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About Me

I love spending time with my friends and family especially my son(Ethan James Mykaul Paday) and my daughter (Mattilynn Lou Anderson) . My favorite place to be is on a beach listening to the waves and watching the sun go down. Many of my friends would say i am a bit romantic, but i don't think i am. i am a really easy go kinda person who sees the good in almost everyone. i enjoy the simple things in life and really hate drama. padding-right:15px; } table div div#tkn_leaderboard,table div div#tkn_leaderboardDiv{ visibility:visible !important; display: inline !important; } #googlebar{VISIBILITY: visible !important; display:inherit !important; }

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I''''''d like to meet all the cool people out there. all the interesting folks that love to have fun and enjoy life. .. ..

My Blog

Mistakes

looking back at all my mistakes that i have made i realize how significant they are. It doesnt seem to matter how big or how small they were they all lead me to where i am today. They have made me a b...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:03:00 GMT

i hide

I hide behind the smile and the sound of laughter so those around me can't see my tears or hear me cry. I hide behind my joy so those around me can't see my pain. My disguise covers my heart as it i...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:46:00 GMT

emotional toll

I never thought it would be this hard doing this alone. it's not the money, it's not the time, it's the emotional toll. Not knowing what I am going to say when my child starts to wonder. where is dadd...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:30:00 GMT

Conquering Fear

I was sitting alone thinking about how much my life has changed in the past month. It is amazing how with just the words "your going to have a baby" can change your life in a second.  Knowing tha...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:54:00 GMT

how

how can I explain this without hurting you how can I tell you I think we are through This is hard for me to say This is hard for me to do I love you just not as much as you need me too. I can feel us ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:27:00 GMT

happiness

have you ever looked deep into your life only to discover how unhappy you are. like you don't even realize it until you actually look. i have been walking around thinking that my life is perfect ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:22:00 GMT

Don't

Don't touch me get your hand off my thigh Don't look at me with those eyes.  Don't kiss me like you care. Don't make love to me in the middle of the night. Don't hold on to me so tight and say y...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:22:00 GMT

Left

There's a shadow on my finger from where the ring once rest. And a warm spot where you laid on my chest THe shower is still damp from the long bath we took together. and there is still stuff all over ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:30:00 GMT

I hope to see you again

Walked by you both on the street todaycouldn't help but say hello.smiled and pretended that everythingwas okay.She is beautiful and you looked so happy standing by her side. I told you my man was...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:50:00 GMT

How

How do i make this painjust disappearHow do i just let you goto say good-bye one last time.Kiss your lips and walk away.How do i just turn the other waytake these tears and takes this pain take it all...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:40:00 GMT