Escape

Well there isn't much to say about me.... I'm 18 years old, my name is Jasmin Gube (goo-bee). I was born in Germany, which is also my first language, English second, and spanish is becoming my third. I moved into the United States at age three or four cant really remember which one, but one of those. Anyways, now i live in Rifle Colorado. It isn't too bad, small town, and a shit load of drama. I can't really tell you if im dramatic or not, but my own personal opinion is that im not, but I can be. But i guess we'll never know the truth. I'm atheist (i dont believe in god), people get upset at me when i tell them this explicit imformation, but everyone has the freedom to their own speech, opinion, beliefs, right? Well thats mine, if you dont like it, oh well, deal with it! When someone tells me their budist, catholic, christian, jewish, muslum, nazi, black, or blue, i just dont care! I will still respect you, i hope you can do the same. I wouldn't judge you by your look either, so i hope you wont judge me by mine. A lot of people i've gotten to know, have told me i'm stubborn. I dont think i am!!! I'm a taurus, but i dont think that has anything to do with me being stubborn. I dont like talking shit, but its just one of those things you have to do every once in a while. I've learned to keep my mouth shut, the only person i tell anything to now and days is my cat, and i dont even have a cat. Im a smart ass, if you say something that i can make literal i will. But i only do that if i like the person and feel comfortable around them. A lot of people dont get my sense of humor, but thats ok! As long as you dont make a comment of how i say something. It might not make sense to YOU, but it does to ME and if you dont understand what i'm talking about, oh well. I'm not stupid, i just think diferently. I am HORRIBLE at explaining things, like someone said one, "your like rain man, your intellegent you just have a hard time getting it out." Its true. But thats what makes me unique. Hopefully. :) At the moment im a graduate of Rifle High School. Its not much to be proud of because its Rifle, but its something. I dont really talk to a lot of people in Rifle anymore just because most of them are dumb asses. I'm a straight "A" student, its not really much to brag about because everyone thinks im a nerd but im not... i just like to get my shit done early so i can have fun sooner. :) In the coming next three months, i'm going to start going to the University of Colorado at Boulder to studyt MCDB which is Molecular Cellular Developmental Biology. After I do that Im hoping to double major in IPHY which is another science (I forgot what it stood for) and then will minor in German. After, my hopefully to be only four years of college at CU, im going to apply for Pre-med to become a Plastic Surgeon. I'm so exited to be able to get out of the house and be my own person. Not too exited about my classes that i'm going to have to take but i'm sure the social society will make up for it!! :D I dont care about a lot like i used too. I used to care about everyone that was evolved around me. I tried to be the one to please everyone and i finally realized that i cant. I've become a lot happier too because i'm concentrating on making myself happy. My life is pretty normal, which makes me boring but oh well, i hope my personality makes up for it. There isn't much to say about my life , im born, living, and just waiting to die. I'm not a depressing person nor am i depressed, i've just realized a few things that most people haven't yet. Im not always very shy, some people say i'm blunt. I put up a very hard front at first but in the inside i'm somewhat shy and insecure...Not a good thing to say but oh well. If you ask me a question i'll tell you the truth. Maybe to some people i'll drop the news a little nicer, but if i dont like you very much or i dont know you very well i'll just tell you. But most of the time i'll be sarcastic or joking about whatever were talking about, so its not that i hate you or dislike you, its just my personality. A lot of people think im stuck up when they first look at me, i'm not. I'm just shy at first. I've become very independant. When everything is made to be broke, i want you to know who I am! This is me, slightly. :}..... well look at that, i GUESS there is a lot to say about me! I've got to be proud of that. If you want to know anymore, for whoever actually read this just message me. It will be interesting talking to youThis is a little bit about ME, to actually understand me you'd have to know me. . . ..