I want things to stay the same, but I need change constantly. I'm broke but I have money. I hate work but I love working. I love staying home but I love going out. I'm pretty but not gorgeous. I'm slim but I'm not skinny. I'm grounded yet I'm confused. I'm a city girl but a country girl at heart. I have a lot of things to do but never do them. I'm creative but I've lost my inspiration. I want to finish school but I don’t want to go to class. I'm tough but I'm a wimp. I'm first but I'll always be second best. I'm strong but easily breakable. I'm independent but dependent on other people. I'm trusting. I'm open but very secretive. I'm shy but very outgoing. I'm hard on the outside but extremely vulnerable on the inside. I am a Christian and will always follow the footsteps in the lord...my family and my friends are so important to me without them, I wouldn’t be where I am today.
