luminous

Random
scribbles

WEDNESDAY, Nov 7th

Damnit,
I miss him.
I dont want to run away
Daniel Bedingfield.
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?

The name is...
Lumina

I could be, just another typical asian girl
Or I could be like No one you've ever Met before.
Just like Everyone,
Its the chance that you give me
To decide what you chose to look at me as,
No I DONT live in Japan,
For those of you who didnt realize that there is no Such
place as KONOHA The Hidden Leaf Village,
only in my Dreams that is =)
I am a PURE BLOOD Hmong, and Proud of it.
I was born in Minnesota, I love it here,
its where my Family is and it'll always be my home.
- I'm known as -

Lumina,

lina, lulu, naly, lum
- I like -
Friendly/ Open minded/ Caring/ Good Natured/ Happy/ Artistic/ Creative/ Original/ Wise/ Silly/ Fun type of people
-I dont care much for-
rude/ cold hearted/ empty minded/ stuckup/ insipid/ immature/
deceitful/ arrogant/ people
- a little more on me -

I'm one of a kind...
So dont throw me in a group and label me

I can be shy at first and quiet sometimes...
I have different personalities and different ways of looking at things...
I love to follow but still create my own trends...
I love having Meaningful conversations...
I dont follow a religion, I make up my own...
I cant stand people who arnt true to heart...
It makes me sad when people destroy themselves...
I dont believe one person is right or wrong, because we all have something we can learn from one another...

I'm ridiculously Stuborn
Its something I have to work on, so I guess I should start soon... =)

- Random and pointlessly interesting Things -
I think I was reincarnated from a tortoise,
I want to be reincarnated as a dolphin,
I think people take me as stuck up, but I'm incredibly quarky at heart
I sleep in the Nude, so be sure to knock =)
If I could I would lay outside and watch the stars until I found the answer to life,
I'm incredibly impatient
and I'm one HELL of a Hypocrit half of the time,
When I give my heart to someone, I give them All of it,
I'm a bigger art nerd than you think,
Namvah +Bubbletea +SerbetIcecream= YUMM!! =)
Sometimes I like to pretend like I'm actually smart,
I used to hate my name because kids would make fun of me for it,but I'm starting to appreciate its Individuality,
I try my best to look polished, but the truth is I'm a slobb
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