascinated with writing poetry. I was editor of Yearbook and my school's newspaper my senior year - I loved it. Shopping (I work in a badass clothing store for Christ's sake). Clubbing - rarely, but when I go - it's great. I love to go fishing. It's so relaxing. Dr. Pepper is an interest. And NO, Mr. Pibb will not cut it. ;) 4 wheelers. How fun. Especially in the mud. Do not get behind me - I'll sling mud all over you. Trust me. Stay clear. ;) Also, backroading. Oh yes. I'm a country girl. You know that saying, that one about the country girl? Well it goes like this: You can take the country girl out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the girl. Make note of that. I love the small things that country people enjoy. Get over it.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is honest with me and with themselves. Someone who doesn't take the trust that they earn from me and throw it away. Someone who realizes that I have a lot to offer and I can be a great friend UNTIL you walk all over me. Then, good luck on me wanting to still know you.

Music:



Deftones.That's one band that I love and NO I don't know all their albums. No I do not know all their songs. But, what I do know of them - I enjoy so don't rain on my parade, ok?But as for other music taste - I don't really have a genre that I specifically listen to. It's a variety. If I like it - I like it. If I dont - I don't. Simple as that. So don't expect me to name off millions of bands to you. I simply don't know.I'm not music savvy but I can't live without it. So sue me.
UPDATE: (I have some new loves)
Silverstein. *le sigh*
Atreyu.
Dear Whoever. *I see them getting HUGE*
Emanuel.
Brand New.
Underoath.
Senses Fail.
Finch. *before they started to suck*
Sugarcult.
Hawthorne Heights. *slightly played out but I still like to listen to them*
Mest.
Acceptance.
Mae.
Gym Class Heroes. *If you want a different style, this is the band to listen to*
ALANIS MORISSETTE. Yeah, don't even get my started on here. Fan for 10 years. Love her.

Movies:

The Ring. Freddy Got Fingered. Man in the Moon. (Reese Witherspoon's debut. If you have NEVER seen this movie go rent it. It's the most incredible movie. Ever really.) Scream. Dude, Where's my Car? Night at the Roxbury. Zoolander. Uptown Girls. Love Actually. Simon Birch. The Village. Scary Move 1 & 2. Not Another Teen Movie. Super Troopers. Saving Silverman. XXX.

Television:

One Tree Hill. Dave Chapelle Show. ANYTHING on Comedy Central. MadTV. Friends. Sex and the City. Family Guy. CourtTV. Law & Order. The Practice (re-runs rock!) Gilmore Girls. The Drew Carey Show. Big Brother. Who's Line is it Anyway?, Real World. Road Rules. Ashlee Simpson Show. Simpsons.

Books:

The Bible.How to Kill a Mockingbird.

Heroes:

God.My mother.My grandmother.All offer something different in my life and each of them are absolutely beautiful.

My Blog

Oh boy.

The last week of my life has been a rollercoaster.  It started out really great last week.  I got to work - by lunch my boss had given us all a $250 Christmas Bonus.  Which I could rea...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:46:00 PST

Just talk.

I wish people who are closest to me, would realize that they can talk to me about anything.  If you need someone to listen, let me be your ears.  If you need someone to let everything out to...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:06:00 PST

Observation.

90% of men DO NOT want a great girl who has the world to offer them. Instead, what I've noticed as of late, men want a girl they have to fix or needs fixing.  Guys want that girl with a million p...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 10:32:00 PST

Lust vs. Love

Lust - To have an intense or obsessive desire, especially one that is sexual. Love - A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Trust.

I've decided to trust no one. I just can't anymore.
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

So I bare my heart and soul to you all.

Dear Justin, I'm writing this to help heal my pain and to help me make it though the tragedy of losing you. I don't think you wanted to die. I do think you acted out of passion and didn't take the ti...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ha.

I used to think of the internet and think of the people on here - as individuals. As people just like myself. Blowing away time and things like that. Then suddenly I had a change of heart. The m...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ugh.

I hate the feeling - where I feel as if I'm being avoided. It makes my stomach turn.
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Men.

Men .. are well, most men are fuckin' idiots. Ok, so I had that one "wonderful" guy - insult me. Treat me like a piece of meat. And I can't help but think, he missed out on something incredible...
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Right.

So the person I wrote about in the "So" entry. Everything ended in a blur. I'm unhappy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of getting hurt.
Posted by LOVE like you've NEVER been hurt. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST