I'm fairly easy going, and too nice for my own good. I'm hopelessly hopeless at everything, especially love. A romantic, but too lazy, shy, reserved to go ahead with my notions.
I like Laurel and Hardy movies, whilst abstract comedy sends my mind to new heights. I'm not that witty, but I end up saying random things, or embellished stories, until my assemblage decides to vacate the premises.
I also like to use a thesaurus to make myself look slightly smarter than the dim-witted idiot I really am.
Whenever I watch 80's movies; I try and memorise quotes so I can say them on a daily basis, until someone gets annoyed or tells me they saw that movie, too. "You need something more hip! More now! More 80's!!!!"
I find myself spending copious amounts of hours on the internet, and never doing anything particular other than waiting for someone else who I never talk to to come ...
When ever I am not .., I tend to be in a state of reverie making up funny scenarios, in which, I burst out laughing. I find most things funny, including the way people walk and sneeze.
I'm lazy and constantly sleeping. I never really know what I want and will constantly make mistakes in trying to find what I perceive as perfection. I apologise in advance.
I like to walk around the streets at four a.m. because no one is around at that time and I can keep to my own pace whilst not having anyone bother me. Sometimes I see shapes and hear noises, then I get scared and pick up the pace until I'm home.
Drinking is the only way I find myself having any amount of confidence. I do it more than once a week and I hate the fact I spend so much money on it.
I like cold bed sheets and even colder feet. I hate pointy shoes.
Winter makes me want to jump into the sky and tug at the clouds to release their blankets of snow. I love wrapping up warm, and jumping into bed with a cold quilt to shuffle about under the covers until my feet are tangled within the sheets.
I love my friends. They make me feel happy and I would never change them for the world. I love my family, too. My mum and I constantly bicker and argue at the top of our lungs, but we still love each other.
Trying to write music and poetry is always fun when you find you're constantly failing and discard everything, calling it another piece of mediocre crap. In the bin (or MS trash can) you go.
I spend more time thinking than I do talking. Conversations with me are filled with 80% awkward silence. I have social insecurities. I only find myself talking in a group of three or via a messenger program. I lost my humor and social skills a long time ago. I normally listen to the person trying to speak but never gets heard. I try and tell them I heard their words but nothing comes out. I spend more time writing about my life than I do living it.
Dancing like an idiot makes me topple to a 20 degrees angle when I'm out of my face on whiskey. I like to pull "weird" shapes as another poor dance indie band thump out low frequencies from the speakers whilst their faces get littered across the NME.
I find myself constantly feeling sick as I try to find the love of my life. I rotate fantasies on a spindel. My stomach is contantly doing the same whenever I get slightly close to anyone who inspires my mind.Music can take your heart, soul and mind to new places. As can reading and movies.
I sometimes take pictures. I'm not a photographer. I don't like poses. I like the way light manipulates the objects we see around us. I like over exposure. I love warm colours and the way they make your eyes glow and heart thump. I like to Document The Scene. That end bit was cheesey. - Click! Click!
People with a warm quality strike high in my book. I like cute girls with soft features, eyes that sparkle more than the stars, a smile that radiates more light than the sun and she as hell knows how to wrap up warm during the winter months. Mittens, scarfs, hats, and dead leafs mushed up in the snow makes me spin 48 times. Stick a red rose in the snow, and all the colours you'll ever need underneath a cool calm blue sky are there for you. Also, that's a title for one of my songs. I don't have many songs. Over the past 2 or 3 years I've wrote about ten – fifteen songs. If I ever got signed, albums would come every five years, if you're lucky. And don't count on any live show.
Sometimes when I feel like I'm gunna start I just have to stop.
-Russ
xo
