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Nihil

Infidel

About Me


Well there isnt really much to me I suppose. Im easy to get along with aslong as your not disrespectful in any way. If you have any questions just ask :

AIM- curlupndie6
MSN- illusions_06
"I want now to tell you, gentlemen, whether you care to hear it or not, why I could not even become an insect. I tell you solemnly, that I have many times tried to become an insect. But I was not equal even to that. I swear, gentlemen, that to be too conscious is an illness--a real thorough-going illness. For man's everyday needs, it would have been quite enough to have the ordinary human consciousness, that is, half or a quarter of the amount which falls to the lot of a cultivated man of our unhappy nineteenth century, especially one who has the fatal ill-luck to inhabit Petersburg, the most theoretical and intentional town on the whole terrestrial globe. (There are intentional and unintentional towns.) It would have been quite enough, for instance, to have the consciousness by which all so-called direct persons and men of action live. I bet you think I am writing all this from affectation, to be witty at the expense of men of action; and what is more, that from ill-bred affectation, I am clanking a sword like my officer. But, gentlemen, whoever can pride himself on his diseases and even swagger over them? "
RIP
Krzysztof "Doc" Raczkowski 1970- 2005
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My Interests



ummm.. music, philosophy, photography, art, Ballet Deviare, Virology, demonology.. stuff....

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

DEATH METAL
:Wumpscut:
Abigail Williams
Age of Silence
Amon Amarth
Angel Corpse
Anorexia Nervosa
At the Gates
(old)Atreyu
Arch Enemy
Arcturus
Avenged Sevenfold
Bal-Sagoth
Bauhaus
Behemoth
Beyond the Embrace
Bjork
Black Dahlia Murder
Blind Guardian
Blonde Redhead
Borknagar
Brutal Truth
Burzum
Cannibal Corpse
Carcass
Carnal Forge
Cattle Decapitation
Cephalic Carnage
Children of Bodom
Conducting From The Grave
Cryptopsy
Dark Funeral
Darkthrone
Dark Tranquillity
Death
Decapitated
Deeds of Flesh
Deicide
Denata
Dimmu Borgir
Dissillusion
Dissection
Dying Fetus
Elliot Smith
Emperor
Exhumed
Finntroll
Goatwhore
God Dethroned
Gorgasm
Gorgoroth
Grotesque
Hate Eternal
HammerFall
Hecate Enthroned
Hocico
Iced Earth
Immortal
Imperial Crystalline Entombment
Impaled Nazarene
In Flames
Informatik
Jack Off Jill
Joy Division
Judas Iscariot
Marduk
Mazzy Star
Mayhem
Mortician
Mucus Membrane
My Bloody Valentine
My Dying Bride
Napalm Death
Nattefrost
Necrophagist
Neurosis
New Order
Nightwish
Nile
Nokturne
Obituary
Old Mans Child
Panzerchrist
Papercuts
Pretty Girls Make Graves
Prodigy
Ragnarok
Rhapsody
Satirycon
Scarling
Severed Savior
Siouxsie and the Banshees
Skinless
Smashing Pumpkins
Spawn of Possessions
Suffocation
Suicidal Tendencies
Switchblade symphony
The Berzerker
The Birthday Massacre
The Cure
The Postal Service
The Sins of Thy Beloved
Vader
Vampire Moose
Vehemence...
Velvet Acid Christ
Vital Remains
Zyklon
more…. new wave industrial i listen to almost everything except for country.

Television:

dont really watch tv but whenever i do just watch whatever looks interesting

Books:

mostly into non-fiction
Notes from the Underground By Fyodor Dostoyevsky
The Devils(the possessed) by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
The Prince by Niccolo Machiavelli
Catechism of a Revolutionist by Sergei Nechayev
the Melancholy of Oyster Boy & Other Stories by Tim Burton

Heroes:

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My Blog

Dark Funeral, Enslaved, Abigail Williams show 1/19/07

So yesterday was the Dark Funeral show and once again I was in the front taking pics.. and yah here are some pics and a video .. the audio sucks but its better then nothing.. and I took to many pics b...
Posted by Nihil on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:24:00 PST

9/24/06 stu, krisiun, Decapitated (pics)

Yesterdays show at the boardwalk.. SFU, krisiun, DECAPITATED, abysmal dawn, and malevolent .. Abysmal Dawn Decapitated krisiunsix feet under ...
Posted by Nihil on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 05:28:00 PST

Mexico

so i went to mexico for 2 weeks .. here are somem pics.. i didnt really take any so sorry that there no good.. i had a somewhat good time.. hanging out with my 2 cuzins was when i had the most fun tho...
Posted by Nihil on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 02:54:00 PST

18th birthday and MY BURIED SOUL show

So my birthday was yesterday I finally turned 18.. started off with going to the casino and I won 70 $ then came home around 5am and went to Old Sacramento with my sister and her Bf .. came home and h...
Posted by Nihil on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 12:28:00 PST

Kreator/ Napalm Death 3/12/06 Pics

So I went to see Kreator and napalm death today.. it was awsome.. so I took some pics.. I didn't take many of napalm because I forogt I had a cam.. and plus I was kinda far .. but for kreator I was u...
Posted by Nihil on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:36:00 PST

Nile/Hypocrisy/Decapitated/Soilent Green Show pics

Decapitated Soilent GreenHypocrisy Nile its not a great quality vid or anything but I dont care.. .. width="425" height="350">...
Posted by Nihil on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 08:43:00 PST

do this if your bored

1. Name:  2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin?   HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you h...
Posted by Nihil on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 11:44:00 PST