Lincoln

I have loved and lost and never thought of it again, but i have lost in love and it will never be forgotten. You can never see lifes turns comeing, but u can expect the road to straighten out. I haven't liked much of anything yet in my life, but to this point i have nothing to regret. Life is like a flame, if u get to close you'll get burn, and if u stay to far away u will never find warmth. Like in all things there is a sweet spot. One point where you forget for a second that u are in the game anymore. A place where nothing realy matters except the feeling u have inside. A feeling that no matter what choice u make you are going to end up happy. That, in the end is what life is all about. It doesn't matter the amount of money u make, or the kind of car u drive, as long as u do it with a smile you cant lose. Sometimes people get so scared that they wont be one thing or another, that they forget what they want. The one thing in life that u will never be able to purchace is your own satisfaction. People have waisted their lives becomeing doctors and dentists, only to realize they have nothing they want. My biggest fear is to waste my own time. We have one shot to get life right, and millions of ways to get to the end. How do u get to an ending when u dont know where to begin? Everything in my life to this point has been placed infront of me, and now it is time for me to find the next step. What do i want to do with my life? How do find happieness, when u dont know what u want? Where do u turn, when u are totaly lost? I feel like i have become smart enough to do whatever i desire, but no desire. There is no reason in my eyes to try my hardest, and do my best. It feels like no matter how hard i try nothing will change. Their will still be poverty, crime, murder, and hate. No matter what amount of money i have aquired i will fix no problems. I will be just one more waisted soul, one more man with a chance, but no choice. Their will aways be war, decite, and ceruption. We are killing ourselfs from the inside. We will never prosper, if the ones that look over us tell us nothing but lies. How do u fix something that has been getting worse so slowly that no one else notices? If their is strength in numbers then their must be weakness on my own. How can u change something when no one will listen to u? How do u find an answere to a question that no one has asked?