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hey im alexis folsom
im 16
im single right now and hating it
i thought i would like it but i dont
i like someone and im not sure he knows it
i love my friends they are my life
i hate liars
i got screwed over and he stopped talking to me for 3 months until he got back together with his x and they broke up again and now he tried to get me back but cant
i dont like being lied to
and i really dont like people that make promises and then they break them
MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO KISS A GUY IN THE RAIN
my goal might seem stupid to you but i think that is the only goal i have since i dont think i will ever get to say the words I DO
dont lie to me
if you do you will never win my trust back
i have major trust issues
im easy to get along with most of the time
most of the time im happy but if i have a bad day i will have a bad week
i hang out with differnt people
i love gay people
they are less confusing
and fun to shop with
and you can kiss them and it wont phase them
i love guys
most of my friends are guys
they help me most of the time
and lately my guy friends have helped me more than anything
and if you ever need me call me 205 267 8768
but even though i know my friends love me
sometimes i feel like nobody cares
i know that is all a lie
i know i have people that care about me
but its hard for me to get close to anybody
my dad and me have recently have started to get along again
it took 5 1/2 years but it happed
im happy now
now i might have my dream wedding if i do get married
but my mom ......
she wont say the words i love you even when i say it to her
she says it to my brothers
i think its unfair
but her reaction is life is not fair
but the one women i will always hate is my step mom Yevette
she stole my dad
she stole my child hood
shes ugly
and i think my dad just likes more money
he already had it
but i guess he wanted more
i only seem him once maybe twice a month because of her
i will love to never see her again
but i think i will only see her 4 more times before im 18 but thats just a guess
my best friend fergy died on november 27, 2006.
he was 16 years old only for 23 days.
but deep down in my heart i know if his dad truly did try to love him he would still be here.
but his dad hit him.
so ya my best friend is gone
and i cant hug him
he wont be there waiting for
me he wont call me anymore
we cant talk about the most random stuff ever again
. and i hate it i just want to see him one last time.
its not fair he had to leave so soon.
i think about him all the time.
. i still cry myself to sleep over him.
i love my friends
without them i would die
they are my everything
i hang out with them everyday and espically every weekend
they help me through the good and the bad
i share so many memories and good times with so many people
i would give up the world to make them happy
i hate it when me and my friends are fighting
i try not to piss them off even if they pissed me off
i rather them be happy then me
but i like being happy too.
i love my friends and my life would be boring without them.
i love eyeliner and red eyeshadow
i love eyeliner more
i wear it everyday no matter what
i think i look ugly wihtout makeup
but everybody says i look beautiful with out but i think they are lying
i have no idea what they are looking at..
but whatever ties their shoe
but ya
music is also my life
if you take away my music
i kill you
not really
but omg ilove music
i listen to it as much as possible
i even listen to it during class when im not suppose to ..
o well dont care
and i say but ya and so ya alot
and i hate people that TyPe LiKe ThIs
if you type like that dont waste your time on me
i am not that mean until you piss me off
most of the time i am really nice
it might sound emo but sometimes i feel like crying and i dont even know why
some people say because i dont cry enough
i miss how my life used to be
always happy
never sad
but now i cry for no reason
i hate it
i guess i am 'emotional'
whatever i dont even care anymore
