Mick [trs]

I am really bad at expressing myself. Ive always been bad.. I just cant seem to tell people how I really feel or what I want. Im trying to change it because it holds me back from a lot. Relationships are a funny thing though. You never know who your gunna fall for or when or if you want to be more than "just friends". But sometimes you just cant seem to get that person out of your mind. Its like no matter how preoccupied you are, heshe finds a way in. Then you realize you can't progress your relationship and your stuck. Your just stuck on that level and you can't step up. It sucks.. but maybe its for the better. Thats not really funny but I dont know. Life is like a box of chocolate but not really. You just gotta take what you can get and live with it and enjoy it. I like my life and I like waffles and skating. People dont piss me off... most of the time...but they are impossible to figure out. I gave up.. it was like running into a brick wall except it didnt hurt. Just give me a hoodie and a pair of shoes and ill be set for a while. Thats it.