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...and ever and always!

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About Me


SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layoutsok im going to give it to you straight im 6'4,my eyes are blue but turn green, i enjoy watching movies,playing games and spending alot of time with freinds and special ppl in my life. im the oldest of four, my parents are devorsed dad remarried twice, mom almost three times. i get very angry sometimes eventhough its not that easy to angry me unless you hurt my friends, family or kayla! yea just don't even think about hurting her u might not have a long life expectancy! im in love with the grl of my dreams named kayla!*runs in circles* my best friend/brother is josh we act like brothers we even think and speak about the same things at the same time. i have the wierdest but best friends i could ever hope to have. my music is straight METAL!!!!! my favorite bands are speak of the devil,cradle of filth,coal chamber,hanzel und gretyl, kataklysm,dimmu borgir and almost every metal band on my ipod.lol. i dream of horror,happyness and world wide depression/sadness due to a plague outbreak bent on turning ppl into bat/human like creatures.lol. im wierd i know. i like going places and scaring adults and lil children! i honestly don't care what ppl say about me and i take alot to heart when things go wrong with life or my freinds! usually on the weekends we all try to get together and hangout go watch a movie do whatever...its funny! Yea here lately everything has been good, and i just recently figure out that ofcourse if a bad mood comes never engage in conversation with a loved one....sometimes they make you feel better other times it just really doesn't work out.lol. come to figure out really that i myslef am lost without kayla...i feel as if every second of my life without her hurts me more than a lifetime of knives shoved deply into my skull...she is my one and only my,my love,and my life!!! Free Twisted layouts at twistedsiblings.com
Metal and Industrial Videos at satanspace.com
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My Interests

nothing really except for girls,music,concerts,parties,any many more!
You scored as Family. Family is what causes your depression. Your house is no longer your santuary; no longer your home. There is always fighting and argueing there. It may even be at a point that you hate your family. They cause your depression, but you feel there is no escape from them. Family consumes you. Please rate.

Family


100%

Past


88%

Stress


69%

Love


66%

Friends


38%

Lonliness


38%

People


16%

Death


13%
What causes you to be depressed?
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I'd like to meet:

just a bounch of crazy party animals! pl who support here bands and ofcourse heavy ass metal/black/death metal bands that know how get the croud going just by saying on sentence. oh and not to mention those obsessed with the vampiric natures of the human mind and those out there just loking to have a good time with friends!oh ya and this clown is so fucking crazy!lol........
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

Passion


75%

Eyes full of Pain


67%

Mysterious


67%

Diamond Eyes


50%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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Music:

Manson, Cradle Of Filth, Disturbed, Lamb Of God, Godsmack,Metallica,fear factory,dimmu borgir,kataklysm, PerfectCircle,robzombie,nmemic,graveworm
SatanSpace.com - Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts

Movies:

All Horror and Sci-Fi and Comedy
SatanSpace.com - Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts

Books:

sci_fi and fantasy.hehe just started i feel oddly smart. informational books mostly on religion and other common topics

Heroes:

don't really have any accept my grandmother for her insriration and believing and backing up my choices in life
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.

Biting


100%

Bondage


100%

Blood


92%

Blind Folds


83%

Chains/Handcuffs


67%

Whips


50%
What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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My Blog

the feeling of losing someone!!!

do you ever get the feeling that you are about to lose someone in a relationship? i hate it for some odd reason i can feel it coming on but i can't stop it! I trust my gf with all that i can give...
Posted by ...and ever and always! on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:27:00 PST

my lovely pumpkin

well, for some od reason here lately i have had a urge to do a blog so im just going to et it over with!!! butr this one is special!!!it's not everyday you meet that someone ans right now some of you ...
Posted by ...and ever and always! on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 02:15:00 PST

the vampire myth

Yea well umm here it is.what is ur opinions on  like vampires! some say they don't exist. well i believe they do just they are no different than u or me. infact they only exist in u. vampires are...
Posted by ...and ever and always! on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:41:00 PST

the world and death who knew!

why must we fight over a world that we are eventually going to destroy ourselves?oh! i know why cause we are a bunch of FUCKING IDOIT'S!!!! sry just had to get that through.lol.oh and if ur reading th...
Posted by ...and ever and always! on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 12:23:00 PST