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Helen. Louise. ♥

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About Me


"She's my sister." Its the best gift in life to be able to grow with someone as a person, and be able to bring all your hardships in life and know that they were for a reason. To watch a child struggle is so difficult. To be there and comfort them, and watch them rise above it all is a miracle. DeAngelo, you are the reason these boys make it through when your father is gone. you are so strong, and brave, and wise. You AMAZE me when you defeat all these obstacles. I love you, and "sister" is the proudest name you could give me.
"Helen!" Everytime he says my name I get lost in an overwhelming pack of emotions. Someday ill sit down and tell him everything hes done for me. How hes saved me numerous times. Hes so filled with a love for everything in life and has a heart whos size in unimaginable. I have such a spiritual connection with this child, and like my sister Shannon put, "hes the light that keeps my big sissy's going." No words could be better said. Zion, we will giggle together through life and capture lifes beauty together. I love you.
"Get away from my....sister." He captured my heart when those words left his mouth. To be in a position that I am in, where I can watch this boy grow everyday and take this world with both hands. He never ceases to amaze me. How one heart can have such an immense capability of love just bewilders me. I am keeping all the memories we make in my heart and I play them back like a movie when I am away from him. He keeps me going, and like his brother De, "sister" is the proudest name he could give me.
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BEST THING IVE EVER BEEN CaLLED!!!

Shes my godmother, sister, best friend, confidant, and guardian angel. How would I get through this life without her? She brings me the light that is life that people search for everday. No one knows me as well as she does, and she has been my support when no one else could look at me. I love her, and i truly believe I wouldnt be the person i am without her.

Books:

James Patterson ♥ Patricia Cornwell ♥ Iris Johansen ♥ Dean Koontz ♥ Jodi Picoult ♥

Heroes:

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my parents who have done everyhting for me....my sister and nephews who have saved me....and gabby...who amazes me

My Blog

My walk with God.

 October 25th 2008. Something told me to take a walk at 1:16. So I began walking to the park. And I lifted my hands from my side, like I was going to fly. The wind started to pick up, and it blew...
Posted by Helen. Louise. ♥ on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 10:45:00 PST

a baby’s poem

On tear for you is all it takes. One memory of you and my heart breaks. Just anger and sorrow when you look at my face. And think of how you fell from God's grace. So beautiful and pure and special y...
Posted by Helen. Louise. ♥ on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 02:51:00 PST

Uncertainty surrounds all the thoughts

I'm walking, I'm screaming, I'm running. I feel nothing. This dark is the darkest I've seen. This feeling is so numbing, I need to scream. Never dealt with pain this way. Wish i could see you, wish y...
Posted by Helen. Louise. ♥ on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:11:00 PST