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About me:This picture was taken the week I wanted to end my LIFE. But instead this was the day when the Lord held me in his arms. He gave me another chance. There are many times I could have died. I look back at this everyday and say to my self, look how happy I was, I can't believe this is the same girl who wanted to die. See the world can change people. Me, I was born and raised in a christian enviroment and I also had done alot in my life. This was a normal day. I had a boyfriend, I was happy, I had my own apartment with beautiful things. I had everything. I had a great job. Me and my son were blessed. We went to church all the time. I had my own car, I had everything, but what was flowing through my mind was not a part of me. Satan wanted to kill, steal, and destroy, he confused me. Me and my boyfriend broke up. Why I broke up with him I have no idea because he was a great guy. But when I tried to take him back it was too late. His ex stepped back in his life.I then didnt think but only reacted, I closed my eyes and drove as fast as my car could go. I drove my super sport monte carlo with a 350 motor. That is fast for those who dont know. But little that I know I was headed straight to a tree. The car lift over the concrete sidewalk, smashing a fence and into someones back yard. I then hit a tree.Luckily the people that lived there were out of town.I had my eyes close the whole entire time. But I didn't care I was to busy remembering my past that I was hurt so bad. That I was praying at the same time telling the Lord I was tired and couldn't do it anymore. After the crash, it was silent.I felt I was the only one on earth. I couldnt move but the little that I could, I felt my shirt so wet. I felt heat all over my body. I felt so wet, that I knew it was blood. I saw a bright light. I felt my soul leaving my body. I said Lord you know how I feel.You know my heart,you know that I love you so much my Lord. I am sorry, I then saw darkness and started to feel pain in my body. I also felt like I was knocked out of my breath. All of a sudden I heard sirens and people. It was like I had another chance. My family and friends were there. I was taken to the hosipital.I was sent home that day with scratches and bruises only.Thank you Jesus. What hurt me the most was my son having to find out that his mommy didn't want to live. Satan didn't allow me to remember that I had a son at home and that he only had me. I saw my car at the inpound and I can not believe till this day someone had survived through that.The police thought someone else was with me,because how did I end up in the back seat of the passenger side.The steering wheel was bent and the gear shift that was between the seats was broken off. The engine was crushed. I couldn't see the motor cause it was smashed into the firewall, the front of the motor was close to the windshield.The car was not saveable. Later that month I met this guy. The man of my life. This guy was a guy I didn't know, but came to find out he was at this very scene. He told me he alsways to meet someone that been through so much that by the time she got to him he would be her prince charm.And guess what he met me!!The one God chose for him and me. He said he would give me the world and he kept his promise.For those who know him he was sent from God to me. I love him so much because God put us together. He had a purpose and that purpose was for me and him to seek God together. I love you my Lord. Always, I will never leave you because you never did!!!!..
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RE: LETTER FROM GOD (REPOST) Body: This is a wonderful heavenly message in a down to earth voice.My Dear Child:Effective immediately, please be aware that there are changes you need to make in your life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill my promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life. I apologize for any inconvenience, but after all that I am doing, this seems very little to ask of you.I know I already gave you the 10 Commandments. But please do your best to follow these guidelines, also:QUIT WORRYING: Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and Worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?PUT IT ON THE LIST: Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list... Put it on MY to-do-list. Let, ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to me. And although my to-do-list is long, I am after all, God. I can take care of anything you put into my hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.TRUST ME: Once you’ve given your burdens to me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on my list. Problem with finances? Put it on my list. Problems with ill health? Put it on my list. Problems with your emotional roller coaster? For my sake, put it on my list. I want to help you. All you have to do is ask.LEAVE IT ALONE: Don't wake up one morning and say, "Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think I can handle it from here." Why do you think you are feeling stronger now? It's simple. You gave me your burdens and I'm taking care of them. I also renew your strength and cover you in my peace. Don't you know that if I give these problems back to you, you will be right back where you started? Leave them with me and forget about them. Just let me do my job.TALK TO ME: I want you to forget a lot of things. Forget what was making you crazy. Forget the worry and the fretting because you know I'm in control. But there is one thing I pray you never forget. Please don't forget to talk to me..OFTEN! I love you. I want to hear your voice. I want you to include me in on the things going on in your life. I want to hear you talk about your friends and family. Prayer is simply you having a conversation with me. I want to be your dearest friend.HAVE FAITH: I see a lot of things from up here that you can't see from where you are. Have faith in me that I know what I'm doing. Trust me, you wouldn't want the view from my eyes. I will continue to care for you, watch over you, and meet your needs. You only have to trust me. Although I have a much bigger task than you, it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?SHARE: You were taught to share when you were only two years old. When did you forget? That rule still applies. Share with those who are less fortunate than you. Share your joy with those who need encouragement. Share your laughter with those who haven't heard any in such a long time. Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith with those who have none.BE PATIENT: I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime you could have so many diverse experiences. You grow from a child to an adult, have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades, travel to so many places, meet thousands of people, and experience so much. How can you be so impatient then when it takes me a little longer than you expect to handle something on my to-do-list? Trust in my timing, for my timing is perfect. Just because I created the entire universe in only seven days, everyone thinks I should always rush, rush, and rush.BE KIND: Be kind to others, for I love them just as much as I love you. They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do, but I still love you all. Please try to get along, for my sake. I created each of you different in some way. It would be too boring if you were all identical. Please know I love each of your differences.LOVE YOURSELF: As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself? You were created by me for one reason only - to be loved, and to love in return. I am a God of Love. Love me. Love your neighbors. But also love yourself. It makes my heart ache when I see you so angry with Yourself when things go wrong. You are very precious to me. Don't ever forget that.With all my heart I love you,GodWhen you are DOWN When you are DOWN to nothing ...God is UP to something.. Father, in the Name of Jesus, bless me even while I'm Reading this prayer and bless the one that sent this to me In a special way. Open supernatural doors in our lives Today. Save and set free, Give us a double portion of your Spirit as we take back everything that the Devil has stolen: Emotional Health, Physical Health, Finances, Relationships, Children, Jobs, Homes, Marriages. I cancel every plot, plan and scheme the enemy has devised against us in the MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS.And I declare: NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST US WILL PROSPER. I speak LIFE into every dead situation. And, I thank you that nothing is over until YOU say it's over. I speak prophetically into our lives and to our situations; Our households are blessed; Our health is blessed; Our marriages are blessed; Our finances are blessed; Our businesses are blessed, Our jobs are blessed; Our children are blessed; Our grandchildren are blessed; Our parents are blessed; Our siblings are blessed; Our ministries are blessed; And, Our decisions are blessed. Husbands are on the way; Wives are on the way; Mortgages are paid and debts canceled; Our hearts desires are on the way; according to YOUR perfect will and plan for our lives. IN JESUS NAME! AMEN!
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